Pain!

Yay! Good news! :)

I'm gonna remove braces soon!
Yay! :)
Well, it can't be removed by christmas cause I won't be in Singapore and by the time I come back, my dentist is overseas too. So, he said hopefully before CNY.
But yeah, it's doesnt make much difference to me because I'm sort of used to it alr.
Just hope everything will be done before I graduate :P

&& today's treatment was super painful! Any negative words you can describe! I was on the verge of crying. Omgxz, it was totally ... ... I'm loss for words, worse than extraction I guess? Omg! ><
Nvm, it will be worth it I guess?

But chingyee said the aftermath would be more tiring. Well, I guess so, since I'm so used to it. Having to wear retainers will make me faint and it's like I've to get use to it all over again. On the other hand, I'm quite happy I wore braces? Nice expriement! So for this upcoming trip, I'm gonna spam all my pics with braces. HAHA. Okay. I'm mad I know.

But yeah, hopefully everything done before CNY, or even better, by the next treatment! Yeah! :)

Take Care everyone!

WIth love,
grace! :)

Friendship

Well, most people are back to their homeland alr.
Was chatting with Yifan just now and he seems excited that he's back at home. Felt glad for them too. :)

Nothing much to post today, just that in less than a week's time, I'll be in taiwan. This trip to taiwan doesn't seem so exciting :/
Just hope that I'll have fun too! :)

Just a note to tell everyone:
Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.
Hope that our friendship shall not be blurred and may our friendship bonds together, forever. :D

Take Care everyone!

With love,
Grace :)

Yunnan OICP trip 2009! <3

I'm back lovelies! :)
Went to Yunnan for OCIP from 20th to 26th November 2009.
The trip there was fun ttm.
Well, actually every trip has its own wonderful memories, the people there, the weather, the surrounding, each and everyone of us makes the trip successful.

Just like the days where I went Beijing, medan for line camp and now yunnan for CIP.
Each trip has its own wonderful memories.
Needless to say, the trip this time round was wonderful too!
Yup, my impression of them have changed and I'm glad too! I love the people who made this trip possible.

To all those who are going back to their hometown, bon voyage! And have fun! :D

Alright, now reality sets in, the harsh reality is back again.
Once again, we are all back into the fast pace life in Singapore.
In a few days, I'll be in Taiwan, to experience a whole new environment, to let myself immerse into a new change. Let me get adapted into the life of a new person.

And once again, I hesitated to be or not to be an OGL. But i've already made up my mind.
If others can, why can't I?
I should learn to cope with myself. Learn it.
I read an exerpt from my blog, and it made me set on the decision.

"I feel that life is a torture now, to be surrounded by all muggers, to be facing all the stress and compeition! Life has to go on, I know. But as life go on, I too want my friendship to go on. I don't want to grow up next time, thinking back that studies have made my friendship to be broken. I don't want studies to be that factor that stops me and my friends from meeting each other again. "

So now, I don't want studies to be the factor that once again stops me from being an OGL.
I do want to be an OGL, who doesn't want?
Although I dislike the way they run camps, but we have to adapt to the way people do things, we cannot force people to move on in our way. Change for the better, not for the worse. So if I do not be an OGL, I know I will regret. Therefore, I do not want the regretness to lie within me for the rest of my life.

I want to look back next time and tell myself that my youth years has been a wonderful one.
From the camps to the overseas trip to being an OGL, I've never regretted all these while. Now, I will make the difference. Likewise, I dont want studies to be the factor that ruin my friendship, that ruin my days where I had fun. I will want to adapt, and I will learn. I don't want studies to once again be that factor that because of studies, I cannot do other things.
Think again: If others can, why can't I?

Take Care!

With love,
grace! :)

Worried.

The title says it all.

I've many things to do, but I've got so little time.
How? D:

I'm afraid, afraid I can't live up to his expectation, afraid I'll break down, afraid that I can't perform up to my expectation.
I'm really afraid, afraid that I'll disappoint you again & again.
I don't want this to carry on, but what can I do?

One year of my JC life has passed.
I still remember the times where I first got to know I got into my first choice, elated? Well maybe not.

Yet, I still hung on to hope, hoping that I'll do well.
But as the term goes on, I realised that I'm only deceiving myself.
I don't know where the path lies in me.
But I want to do well.
Yet I know I'm only procrastinating.

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Sorry for the emo-ish post.
On a happier moments,
met my mom today after my dental appt since I can't get to lunch with him.
Well, it's alright, I'm not even angry nor petty :)
There's still chance yea? :)

And anyway, I was late for my appt! 20min -.-
All because of the stupid 99 and 185 that pushed back all my plans.
Stupid SBS buses. F you.
Once, twice, I can accept, but it's always happening. It makes once pissed off.

And so my dentist thought I wasn't coming but thank god, he scrap that thought off.
Yeah, treatment today was rather painful. Hopefully I can take off my braces next year way before prom, that is, if I promote successfully :/

God, bless me please. Really.

Take Care everyone!

With love,
Grace :)

Busy.Tired.Negative Thoughts.

Well, it's really been a long time since I last blogged.
It's not that I don't want to come here blogging, it's just that I don't know where to start from.
There are so many things in my mind, and things have just come and go. In a blink of an eye.

Term has already ended for us.
But to be exact, we don't have any holidays at all.
Like I've mentioned, my holidays are already fully packed.
Needless to say homework, revision. All these aren't even considered into the fully packed holidays.
Sometimes, somehow, I wonder, if I've made the right decision?
To accept or not? I really don't know.

I really don't know if it is the best that I want, sometimes I just wonder if I've made the right choice, the right decision?

Well, many positive things have happened though, but it all went too fast.
Jedan gathering was one of the recent things that have happened.
It was the most memorable camp that I've ever gone through in my whole entire life.
The people I knew didn't change, some changed, some remained.
However, how long can this go on?

On a lighter note,
Yunnan CIP trip is coming. Tons of things arent done yet.

So is my OP.
For now, I've to really concentrate on my OP and also my homework.
I've to finish all my homework by hook or by crook before I leave for China.
Someone, please drag me out to study.
I need motivation.

I need to get some life back!
Zzz.

PS, I wanted this to be a happy post, but somehow, somewhat, I couldn't bring myself to write it into a happy ending.

I'm feeling nostalgic now...
Take Care everyone.!

With love,
Grace :)