this morning i went to the temple and sadly mei xuan wasn't here...x( nvm den.. chatted with siying & wang ping as usual x0 and the shifu was telling us about lesbianism and siying was down there eyeing on me & wang ping.. gross man...hahas... then the shifu was telling us to do at least 20 types of hsework in our hse & wang ping was saying she does everything at home and de ming only washes his dishes... aww.. that's bad(siying must takkaire of your husband leh!!>.<) after that went to meet my parents at outram park & we went shopping!! ate dim sum at the usual place in chinatown and started shopping at OG... went to look for my dress.. shopped for a long time and still haven't find a suitable one for me..actually there was one i lurve it but it was too expensive $90..or perhaps i was too picky!! hahahs... after that went to jurong point john little and found a very sweet and suitable dress!! yeah!!! bought it for $70..lolx...what's the diference between that 2? only about $20 difference bahx....lolx.... slacking these few days so shall go mugg again now!! yeah.. i'll put my links up after mid yr exams!! heez >.<
ahha. today was the start of my mid-yr ppr and i had some problems with it in the morning because everyone was still pondering over the qns on how to write the format on the report because of ms chng! she nvr state properly lor.. all because of her.. came home early today and was using the computer =) shall post a short one today because i wanna change my templete to renfu le... haha..& today zhen yu gave me a hp pouch on my belated burfday.. 1mth frm now...x0 nvm.. its nice and thanks anyway x) shall stop blogging for now & go prac my piano =)
today had 4 tests!! wth.. tml is my mid yr exam and here i was in sch having 4 tests!! wa lau... my timetable today was history,science,art,recess,english,chinese,maths.. had history mapwork test and it was super duper easy although i only had 5min to study.. then had science test and i got full marks like history!! yea!! then art period continued on my art work and i had alot of ppl helping me..wanna thank these ppl: yee hui,dorisa,eileen,shi hwee,meiting,ummu(still got who?? erm i have stm..so if i lost out anyone, tell me & i'll add on!!) then after recess, had english grammar test..it was quite difficult though. then had hmt test & i lost 4marks because of the tian xie han zi.. wa lau... haizzzz... so sad man... then maths luckily there wasn't any test but instead got a scolding.. not me but those who did not do their maths hw... =) so there was so much test..haizzz... so pathetic man.. tml there is mid yr exam going on and i'm so stress up.. i feel like ending everything.. but everyone ask why i'm stress but i do not know what to tell them.. haiz... because i'm very scared of sth which i've no idea of..haiz.... well, now i'm counselling someone now instead of ppl counselling me.. perhaps i need some counselling bahx.. haiz.. nvm..i shall continue counselling that person..im just like that.. i solve other ppl's problem instead of my own personal problem..haiz.. wish me luck tml for my start of mid-yr exam since i got 2 tests out of 4 tests full marks for them..perhaps this is a gd start to start my paper =)
today had another temperature taking.. then jia wei told me that there is another npcc meeting again. ytd had one and today another one.. i wonder do they know that cca is being suspended?? and now we shld concentrate on our studies because tml i have 3 tests!! then mam siew ching told us that our attendance is very low.... erm yea i agree.. well.. and sir kah wee said i like to complain.. is better lor better than other ppl who says that just go for cca and put a smile in front of sir and as long as you let them pump you till they are shuang and you can escape from all those nonsense!! but i totally disagree with him... one has to fight for her own rights and not let other ppl pump you for no reason!!! please this is common sense so i'll rather complain than let other ppl punish me..this is call fighting for my own right mind you.... well tml got test so i shall stop blogging for now...
sry guys..i haven been blogging for a wk.. shall do a quick post up here since im alone at home now..16 april 2006, sunday:went to the temple today and sat with siying.. the shifu did not came so another shifu took over..but the most pathetic thing was no one was listening and everyone was in their own world.. but this was not true cause me and some other girls were listening only..lolx.. the shifu's story was so difficult.. and he said that this was very easy for us..omg!! easy?!?! no loh..is so difficult.. den worse is de ming and shao dong was still slping in class!! i mean did not expect lah..cause they both like so gd..so well-behaved..and they were slping..haha17 april 2006, monday:today nothing happen so did not have anything to blog about.. well only was tests tests and tests bahx..so many tests..haizzz.. gonna freak out le..haish... well forget it bahx..sec sch life is to study study and study...18 april 2006, tuesday:today assembly was BORING... perhaps to me was not bahx.. cause today the speaker was the one i do not like..but the points given was interesting..lolx.. then lessons wre fine.. is like that everyday..hahas...den after sch change into full uni cause today went to shooting.. i was damn scared and i have no confidence..was talking to tien fung the day before and he was telling me to relax and calm myself down..he wanted to take my place..hahas.. then went to choa chu kang for the shooting.. a girl was crying and i almost wanted to cry.. my heart was pumping so fast..haha.. was so so so scared.. haiz.. wanna freak out an dscarem my hearts out.. worse i was the first one.. den when i went in, i saw a officer whom i do not know..den mr patrick low came to me and told the officer he wanted to take over!!! wa lau.. i damn stress liao lor... haizzz.. i was trembling and my palms were sweaty..but he was not that strict and he was telling me to relax..then he helped me to unload the bullets and he was sighing that i could not unload the bullets..hahas..when i finish shooting, i felt very relieve..the atmosphere was very different i felt that the sone had been lifted up..hahas.. i anyhow shoot..i did not aim..hahas...19 april 2006, wednesday:today i did not go for npcc because of that there was a test the next day i feel that speech day was has that got to do with me? i have already postpone my tuotion and piano classese because of npcc..is it worth it? do you know that streaming exam is this year and studies are more important than ccas? this is a crucial year for me..so we should not waste our time in cca.. you can join cca but only once a wk because cca points now do not count when you go into jc...haizz...im so disappointed in my cca..20 april 2006, thursday:today had chinese test..and i could not finish..thus ms ng gave us more time to do our comprehension after sch..but we need to do finish the tian xie han zi, zao ju & zong he tian kong first..cause she scared that we will play cheat..so she marked first lor..and i was shocked!! i scored full marks in my tian xie han zi and zao ju!!! tian xie han zi was not surprising but it was the zao ju that scared me!! 1st time in my life that i score full marks and i did not even study!! hahas...overall the test was still quite difficult...21 april 2006, friday:today there was also the debate by my grp and ms chng says the points are gd but we said too fast..haish..so sad...today also did home econs with yan shin..and we were cutting till our hands were very very pain..haha..no choice lah..then very little time to cook..so the work was spread out between me, yan, ching, angel and jas..they help us take turn to cook!! yea!! thanx guys..love u loads!!hahas...then after sch, ives waited for me outside home econs room..yea.. what a gd friend she is..den we changed into our half uni and went to fall in then we went to do our rehearsal for the speech day.. it was quite slack i must say.. and worse, we trained under the rain and sun cause suddenly rain, suddenly sun..so it was quite bad luh.. however, when i got home, i realised i was sunburnt..aiyo.. burnt until so badly.. and my leg was sprained abit cause i nearly fell down when i was about to return back to fall in.. lucky nobody saw..or else i kana report casulty.. had to struggle with the pain..haiz...22 april 2006, saturday:early in the morning went to sch.. changed into my full uni and went for speech day.. did not have any breakfast, thus i did not have gastric too =) cool..haha.. then we went to fall into our contigent and started marching out.. the guest of honour was late for about half an hour and our sir told us that the last time the GOH came late was 6 yrs back... so this time this guy made a new mark lor.. wa lau.. i hate him cause he does not know what punctuality is!! i hate ppl who are late and made me wait for so long for no reason and worse under the sun!! does he know what is basic manners??he is so rude and he thinks he is very big!! but a very sad thing happend.. my NCO ronald fainted..nearly.. he was lying on the floor.. at first it was not that scary cause i saw him lying onto the NCO desmond.. den nco desmond accidentally moved, and ronald fell to the floor..i was shocked! the impact was so great..haish.. why must all this happen to him?? hope his feeling better now.. then after the parade, there was a extra lady who made us take out our boots and see our socks..haiz.. so stupid.. but she fell down on her way upstair..haha.. so stupid.. 23 april 2006, sunday:did not go to the temple today cause i was revising my history..i started revising at 2pm.. memorize chapt 6&7 and wrote down everything without seeing a single word..and i finish these 2 chapts by 6pm..then i continued studying at 7.30pm and finish chapt 8 and 1/2 of chapt 9 by 10pm.. wow.. my day today was hist,hist and hist!! hahaas...24 april 2006, monday:had history test and only 3 qns!! wth.. memorize so many things and 3 qns came out.. why don ms wee give summore?? hahas... it will be better..today sch was fine..nth happen... so wun be blogging le..cause i typed out so much le..hahas..okayys... so the test today was practically fine.. and tien fung passed me his nco txtbk and his words were damn small!! smaller than mine!! hahas... so that was a conclusion came from me abt him...lolx...25 april 2006, tuesday:had our 2nd hair check and checking of thermometer today... thus flag raising was longer today.. then mr nur asked those who did not bring their thermometer to stand and half of he sch stand and he scolded at us saying it was not funny..he said it was a matter of life and death..ok i may agree with him..then he said that there were only 300 thermometers in sch selling at $2 thus it was on a first come first serve basis.. then the girls frm our class were complaining saying it was not fair as the upper sec were having recess and whatsoever... during pe, went to play touch rugby with adelina, rahmah & yu xuan.. paired up with adelina and we were playing like siao!! haah..over excited and adelina was sort of blur not knowing where to stand.. but we still played quite well in the end =) today was another boring assembly for us.. mr lim told us abt not cheating in the exams..just basically the rules & regulations lah..but hor is boring lor..cause every year is the same old thing..can't they just tell us once and for all?? or change a new format.. and that mrs choong kept on scolding us and everyone was bu shuang with her....haizz... she taught us that time speak so softly then scold that time shout so loudly...cannot stand her.. then went for my tuition & piano classes.. after that nco tien fung msged me again and told me to spread msg to tell the np cadets in 2/2 & 2/4 to hand in their UG consent form... wa lau.... i asked him how many ppl haven't hand in and he told me 4! -.-" can't he called the 4 ppl himself personally?? and worse he threaten that those who did not hand in by tml, the whole squad will be punished!! i hate ppl who threaten like that...haiz.. forget it lah... i've been blogging for quite some time..shall end for here now =)
haven been blogging for a wk..im sry to those who read my blog..cause hor.. my brother hog the computer for hours..and den i was too busy for projects and for my cca..thrice a wk all because of the dry revolver(real guns) and nxt tue is holding of the real gun!! i'm scared!! wa lau... my hand was trembling all the way... i don want go.. alot of ppl was lyk encouraging me to go: eunice,clara,jun jie,jia wei,shi bin, ives,zhen yu, tien fung, sir kah wee..alot lar.. they said is a very rare chance to take a real gun..but i rather miss taking a real gun than make me freak out because sir told us the consequences and i was like omg.. wad if it reallly happens.. it makes me scared even more..haizzz.... how??? haiz.. alright..shall stop here for now..cause im busy..damn busy.. im freaking out..
today lessons were quite boring... and i did badly for my literature & sci chem test..haizz.. well today ms wee was busy so mr henry came.. my impression of him change 360 degree totally!! at first i thought he was quiet but he seems much more stricter than he thought.. lolx.. he was erm.. dumb?? clever?? oh wells.. heck care lar..at least he does not teach my class..hahas.. wa lau this thur got another speech day training again.. i don wanna go!!! i hate it.. waste of my time...so wad if it is very hounoured to stand up on the stage?? i tell ya it sux lor.. it is not even gd.. IT IS JUST A WASTE OF TIME!! haiz.. why must do all these when is exam period and it is a waste of time??? wtf... and a npcc water bottle cost $5!! haiz.. waste money.. just don want say lar.. doing home econs proj now.. shall stop here for now... I HATE NPCC TRAINING AS IT IS A WASTE OF TIME( SPEECH DAY TRAINING I MEAN..)
hmm..my mum's quite pissed off now..so i shall write a short blog.. today was alright..practically doing maths,maths & maths.. haiz...now my mind is all maths.. im pissed off by someone in the afternoon..and im so stressed!! my mind is all in confuse state..im thinking of:1. my tuition class & piano class to be change to another time..when?? i don even have the time2.whether i shld go for speech day cause is a waste of my time3.whether i can do well for my exam although i am trying very hard..4. whether i can keep up to my promise i promised him..haizzz...and lottshhh more.. im sort of gonna cry now..shall stop now...
just ate my dinner with my family going out to eat & celebrating my dad's burfday x) this morning woke up at 5am and went to bathe.. after that went out of the hse at 6am.. then so suay, miss my bus.. so i took 99 and change bus to 243. Then i msged ives told her that im on my way to jurong point den she say i siao, she still slping lor!! wa liao!! waited along at jurong point till jia xin boon how came along..den boon how's sister passed him a basket? full of bread inside.. then i helped boon how take cause he eating breakfast mahx..den he so suay when his sister going up the bus she said "i ask u take u give grace!" hahas.. pathetic..after that met ives and she had an emergency lor..so went to find the toilet and was late..damn late..so nvm.. was in a grp with ives,shibin,me,boon how & jin huat..set off to sungei buloh..reach there den rest first cause 8.30am then start mahx..so we found brochures and boon how took every one each..lolx..so kua zhang..so haven start the trail and we finished 5/10 qns..hahas.. but aiyah..such a waste..i didnt know when to hand in mahx..so after the trail i saw alot of ppl hand in already.. so my grp still have 5 qns left undone... how?? they passed me the paper asked me to anyhow do..so i tikam lor..after that, mam announced the results.. 3 grps got 9/10: zhen yu's grp, hasraf's grp and MY GROUP!!! UNBELIEVABLE LOR!!! cause i tikam 8/10 qns and i got only 1 wrong!! my luck today damn gd..lolx.. however we handed in quite late so zhen yu's grp won..haiz... sad luh..but nvm cause there are pros and cons of winning(i do not want to say it out lest other ppl go spread..only me and boon how knows wad are the pros and cons).. mam told me that the mistake we got wrong was the qns everyone got correct..she said that qns was super easy and we shld not have got it wrong..but how i know?? i anyhow guess de mahx..den she said but the most difficult qns everyone wrong and we got it correct!!! aiyah, also not my fault..i said liao..I GUESS!! GUESS!!! hahas..so happy..budden today my head very very giddy.. i nearly lost balance of myself..lolx..cause my head kept spinning luh.. whoa..type so much already..shall stop here for now den.. shall go do some hw..blogging tml!!* so happy cause everyone say im pro !! but only for today and i'm not being proud!! i just carn believe it for myself too!!!!lolx...
ytd: 6/4/06came home quite late so did not have much time to blog... ytd in sch was pratically fine..only with the international friendship day celebration..it was terribly bad man..so so boring.. at first it was quite alright with the remembering of S. Rajaratnam.. then the talk by Ms Tham, our principal. Although she was quite long in her speech, it made me reflected about Singapore and nation. Then, it was zhen yu's turn. he went to japan and his speech was..... (i shall not say lest he reads this blog and ticked me off x=) ).. but i lurve his pics of scenery and the sch x0.. lastly was the speech made by the councillors who went to japan.. their speech wasn't even clear at all but at least their slides and pics made it interesting =)sch was fine after that without the first 2 periods which was history x) cool man..lolx.. had my chem test and my gosh.. i tell ya i'm preparing to fail it.... haizzz.. went to see the doc after sch end which was ard 3pm..well my head was spinning terribly and the doc said mc for tml sch,cca and no hiking on sat..freaking man.. i wanna hike..heck care argh.. i going no matter wad..no one gonna's stop me =ptoday: 7/4/06lessons were practically fine and home econ test was super easy peasy today because i memorized 4 chapters lor!!!!!! excuse me and mind you!! i memorize every single word out of it leh!!!! wa lau.. 3 tests continuously in one week!! gonna faint soon that's why my head hurts terribly!! worse, today got my mid-yr exam timetable which made me even stressful..i felt that i am very very very stress these few days.. i also dunno how to explain why im stress.. just feel that my head is very giddy once i think of studies,ccas, tuition, piano..practically everthing...haizzz.... for home econs today, did vegetable pie with yan shin..oh gosh.. i was crying frm the start of the lesson..all because of the stupid onions!!!! made me stood there crying with everyone either say "grace, you very pathetic leh" or "omg grace!you are crying!" -_-" haiz... made yan shin do all the cooking..my eyes hurt terribly luh.. the vegetable pie was difficult to eat. very difficult..lolx..not nice de lar...when i got home, my mother called and asked me to bring my bro to the doc caused he hurt his leg..no rest time again..haizzz.. brought him to the doc and no cca and pe till 22nd april!!! wa lau.. i wished i were him!!! yeah...more time to prepare for tests, and no need go speech day lor!!! just nice 22nd april leh!!!! heez...im so frustrated now.. thinking of so many things...i feel like crying crying & crying...haiz..me so sad...wao..... shall stop here for now and go rest early liao...
well, today was quite pissed off so shall post a short one here..shall continue tml..im pissed off and very confused now..rahh..haizzz...x((((
well today did cme project with wei qi and went for npcc at a later time.. today being pumped 70 times..haizzzz..so tired..worse there was 1 nco who said "congrats u broke record of 100 punishment and u must down 30 straight away now!" -_-" wth. oh wadeva..anyway today had literature test and what i studied came out! yeah!! and most disappointed is that during homeroom we went to the library and yan shin tested me. Everything came out lor but i got mixed up by the senators..haizzzzzzzz...... got so fed up lor..shall end here cause i have to study for my science chem tml... im feeling so confuse and fed up now..haiz...
anyway, today had a boring boring boring day. early in e morning kana nagged by mrs chong.. she think she wad..keep on scolding us say wad we no manners..wadeva lar.. then was history period.. Bryant's slide was superduper good because of the pics which are cartoons of poohs.. although ms wee say there was no link, i think it still made us listen caused we were fascinated by it mahx..=)) pe learnt rugby..=_=" dun lyk it at all.. chinese lesson i almost fell alsp lor.. haizz...dunno why lar..heez..=))) after sch, ate my lunch and rush to my piano lessons..went to jp with jasmine and eileen then go eat long john silver while i go take 243 go gek poh where my piano cher lived.. today was alright lar..nth else to blog le.. tml there's a stupid lit test..so many tests de loh..hate it!!! =((((( oh wells..still hafta study anyway.. shall go bathe now..=)))))
i'm alone at home now..pathetic right?? haizzz.. today went to sch and nearly got a shock..cause actually i heard that there was no literature test, budden they say have..no tym to study..wad to do??? no choice loh..den lit test that tym, i did a cruel thing x))) wun say out or else i get 0000000 hahas...sch practically was fine and the gd news wad ms wee nvr come today and a favourite cher of our class came and everyone started cheering =))) everyone took out handphones listen songs,camera all lar..lolx...this cher sooooooo gd =))))))
after sch, they say got npcc meeting so wait wait lor then yan shin and jasmine waited for me =)) budden stupid sia.. no meeting.. say earlier lar..ish only check particulars..they shld say "if you have checked your particular before you can go back" make so many ppl wait for nth..pfft! then they say wad npcc water bottle must standardize..wadeva lor..but the water bottle cost $5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! siao lor!!!!pfft. pfft. =_=" waste money for wad!?!?!?! so rich argh.. buy 1.5l can already wad then if summone nvr bring can go canteen buy better mahx..den no need waste money and kana scolded..wadeva lor..so fed up with them.pfft.
after that, went to macs at taman jurong there with jasmine and yan shin..wonder wad happen to that yan shin???? all the way so quiet!! zi bi zheng like htat..haizzzzzzz...so worried for here...x((((
anyway, ytd zhiyang won!! congrats him x)))))))) he's not that bad actually i don mind if teresa or zhi yang win lar....anyway ish raining heavily now..i guess the god is feeling pathetic for me..hahas.. shall stop here for now...
alrighty..i've had enuf of ppl telling me to post and post and post...
firstly i gotta thank clara for helping me to do this blog of mine..and guess how much i spent doing this blog?? 2hrs!! im crazy spending a blog of mine using 2 hrs..
today i did not went to the temple because i was having this flu and and my leg was pain from all the walking ytd as my cca npcc went out to hike.i do not want to say what happen ytd or else i'll get pissed off. today did all my hw and now i still left the idiotic maths and chinese newspaper to do. i still left my piano hw and chinese tuition hw untouched. OMG.. anyway, tonight u guys got to watch campus superstar tonight at 7.30pm and vote for teresa and zhiyang first. However, i voted for teresa in the end although i lurve zhi yang too..=) sry zhi yang and his fans.. shall stop for here and continue my hw now...x)
