yeh so true, i agree with the above pic.(: - drawn by naomi
whoa, lovell so serious during night study last wk=/
weiqi and mr lam! hahas, mr lam is teaching her:D
Zzz, venn diagrams. Leonard & Lovell still rmb this.
His unglam face -.-

Speaking of him and Leonard, 2 crazy ppl.
Plus JunWei the 3rd crazy one, what will become when 3 crazy ppl are tgt?
LOL, I'll tell you if 3 of them really meet up. Haha.

Start of holidays!


Zzz...


No motivation of studying alr.


Cannot, cannot.


Must jiayou(:





Tagboard's up anyway, though no one would tag I suppose.


Links are lazy to be put up, go to others bah. (:

oh hey people.
hmmm.
tmr is teacher's day.
Finally have a gd break for today(:

slacking now.
fun fun day today with 4/4 peeps
glenn bluetooth me the games and i swear it was uber fun.
kept playing when i came back until i nearly missed my stop. =x
but it was fun, because it help me regain my memory, hahas.

Alright, off to play again! im bored =x
hmm, nxt wk is the hols (:
got dental nxt wk though. =/

Hello People!

Had quite a fruitful session these few days.
Yesterday had night study with leonard, lovell & weiqi. Not bad i guess! (:

Today.
Went JE library to find leonard to study with him.
He was with his CO friends though, en yu, hui chi & jun wei.
Yeh i think.
His friends are all nice and cute except one who was abit mentally unstable but is very pro, in NJC yeh!.
LOL
erm i think he won't see this? =x

okay, but thanks to him for teaching me maths(:
i shall go cont now, i think have found motivation for e math finally,
All thanx to him, lovell and leonard.
yeh i wont let you all down! (;

Okay People.
How many days more to prelims?

And here I am slacking.
My life is totally wreck.
Been sick for the past few weeks.
mind you, PAST few weeks.
goddamit~

i know ppl kept telling me to tkcare, yeh you think i don't want?
oh whatever.
mood went downhill recently.
i bet is due to all the stress.

where's my life?
where's my motivation?
oh my life is gone.~
idk what i am thinking now.

good gracious.
im sick and tired of everything.
i think what ws said was right.
my motivation has gone down.....
hais.
before the Os,
my effort
my mind all drained out.
oh goodbye
my marks
my goals
my targets
my achievements
my dreams
what am i thinking of?

wake up grace.
*slaps oneself*
stop disappointing ppl.

<<谢谢您，陌生人！>>

所谓“一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴”。生命是宝贵的。谁也不知道明天会发生什么事，所以，我们要懂得珍惜自己的生命。我曾经从鬼门关逃了出来，因此我会好好把握现有的每一分，每一秒，因为我相信我的生命是更有价值的。那一次，我面临人生中最严峻的考验，我的人生仿佛跌进了一个潮湿阴暗冰冷的深谷里，一个我自己一个人无法爬出来的谷底。可是，我却没有想到会有一个人把握拉了上来。虽然不知道他是谁，但是他的爱心让我有机会重生再次感受阳光的温暖。

一年前的除夕夜，整个城市都沉浸在欢乐的气氛中。但是，我却在医院里，虚弱的躺在病床上。曾经活泼，开朗的我万万没有想到，幸福快乐的日子并没有持续多久。我接到了一个可怕的消息-我得了血癌。这犹如晴天霹雳，令我堕入痛苦的深渊。老天为何如此不公平，偏偏让病魔缠上了我？让我的人生失去了色彩和希望，我感到绝望，感觉世界末日即将来临。

医生说若没有适合的骨髓捐赠给我，我就必须靠化疗来维持生命。全家上下的人都去验血，希望能够找到适合我的骨髓。最后，医生的一句“抱歉”毁掉了我唯一的希望。化疗是我唯一保住性命的方法。

早就听闻化疗的过程非常辛苦，我每个星期要做化疗一次，而每一次长达三个小时。每一次化疗的时候，我手心冒汗，双腿发抖。躺在病床上等待医生把针头扎进我的手臂时，我心跳加速，心情异常紧张。虽然化疗由父母陪在我身边，我表面上看起来非常勇敢，但是我内心却万分痛苦。

医生把针头插进手臂的那一刻，我还能忍受，但药物在发挥作用时，痛苦却令我撕心裂肺。面对这样残酷的治疗，有谁能体会我的感受呢？更糟的是化疗过后，我不但要面对长期的呕吐，我还要去接受别人对我的异样眼神。那种眼神似乎在问我：那女孩发生了什么事？为何头发实体光的？



我内心百般煎熬，我选择了逃避，拒绝忍受那痛苦的化疗。医生劝告我，如果病情持续恶化，再好的医生也会束手无策，只有获得骨髓的捐赠才能活下去。我的眼前有如一片黑暗，我知道无论接受什么治疗都没用。我现在只不过是苟延残喘。



为了让我活下去，父母在网上吁请好心人捐出适合的骨髓。可是，我知道要得到匹配的骨髓简直难如登天。就在这个时候，医院传来了好消息，又一位热心人士愿意捐赠骨髓，而那骨髓刚巧也非常适合我。我仿佛看见了曙光，骨髓移植手术非常成功，我逐渐康复，人生又回到了正常的轨道。



我获得了重生。这一切归功于他，是他给我机会活下来。



我的救命恩人！此时此刻，您是否看到我病后重生的快乐生活？如果没有您捐赠的骨髓，就没有今天的我了。您的爱心深深地感动了我，您让我脱离苦海。我一辈子也不会忘记您。谢谢您，陌生人！



-COPYRIGHT GRACE CHIA PEI ZHENG(:

ahh, oral screwed. =/
grant me my wish please. like duhh.
well, felt pretty sad for the past few days, idk why?
&& i seriously hate guys now! idk why too?!
only some of the girls & yk knows i guess.
alright, enough of the rants.

yayness, spore has finally achieved a silver on hands.
at least a silver, aim for a gold though table tennis women team! :D
i know you can.
for always aim for the sky, for if you fail, at least you can reach the clouds (:

and yeh!
MICHAEL PHELPS IS COOL
SUPER COOL
SUPER DUPER COOL
6th out of 8th golds!
wooalala~
6th golds, break 6 world records in 2008 beijing olympics.
yeh his my idol. LOL
2 more to go & I <3 you super lots.
LOL
randomness~

with love,
gRace"]

Hey People.(:

Luckily I updated today, tmr will be a mth that I haven't been blogging. LOL

okay okay, let's talk about the recent updates alright? See how much I can remember?

Firstly, eek, my school did not celebrate national day. Just asking the UG members to bring the state flag in is considered celebrating -.-
Okay, speechless. Last yr of JSS and they give us this type of celebration~ whatever~

nxt nxt, BBQ at angelia's house (:
shin, ching & me went there at 1plus~
played pictionary and studied too(:
then fetch ppl outside with hazel and then bbq started
ppl went to drink beer & wine. whoa gone crazy le..
the guys esp...
all like pervert.
edmund face was red likeeeeeeeeeeeee ______. LOL
James was crazy likeeeeeeeeeeee ________. LOL
fun i guess(:
didnt even watch ndp parade lah. =x

ah ha!
olympics!
yeh!
the opening was super duper fun!
super duper cool!
whoa. im loss for words.
our chinese culture, be proud of it:D:D:D:D
I think im addicted to olympics now, i keep watching.
i just <3 olympics. 4 yrs once yeh! Must watch! (:
okay that's all; back to watching (:

with love,
gRace"]