I think, therefore I am.

Pain!

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 12:23:00 +0000

Yay! Good news! :)

I'm gonna remove braces soon!
Yay! :)
Well, it can't be removed by christmas cause I won't be in Singapore and by the time I come back, my dentist is overseas too. So, he said hopefully before CNY.
But yeah, it's doesnt make much difference to me because I'm sort of used to it alr.
Just hope everything will be done before I graduate :P

&& today's treatment was super painful! Any negative words you can describe! I was on the verge of crying. Omgxz, it was totally ... ... I'm loss for words, worse than extraction I guess? Omg! ><
Nvm, it will be worth it I guess?

But chingyee said the aftermath would be more tiring. Well, I guess so, since I'm so used to it. Having to wear retainers will make me faint and it's like I've to get use to it all over again. On the other hand, I'm quite happy I wore braces? Nice expriement! So for this upcoming trip, I'm gonna spam all my pics with braces. HAHA. Okay. I'm mad I know.

But yeah, hopefully everything done before CNY, or even better, by the next treatment! Yeah! :)

Take Care everyone!

WIth love,
grace! :)

Friendship

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Sun, 29 Nov 2009 12:49:00 +0000

Well, most people are back to their homeland alr.
Was chatting with Yifan just now and he seems excited that he's back at home. Felt glad for them too. :)

Nothing much to post today, just that in less than a week's time, I'll be in taiwan. This trip to taiwan doesn't seem so exciting :/
Just hope that I'll have fun too! :)

Just a note to tell everyone:
Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.
Hope that our friendship shall not be blurred and may our friendship bonds together, forever. :D

Take Care everyone!

With love,
Grace :)

Yunnan OICP trip 2009! <3

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Sat, 28 Nov 2009 07:45:00 +0000

I'm back lovelies! :)
Went to Yunnan for OCIP from 20th to 26th November 2009.
The trip there was fun ttm.
Well, actually every trip has its own wonderful memories, the people there, the weather, the surrounding, each and everyone of us makes the trip successful.

Just like the days where I went Beijing, medan for line camp and now yunnan for CIP.
Each trip has its own wonderful memories.
Needless to say, the trip this time round was wonderful too!
Yup, my impression of them have changed and I'm glad too! I love the people who made this trip possible.

To all those who are going back to their hometown, bon voyage! And have fun! :D

Alright, now reality sets in, the harsh reality is back again.
Once again, we are all back into the fast pace life in Singapore.
In a few days, I'll be in Taiwan, to experience a whole new environment, to let myself immerse into a new change. Let me get adapted into the life of a new person.

And once again, I hesitated to be or not to be an OGL. But i've already made up my mind.
If others can, why can't I?
I should learn to cope with myself. Learn it.
I read an exerpt from my blog, and it made me set on the decision.

"I feel that life is a torture now, to be surrounded by all muggers, to be facing all the stress and compeition! Life has to go on, I know. But as life go on, I too want my friendship to go on. I don't want to grow up next time, thinking back that studies have made my friendship to be broken. I don't want studies to be that factor that stops me and my friends from meeting each other again. "

So now, I don't want studies to be the factor that once again stops me from being an OGL.
I do want to be an OGL, who doesn't want?
Although I dislike the way they run camps, but we have to adapt to the way people do things, we cannot force people to move on in our way. Change for the better, not for the worse. So if I do not be an OGL, I know I will regret. Therefore, I do not want the regretness to lie within me for the rest of my life.

I want to look back next time and tell myself that my youth years has been a wonderful one.
From the camps to the overseas trip to being an OGL, I've never regretted all these while. Now, I will make the difference. Likewise, I dont want studies to be the factor that ruin my friendship, that ruin my days where I had fun. I will want to adapt, and I will learn. I don't want studies to once again be that factor that because of studies, I cannot do other things.
Think again: If others can, why can't I?

Take Care!

With love,
grace! :)

Worried.

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 14:01:00 +0000

The title says it all.

I've many things to do, but I've got so little time.
How? D:

I'm afraid, afraid I can't live up to his expectation, afraid I'll break down, afraid that I can't perform up to my expectation.
I'm really afraid, afraid that I'll disappoint you again & again.
I don't want this to carry on, but what can I do?

One year of my JC life has passed.
I still remember the times where I first got to know I got into my first choice, elated? Well maybe not.

Yet, I still hung on to hope, hoping that I'll do well.
But as the term goes on, I realised that I'm only deceiving myself.
I don't know where the path lies in me.
But I want to do well.
Yet I know I'm only procrastinating.

___________________________________________________________

Sorry for the emo-ish post.
On a happier moments,
met my mom today after my dental appt since I can't get to lunch with him.
Well, it's alright, I'm not even angry nor petty :)
There's still chance yea? :)

And anyway, I was late for my appt! 20min -.-
All because of the stupid 99 and 185 that pushed back all my plans.
Stupid SBS buses. F you.
Once, twice, I can accept, but it's always happening. It makes once pissed off.

And so my dentist thought I wasn't coming but thank god, he scrap that thought off.
Yeah, treatment today was rather painful. Hopefully I can take off my braces next year way before prom, that is, if I promote successfully :/

God, bless me please. Really.

Take Care everyone!

With love,
Grace :)

Busy.Tired.Negative Thoughts.

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 04:36:00 +0000

Well, it's really been a long time since I last blogged.
It's not that I don't want to come here blogging, it's just that I don't know where to start from.
There are so many things in my mind, and things have just come and go. In a blink of an eye.

Term has already ended for us.
But to be exact, we don't have any holidays at all.
Like I've mentioned, my holidays are already fully packed.
Needless to say homework, revision. All these aren't even considered into the fully packed holidays.
Sometimes, somehow, I wonder, if I've made the right decision?
To accept or not? I really don't know.

I really don't know if it is the best that I want, sometimes I just wonder if I've made the right choice, the right decision?

Well, many positive things have happened though, but it all went too fast.
Jedan gathering was one of the recent things that have happened.
It was the most memorable camp that I've ever gone through in my whole entire life.
The people I knew didn't change, some changed, some remained.
However, how long can this go on?

On a lighter note,
Yunnan CIP trip is coming. Tons of things arent done yet.

So is my OP.
For now, I've to really concentrate on my OP and also my homework.
I've to finish all my homework by hook or by crook before I leave for China.
Someone, please drag me out to study.
I need motivation.

I need to get some life back!
Zzz.

PS, I wanted this to be a happy post, but somehow, somewhat, I couldn't bring myself to write it into a happy ending.

I'm feeling nostalgic now...
Take Care everyone.!

With love,
Grace :)

Never-ending stuffs! :(

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 14:44:00 +0000

Post 380 :D

Argh, I thought life would be much easier after the end of promos.
I was wrong, definitely wrong.

There's OP presentation, OP I&R to be completed.
The never ending meetings.
Never ending Homeworks.
never ending tests.
Thus, this shows the link to my post title :(

Meetings:
- Tue 5pm
- Wed 4pm
- Thurs 3pm
- Fri 5pm
- Sat 8am
:(

Homework:
1. Econs
2. Math
3. Chinese
4. Chinese
and more chinese.
Bascially, to sum up, its just all the subj that I'm taking, I've got hw :(

Not to mention the surprise tests, quiz etcetc.
& the tchers are way to fast that I can't catch up with a single thing at all?!

Now, I'm starting to think that life sucks really badly.
I want to go to a place that is not filled with reality, I want to escape from reality real badly.
but can I?
How long can it last?

Sigh. FML
Life sucks. Seriously.

take care everyone!

with love,
grace :)

Productive Day... :)

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 15:31:00 +0000

Indeed it's true!

I've managed to clear up all my stuffs in my room and clean it to be in tip top condition.
I know if I don't do that I won't have any more time because like what my previous post have said, almost my nov&dec schedule are fully packed :x

& tomorrow is OP alr! Jiayou everyone alright! :)
Zzzz tmr lessons are boring ttm!
& I've to wait for another 1/2 hr for CSL meeting at 5pm which god knows will end until what time :(

&& Lastly, I've to go back home alone myself! :(
Oh wells... Life's like that yea? :)

Take Care everyone!

WIth love,
Grace :)

In a blink of an eye...

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Sun, 18 Oct 2009 14:06:00 +0000

Well, many things have happened recently.

Good ones, bad ones.
I don't even know which to start with.

I'm really tired of everything, how I wish everything will just stop here and then I can take a good rest.
However, sometimes when I feel sick and tired of everything, I'll tell myself, what I'm facing now is only a very minimal of what the others in the 3rd world country are facing. The problems that I have now is what I can control, but to the rest, they are much worse off than me. Sigh.

Overcome to become.
How I wish I can do that.

Anw, my Nov and Dec are alr almost fully booked. I'm so dead. Booked not for studies, but for other activities. I don't even have the time for my friends, let alone studies. Time, I need you seriously. So people, hurry, book a date with me now before I have no time for you all.
Sigh Sigh Sigh.

I want to meet these peoeple personally during my nov & dec hols:-
1. You
2. Jie meis
3. Ives
4. 8 girls in TG
5. Sec sch friends
6. JJ friends
7. Medan people
8. Loads more...

So hurry, find me now and book with me a time to catch up! haha! :)

Take Care everyone!

With love,
Grace :)

Sad.Stress.Disappointed.

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Thu, 08 Oct 2009 12:52:00 +0000

I'm taking not one, not two, but many blows. :(
I'm really tired of everything.

I just want to cry out loud.
I've had enough.

Why doesn't effort pay off?
I'm just confuse.
Why?

I hate him.
I hate her.
I hate you.
I hate them
And I hate myself even more.
Seriously.

Happy Day! :)

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Tue, 06 Oct 2009 13:59:00 +0000

Yay!
Today is a very very happy day!

Went retail therapy with yanshin!
Bought shoes! :)

Walked non-stop from 1-7pm all the way from doby ghaut to orchard!
Zzz
But it was very fun! :)

Take care!

With love,
Grace :)

Final race! :)

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 14:18:00 +0000

Post 375 :D
Yay, I'm finally end with exams! But that's for the time being.

Well, I feel kind of pessimistic here.
When everyone is happy over how exams are ending alr, I was thinking otherwise.
To me, ending exams means a new beginning. It signifies another round of battle :(
Exams are over, but what is worse to come is the results. Sigh.

Oh well, better be optimistic, looking forward to my date with Yanshin tmr! Yayness! :)

Take Care everyone!

With love,
Grace :)

The Last Lap :)

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 11:49:00 +0000

Yay! Finally it's the last lap tmr!
The last paper! CSC! :)

&& I've not started revising anything yet~
Oops!

After tmr, I'll be freed, and hopefully, I'll be back to my normal self, be happy go lucky once again.
& I know after tmr, I'll be a busy person again.

Lots of things coming up after that.
1. IS Day
2. PW OP
3. A lvl Chinese
4. Overseas trip (Hopefully!)

Meanwhile, I do hope to have a good rest, and for now, hope I can finish revising one whole thick stack of CSC notes. But I know, it's too late now.
Well, I think if in this world, there is a competition for the best procrastinator in the world, I'll be the first person or perhaps being lazy too! Gosh! :(

Anyway, take care lots people!

With love,
Grace :)

PS/ For those whose paper have finised, enjoy! For those not, jiayou. It's the last last lap alr. Give it your best shot! Do it once, do it great! :)

Mid Autumn Festival :)

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Sat, 03 Oct 2009 12:07:00 +0000

Today is Mid Autumn Festival, nothing much too.
My house below is very noisy, little kids are playing with candles, lanterns.
It reminded me of the times when I was young, yearly, I would be below joining these adorable kids too...
It sounds as though I've aged! Tsk! :(

Anyway, it's the last lap of Promos.
Hopefully, everything will be over.
What I wish for will be fulfilled and I promised to work hard.

& I'm worried over something right now.
To say or not to say? To ask or not to ask? To believe or not to believe? To step back or not to step back? To be brave or not to be brave?
Tons of questions are running through at the back of my mind that it gives me headache! :(

Alright, I'll stop here for now.
Till then, take care!

With love,
Grace :)

A new start, A new beginning:)

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Fri, 02 Oct 2009 09:31:00 +0000

Wow, it's been a longlong time since I blogged.
Revamped my whole blog :)
Well, many many things happen over these times that I was away.
Happy ones, sad ones, angry ones. All the emotions that you can think of :)

Now it's the promos period, and I swear, this is so much worse than Os. I don't know why and don't ask me why.
Perhaps maybe after I graduated for JC, I'll look back and then I'll say hey! JC life was actually easy peasy. And I hope this really come true so pray for me alright? :)

Anw, during this whole promos period, I think I gradually sank into depression, got myself stress up. I don't know what makes me so stress up.
Stress and emo hormones are all surrounding me everyday.
But I will learn to move on. I don't want this new post of mine to be emo! :)

Nevertheless, I want to start a brand new life, I want to promote, hopefully, give me a chance. I'll work hard during the hols :)

In the meanwhile, take care everyone :)

With love,
grace :)

P/s Our friendship is now on the rocks, it's obvious that we are drifting apart from each other, you know who you are.

All-in-One :D

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Wed, 12 Aug 2009 13:01:00 +0000

Post 372 :D
Haha, my progres is really slowww! :/

Alright, why did I post my title as All-in-One?
Mainly, gonna write my post today into 3 main sections.
1. CSL - Hospice Visit to St. Joseph's Home (:
2. Sisters annual outing on National Dal :D:D:D:D
3. F2 outing! (:

Alright, let's go to the lighter side first!
1. F2 outing.
It was really lots of fun. 1st outing headed to Sentosa, 2nd outing headed to Mind's Cafe.
Although the 2nd outing wasn't full strength too (it was lesser than the 1st outing strenghth), but at least everyone had fun (even though some may objected to Mind's Cafe initially)!
With Fadli and his jokes etcetc, the whole session with them was indeed fun! (:
We got bonded reallly close only through the planning session time before heading to Medan and got closer as we became more united during the 6D5N medan trip.
Those bonding in the bus with the PCs, the accompanient, eating together as a family, playing together as one to the trip to the theme park, it was unforgettable.
My dear F2, I hope the bond with us stays on. Even as we move on in our life, I hope that we will continue to greet each other. Afterall, a hi-bye is better than being strangers, not greeting each other, as we passed by.

2. Sisters annual outing on National Day :D
It was fun ttm! Altho Jas was sick and wasn't there, at least we still had a lil of fun. But w/o her, it wasn't really complete D:
Anw, headed to marina sq to join in the fun with the rest during National Day. Before that, headeed to vivo to eat dim sum with shin&angie first. Yummy! Thanks to ching recommendation though she herself didn't went to eat. Haha (:
After that the cinema was fully packed. Marina Sq too. Saw Kbox, was thinking that since it was so biggggggggggggggggg, there should be more than enough to find another room to accomodate us. Hhaa. Hence, luck was on our side! (:
Got into one of the rooms, High like mad, sang like mad. hahah! All the wayyyy till 8pm when our session was supposed to end, but no one chased us out. Till 815pm, when still no one chased us out, we got out ourselves because we wanted to catch the fireworks. But we were a lill too late.
Rushed to pay the bill, ran like mad to the entrance of marina sq, but still we missed the fireworks. Only got t see that last few second of it D: let us go watch again nxt yr! :D
Then after finally the long walkkkkkkk and many road blocks, we got over to Esplanade, settle down for Hagaan Daz to satisfy our cravings for ice-cream. Some minor misunderstanding happened between us and the waitress. But still, we had fun!
Camwhore-d outside Esplanade there, and then head home!
Though it was the first yr, it was still quite successful! :D I believed there are still many many more to come! :D

3. CSL - Hospice visit @ St. Joseph's Home
2nd wk there = Meaningful.
Fed the patients there = Patience needed.
Wheel-ed the patients into their room = Communication barrier needed to be overcome.
Interacted with them = Made me reflected on what life is.
Sang to them = Realised that expressions doesn't indicate anything. It's the heart that we touched them.
Many patients there looked normal, looked healthy to me.
Interacted with one lady today. She had stroke for 2yrs alr. Seeing her recovering made me heaved a sigh of relief. She told me that one of the patient there (he looked more of a volunteer to me! I thought he was helping them out because he was interacting with them too and he was walking!) actually had lung cancer and he has only 3-6mths to live. This was so ___! he didn't looked sick to me, he didn't looked like he needed treatment. That;s why, looks are so deceiving.
Just a few more mths to go. i can't imagine......

Grace brace up! Learned to cope with your emotions!
Ohmy ohmy, going there was really really wonderful! I was glad that I chose this CCA. It was truly what I wanted. It was what I had been wanting all along. Hope that this will continue in me and I won't quit halfway. Perserverance is the key to success! :D

Long post today! :D

Neglected D:

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Sat, 08 Aug 2009 13:19:00 +0000

It's been a long long time since I last blogged. Why?

Seems like I've neglected this blog.
Awww, so sry.

Anw, ytd was family 2 outing at Mind's Cafe.
As usual had laughter with the gang.
& of course, not forgetting Fadli's joke again. :D

Tmr shall be the 1st yr gf outing.
Hope it will be successful :/
Yes it will, pray for me!

Yeah, that's all.
Life's complicated & boring.

With love,
Grace

PS/ I promise to come here frequently.
PSS/ Phone bill ex like mad, I bet dad's gonna nag at me, worse kill me D:

Monday Blues D:

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Mon, 20 Jul 2009 15:12:00 +0000

I.F.E.E.L.R.E.S.T.L.E.S.S.

Ever since term 3 started, I've not been taking my tests seriously.
This is a bad sign.
Really bad one.

Someone motivate me please.
Thanks :D

Goodbye lovelies :D

Really?

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 13:53:00 +0000

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Hmm, do you agree? Haha.

TGIF <3

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Fri, 17 Jul 2009 12:45:00 +0000

Well, since I was quite bored, I shall come here and blog! (:

Basically today was bored.
Econs lecture, CLL, GP and PW lecture.
It was bored ttm!

I was like so tired that I was practically dozing off during all the lectures. What worse was during Econs lecture, I was sitting all the wayyyyyyy to the back that I couldn't slp! And during PW lecture, there was one whole row of empty seats in front of me that I couldn't slp again. D:

I guess because I have been sleeping after 12am for the past one week, and sadly, there wasn't anyone to acc me and I was so tired that I dozed off w/o completing my work. /:
So so sry!

Alright, I'm dead bored ttm!
Someone sees this, just chat with me okay?
Don't ask me to study or I'll be angry with you!
Let me enjoy my weekends first although it's test from nxt mon-wed.
Zzzzzzzzzz /:

1 day left!

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Wed, 15 Jul 2009 12:56:00 +0000

Hmm, it's been 15 days since I last blogged.
So sry, haven't been actively blogging, so for now, I'm just going to sum up the past 15 days. I'll try to rmb if I can.

1. China people came for an exchange programme. All of them including the teachers had not been oversea before, how lucky I am to be able to go oversea as often as I want. Cherish what you have people! (:

2. Been to dental. Still alright, hope I can take off my braces asap! PS, must be faster than yanshin & angie. heh xD

3. Been having moodswings & insomnia lately. For the past 3 consecutive days, I've been sleeping after 1am. Idk why I can't sleep, I'm really really tired, but yet, I can't get to sleep! D:

4. Results sucked. Yes, I know I am better than some of them. But don't compare with those lower than you, compare with those who are better than you! Haiz! I think I'm like seriously stress ttm! D:

5. Met up with my dearest yanshin today! Love you ttm! <3

That's all, I'm tired now /:

PS, tmr there;s a lot of things coming up.
- F.T island 3rd album realease.
- Harry Potter show coming up.
- Lastly my bro's bdae. So i'll advance it here and wish him a happy birthday! (:

Guilty! D:

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 13:54:00 +0000

Post 365 :D

Alright, why did I named this post as guilty?
Well, I was guilty about a number of things.....D:

1. Studies:
- Took more than 20 hours to complete a single CSC SBQ. Alright, though it was difficult, but I think I wasted too much time in it!
- Everyone in my sch is mugging like mad now, while I am still like slacking. I admit being in lang stream isn't that stressing as the sci stream, but still, I should buck up and stop slacking like mad.
- Moving on to GP, I think I'm quite weak in it. Compared to those china students, I'm supposed to be better than them, but it doesn't show in the case here. What does this means? Stop being so slack and buck up!
- Well, I should be revising every night now and here I am blogging, facebking etc etc. How am I going to score good grades? Everyone is not going online while I am! Omgxzx!And also, they said JC is one of the toughest in your life and here I am being so slack and doesn't treat it like important or what! Slap yourself grace! >:D

2. Piano:
- Someone once said, being a pianist, you should practice 3 hours daily, but me? I'm neither here nor there.
- Went youtubing just now, and seeing those people played those really nice songs, I ought to be ashamed of myself. I can't even memorize those scores and they can. I can't even play such simple songs and they can!
- Do I even deserve to be playing the piano? Or am I giving myself too much stress? >:D

Random things:
1. Those people had their math test today and it was pretty easy to them. It seems weird. Though I wasn't the one taking, but I felt scared for them too! Esp the medan trip ppl! And when they said is was do-able, and it was easy, I was heaving a sigh of relief for them and was glad they could attempt those questions!
2. I've been trying hard to be nice to them! :D
3. Studies are getting harder, I'm getting sadder each day D:
4. I've tons of test nxt wk everyday from tue to fri. How I wish nxt wk would pass quickly D:

-Goodbye!
Tkcare! :D

Back to School! 到学校去D:

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Sun, 28 Jun 2009 13:10:00 +0000

yeah, everyone of us dread this moment.
The moment to go back to school.
Well, school is ____. You name it yourself.
Because what we want to achieve is always different.

For me, I've to get back to seriousness.
It means heading back to reality.
Shan't update that often alr.
I've known that I must be prepared to conquer this 2 yrs. Yes.
I must.

Holidays are over.
Exams are here.
Time to study now.

每个人都舍不得这一刻，舍不得学校的假期，恨不得假期还没完。但是，我们总得面对现实，面对未来，现在逝世后回学校啦！
其实，学校是一个_______。你们自己填吧，因为我相信每个人都会有不同的感受，每个人的理想都会不一样。

而我呢，就是要认真，回到现实。
从今以后，不会再回来来这儿了，因为我知道靠实在等着我去应付他们！

我知道两年后我的理想是什么，所以我一定会努力的。我真的不要对不起任何人，尤其是父母和我自己，因为我知道他们对我的付出时非常多的。

假期晚了，
考试到了，
开始读了。

Seriousness! 认真

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 13:55:00 +0000

Well, the last week of the holiday has come to an end. Frankly speaking, what have I done over the past one month in June?
2 weeks has taken up due to camps, 1 week for meet-ups and the last week of completing my homework only. Not even say revision.
This is bad! There's no holidays at all! D:
It doesn't even look like one!D:
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But in the past 1/2 a yr, my life in JC was a tough one.
From the school I've chosen, from the subj combination I've chosen, and to the class I've made.
In general, my life has been full of ups and downs.
People has been criticising about the subj combi, they felt that I wasn't ready for it, and they were shock that I would be willing to take this course and compete with people from ahem, china, to be true. And the class that I've gone into, majority of them are from China.
Frankly, in my whole 16 yrs of life, my batch hasn't even met with such high calibre of students.
All of a sudden, wanting me to make friends with them was ridiculous, in fact, I was shock. I was unable to accept it for a moment. Thus, we stick with each other only.
However, since Line camp, it made me loosen up my thinking. It gave me some thorough thoughts and make me change into a more mature person.
I've learned to be more open up, to accept changes given to us and to adapt our life. I've learn that you should not force people to change, but instead, you should change for the others, to accomodate to them, and that is what I will do.
However, one thing I won't give in is the attitude they give. I'll change for them, but they of course have to change for us. I'll be hardworking like those people,! I'll be serious because i want to prove to everyone that nothing can't be accomplish. We girls will and shall do it! :D

On the other hand, I kept thinking about yanshin, angie, jas, and ching.
Throughout this june hol, i've not even seen jas, much less talk to her!
Is our friendship getting worse? Are we separating from each other alr?
We promise each other that we will meet up every year, will we be able so hold it for long?
Come to think of that, have I really forgotten my sec sch life? Have I actually move on?
To adapt into jc life? I think I'm still living in self-denial!
Memories are killing me, it is fading away from me! I don't want that to happen!

We all know that we all like to live in the past, those happy times, who doesn't!? Perhaps the now, the stress that we are all facing makes us want to escape back to the past, but time has made us moved on. I feel that though time has made us move on, it is us that do not want to move on, we want to continue living in our own happy world.! My life in Sec Sch has been a good one, with my clique being close to me, perhaps i;ve not cherish that happy moments thus i am not satisfied with myself now. Till today, we have all chosen a new route, a route which none of us are going through together. We are fighting for each of our own life, to get a place into the uni. With this, I am very afraid that during our long route, we have forgotten each other, we have lost contact with each other, even if we meet just outside, it would be a simple hi-bye. How many of us can actually find a place and sit down and chat into the wee hours? Not now I guess. I feel that life is a torture now, to be surrounded by all muggers, to be facing all the stress and compeition! Life has to go on, I know. But as life I go on, I too want my friendship to go on. I don't want to grow up next time, thinking back that studies have made my friendship to be broken. I don't want studies to be that factor that stops me and my friends from meeting each other again. I want to meet up with all of you girls. I want to be in contact with you all. But will time allow us to meet up? Will time sustain our friendship with each other. 10 years down the road, will we still be as close as last time? I hope we will. For I know that those memories are the ones that are closest to us, it is the most cherishable things in life, money cant buy, and so do us. No one can take away this friendship that once cut into my life. I hope that we will still continue to be close sisters, to bottle out our feelings and let our memories continue to live on.

不知怎么的，我突然想起好多以前的事。我们都总活在过去，或许是现在不如以前吧。或许是我不懂得珍惜现在的拥有的时间吧。我们未曾去珍惜眼前的一切。如今我们各分东西，各自为了我们的将来打拼。联络是有的，但少之又少。我很害怕，害怕有一天会跟你们失去联络，因为要在茫茫人海中与他们碰面，结识，还真不简单。也许，几年后，当我们相遇时，只是一个‘你好’和‘再见’罢了。回忆起那些在学校里的快乐时光，如今使在难以忘怀。曾经带给我们许多快乐的时候，谁会遗忘他们呢？或许是时间。时间带给我们许许多多的阻碍，她夺走了我们之间能够相处的每一份每一秒。他带给了我们许多不快乐的事，他让我们分离，让我们对彼此相处的时间少了。十年后的今天，我们还会在联络吗？我希望，还会。我真的希望。因为回忆是人拥有最珍贵的东西。你既买不到，别人也夺不走。回忆也会随着时间而变得更美好。虽然时间带给了我们美好的回忆，但我要的不只是回忆，因为回忆只能让我们去回味，去忘怀。我要的是眼前的一切，我要的是现实，我要的是我们凝固的友情。我知道，我们的友情将于时间赛跑，是时间让我们友情变成回忆，还是友情让我们在时间的分秒逼真下继续长久下去？当然，答案我们心中有数，我也希望我的答案会实现。

Play Time! :D

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 12:40:00 +0000

Went out with my family today.

Anw, the laksa at sungei road is simply superb! Omg!
It's cheap too! $2 only!
And it's not spicy at all! hahs! :D
Best is, it uses charcoal to cook.
omg, it's the first time i've ever tried such yummy laksa! 2thumbs up! :D I rate it 5stars max! (:

Then headed to the beach and ate ice-cream.
So long nv had this kinda feeling alr.
Yeah, tmr shall be the start of the last wk of hols. D:

Time do fly fast! D:

3rd week gone! D:

noreply@blogger.com (Grace.C) — Fri, 19 Jun 2009 11:28:00 +0000

Hmmm, 3rd wk of the hols have gone! D:
So what have I done for this past one week?

Well, on the positive side,
I managed to meet up with all my friends whom I was hoing to meet!
Family 2 gathering!
4/4'08 classmates! [Though it was the usual people, but at least we had much fun at angie's hse! :D]
Ives for K! [Yeah, almost couldnt meet her! But still managed to meet for k lunch, which I was pretty happy! & Forgot to pass her her present -.-! Rahhh!]

On the negative side,
I didn't complete any of the hw, except for chinese thesis, which I spent 3 days doing it -.-
yeap, but glad to say, it's over now for that! Yayness! :D

Oh and also, I went dental this wk!
And I got a feeling my nxt appt would be the day before my exams, and this intuition was right! Aww! Haiz, no wonder most people say a woman's first intuition is always right! D:

Now, I've to go complete my hw & revision.! And also my pw.!
My PW mates are like wth! Okay except for one.
The rest are like MIA! -.-

&& I wanna meet my girls!
yanshin,chingyee,angelia & jasmine!
I really wanna meet you!
Don't kill me if I can't
Aug 9 shall be the date we set forever :D:D:D:D
Seems weird when people may think we are crazy over National Day, but we aren't ! hahahs!

Shall go off now! :D
WHee~