im getting frustrated now..feel like going out of e hse, nvr to see my family and listen to their nagging..i help them do den they complain here complain there...say i do no gd..already help them so gd liao..wth..
hao3 xin1 mei2 hao3 bao4..dots lo... then nag & nag...den say is my fault...wa lau..idiotic!! i hate them!! idiotic..im very frustrated now..nxt time dun call me do liao den they flare up!!! wtf..im so full of vulgarity today..
anyway..jss npcc blog is done...np cadets go get user & pw frm me if u wnana post..we are gonna be united as ever!!
*angry now*
Monday, July 31, 2006
Sunday, July 30, 2006
hmm..jss npcc finally has a blog!! created by me and tivona..lols...
and i gave up hope teaching shih chiang blog..omg..
he..haiz.zz...
first time larh..shld nt blame hor...even mervin does not want to teach him..lols..=X ltr he see this post will kill me..:p
hmm..go tag jss np blog bah..user & pw get frm me or eunice or shih chiang or mervin or tivona lo...jia you..
just finish that idiotic stupid crappy art..now learning hmt and out of 4 chapts i left wib 2 chapts...=X
gd mah??dunno leh..haiz...
tian2 xie3 han4 zi4 haven learn..only zao4 ju4...so die liao..planning to learn that last chapt tml...=X
wish me luck bah..today is a pathetic day for me..
and i gave up hope teaching shih chiang blog..omg..
he..haiz.zz...
first time larh..shld nt blame hor...even mervin does not want to teach him..lols..=X ltr he see this post will kill me..:p
hmm..go tag jss np blog bah..user & pw get frm me or eunice or shih chiang or mervin or tivona lo...jia you..
just finish that idiotic stupid crappy art..now learning hmt and out of 4 chapts i left wib 2 chapts...=X
gd mah??dunno leh..haiz...
tian2 xie3 han4 zi4 haven learn..only zao4 ju4...so die liao..planning to learn that last chapt tml...=X
wish me luck bah..today is a pathetic day for me..
Saturday, July 29, 2006
saturday..
da day to slack..
common tests are here and im still slacking..
omg..grace u better buck up...
tml going out again..to practise my piano at je music room exams.. another few more days to my practical exams
8/8 is da day..
gd day ya??that is what everyone says,
but the time is 4pm....?
understand??
4=si3=die
but they said 8=fa1
so there are 2 fa1 to 1 die...so
shld look on e bright side yeah?? (:
understand?? i bet u dun..dun understand den nvm..coz today im abit crazy..i also dunno why..i realise that i have moodswings here and now.. and i think i need serious counselling..
but counselling also no use because i dun even know what the heck is the prob with me..so how can i expect others to know when i dun even know myself?? =X
but dun worry, i dun and i never will show my moodswings to others unless i really cannot take it..but i try hard not to.. that is why everyone sees me as a happy go lucky gal..but deep inside...they actually dunno me...
gotta go off le..moodswings again...=X
da day to slack..
common tests are here and im still slacking..
omg..grace u better buck up...
tml going out again..to practise my piano at je music room exams.. another few more days to my practical exams
8/8 is da day..
gd day ya??that is what everyone says,
but the time is 4pm....?
understand??
4=si3=die
but they said 8=fa1
so there are 2 fa1 to 1 die...so
shld look on e bright side yeah?? (:
understand?? i bet u dun..dun understand den nvm..coz today im abit crazy..i also dunno why..i realise that i have moodswings here and now.. and i think i need serious counselling..
but counselling also no use because i dun even know what the heck is the prob with me..so how can i expect others to know when i dun even know myself?? =X
but dun worry, i dun and i never will show my moodswings to others unless i really cannot take it..but i try hard not to.. that is why everyone sees me as a happy go lucky gal..but deep inside...they actually dunno me...
gotta go off le..moodswings again...=X
Friday, July 28, 2006
one word to describe me: tired..
so tired that i do not have the mood to blog today.. and the worse is my leg sored frm those rehearsal and run...
today rehearsal dun wan to blog lest other ppl see again..
but what is funny and worse is that i gotta a shock lorr.. a mam frm yuan ching sec was saying" who is grace? where is grace??"
then i was like.. huh?? who call me?? for what?? i though sth happen
den she asked" are you feeling fine??are you okays??"
wa lau..i damn embarrass lo..shall not blog abt today lerh..nth interesting anyways and shall go do my tuition hw liaos.. (:
tired and wanna zzzz.. but common tests are nxt wk..
so tired that i do not have the mood to blog today.. and the worse is my leg sored frm those rehearsal and run...
today rehearsal dun wan to blog lest other ppl see again..
but what is funny and worse is that i gotta a shock lorr.. a mam frm yuan ching sec was saying" who is grace? where is grace??"
then i was like.. huh?? who call me?? for what?? i though sth happen
den she asked" are you feeling fine??are you okays??"
wa lau..i damn embarrass lo..shall not blog abt today lerh..nth interesting anyways and shall go do my tuition hw liaos.. (:
tired and wanna zzzz.. but common tests are nxt wk..
Thursday, July 27, 2006
hmm i gonna post up here and rmb it in my whole life!!!
KENNETH TANG WEI JIAN YOU OWE ME $4 JUST TO TREAT ME A MAC..U TOLD ME THAT UG PPL RUN TODAY BUT I TOLD U IS MON. IN THE END I WON BUT U WENT BACK ON YOUR WORDS...
NO $$$$ NO TALK..SO U OWE ME $4...
lols..wonder if it was overboard....today 2.4 finally pass
but my leg was swollen and i was walking like a penguin..lols.. not that much actually..but my whole leg was pain..
but i will be going to np tml..why?? because of contigent? nah.. i want to go because if shih chiang told me that if i give mc, it will not be counted so have to go..and i will be so sick until casulty..but don worry i will still bring my medicine along because im sick these few days..
i still go napfa..haha..i lyk that de..sick also still go de...no one can force me.. (:
today ms chng nvr come leh..!!! but she got urgent prob so wonder what is wrong..but she was crazy..gave us comprehension and composition to do..omg..do until lyk crazy...nvm..den ms ng hmt class
she showed us some photos when they went to malaysia, and the choir members were singing and dancing together,without thinking that they are going to embarrass themselves..i mean, as in, if we do that, i don think that many of us have the guts to do it..
so ching, choir de..maybe can sing and dance together right??since shinx said u lub dance!! lols..yeah..perhaps u shld..haha
and then 2/3 had cme today abt rights in class, what we shld have and what we shld not have and how shld we do it..and we were talking to ms ng and she was like debating..frm a hmt class to a cme debating class..lols..out of point??? not really.. but i agree totally wib ms ng..not being anti 2/3 but better to be safe den sorry.. the conversation is too long and i do not have much time..thus not gonna say..but ask me in msn and i will tell you ("
and she finally let us choose our seats but i decided to sit alone so as to not distract myself.. because i realise that only 8 ppl decide to seat alone thus i think it will be quieter there (:
shall stop here for now..leg very pain already..cannot walk too much..wonder how am i going to survive in tml npcc =X
KENNETH TANG WEI JIAN YOU OWE ME $4 JUST TO TREAT ME A MAC..U TOLD ME THAT UG PPL RUN TODAY BUT I TOLD U IS MON. IN THE END I WON BUT U WENT BACK ON YOUR WORDS...
NO $$$$ NO TALK..SO U OWE ME $4...
lols..wonder if it was overboard....today 2.4 finally pass
but my leg was swollen and i was walking like a penguin..lols.. not that much actually..but my whole leg was pain..
but i will be going to np tml..why?? because of contigent? nah.. i want to go because if shih chiang told me that if i give mc, it will not be counted so have to go..and i will be so sick until casulty..but don worry i will still bring my medicine along because im sick these few days..
i still go napfa..haha..i lyk that de..sick also still go de...no one can force me.. (:
today ms chng nvr come leh..!!! but she got urgent prob so wonder what is wrong..but she was crazy..gave us comprehension and composition to do..omg..do until lyk crazy...nvm..den ms ng hmt class
she showed us some photos when they went to malaysia, and the choir members were singing and dancing together,without thinking that they are going to embarrass themselves..i mean, as in, if we do that, i don think that many of us have the guts to do it..
so ching, choir de..maybe can sing and dance together right??since shinx said u lub dance!! lols..yeah..perhaps u shld..haha
and then 2/3 had cme today abt rights in class, what we shld have and what we shld not have and how shld we do it..and we were talking to ms ng and she was like debating..frm a hmt class to a cme debating class..lols..out of point??? not really.. but i agree totally wib ms ng..not being anti 2/3 but better to be safe den sorry.. the conversation is too long and i do not have much time..thus not gonna say..but ask me in msn and i will tell you ("
and she finally let us choose our seats but i decided to sit alone so as to not distract myself.. because i realise that only 8 ppl decide to seat alone thus i think it will be quieter there (:
shall stop here for now..leg very pain already..cannot walk too much..wonder how am i going to survive in tml npcc =X
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
JURONG SEC SCH WON THE WEST ZONE CHAMPION FINALS!!! CONGRATS TO ALL BBALL PLAYERS WHO HAVE WORK HARD!! (:
congrats to ying chong too (: so sad that we could not go and support you today although all sec 2s are suppose to go but we have to go to ngee ann poly for the F1 challenge finals...
we won unity sec by over 23 points =)
sch was release early today because we had to go to ngee ann poly for a car racing thingy when our sch was not even involve..we just sat there and watch which car was the fastest..
but sch release us early 1 period also no use because it was homeroom when we do not have to study for that -.- haiz...
but we had free lunch on mac provided by ngee ann..heh..overall the matches quite exciting larh..although i do not really know what it going on.. the cars just went pass in a blink of an eye..it was like magic..you just press and off it goes.so you better not blink your eyes..heh..
ngee ann poly was nice (: the scenery and the buildings... so champion i also dunno...but i only know that there was a tie between shuqun and henderson but henderson won the 3rd place..
and the cheeering competition goes to river valley high... hmm
tml napfa 2.4 hope i pass bah..tml also get back sci test..and the common tests are nxt wk..so i gotta buck up already...tml there is also the maths test..haiz...
the common test dates:
31/7(mon): hmt test chapt 15-18
2/8(wed): chinese express test chapt 15-18
3/8(thur): maths
4/8(fri): sci phy component
7/8(mon):geography
haiz...jia you bah grace for your common test..
but jia you even more for tml napfa 2.4 and maths test (:
i know that i can do it if i believe in myself because if i do not believe in myself, i know that i will never even pass...
congrats to ying chong too (: so sad that we could not go and support you today although all sec 2s are suppose to go but we have to go to ngee ann poly for the F1 challenge finals...
we won unity sec by over 23 points =)
sch was release early today because we had to go to ngee ann poly for a car racing thingy when our sch was not even involve..we just sat there and watch which car was the fastest..
but sch release us early 1 period also no use because it was homeroom when we do not have to study for that -.- haiz...
but we had free lunch on mac provided by ngee ann..heh..overall the matches quite exciting larh..although i do not really know what it going on.. the cars just went pass in a blink of an eye..it was like magic..you just press and off it goes.so you better not blink your eyes..heh..
ngee ann poly was nice (: the scenery and the buildings... so champion i also dunno...but i only know that there was a tie between shuqun and henderson but henderson won the 3rd place..
and the cheeering competition goes to river valley high... hmm
tml napfa 2.4 hope i pass bah..tml also get back sci test..and the common tests are nxt wk..so i gotta buck up already...tml there is also the maths test..haiz...
the common test dates:
31/7(mon): hmt test chapt 15-18
2/8(wed): chinese express test chapt 15-18
3/8(thur): maths
4/8(fri): sci phy component
7/8(mon):geography
haiz...jia you bah grace for your common test..
but jia you even more for tml napfa 2.4 and maths test (:
i know that i can do it if i believe in myself because if i do not believe in myself, i know that i will never even pass...
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
today NAPFA!!!
MY SILVER IS GONE...i nvr hope for silver anyway -.- lols...haiz...but it was that pathetic..
but thanx 2/3 for helping me lots (:
shall gonna type faster..lols..came back to blog once i reached homeXD i miss my com..lolx..
went to e 1st station which is sit up
did 31 because A is 31 so do until there lo..don waste energy..u guys shld know correct???
nxt was standing broad jump.. MY WORSE STATION OF ALL!!!so i did and i got 141cm which is 1 mark to pass... idiotic..i was there screaming like mad..lols.. so the teacher told me to try again at the end when everyone finish...so i tried altogether 4 times with e first 2 trys.. but still.. 141cm.. in the end, the teacher said " ok larh..142 liao lo..happy??" i was there "yayness!!!" haha... i nxt yr sure die.. 148 cm lo..
so 142cm just pass..how to pass 148 when i have trouble getting 142?? -.-
but i pity beng yew.. he needs 186cm to pass this yr but he couldn't..haiz... beng must jia you kkz?? (:
nxt station we went to sit and reach.. here comes the fun part.. taking our mark was the trainee teacher mr tan..so it was my turn and i went thrice but still 43cm.. to get A is 44cm!!! SEE AGAIN LARH!!! ANOTHER 1 MORE CM TO GET A!!!!! so i was like out of my breath already..den mr tan asked how?? then my classmates were like..44 liao la..dun lyk that la cher... give her 44 okay?? den we were like shouting at him..he could not take it and said ok la 44 44 la.. but some said i reach 44cm already/..=) so A!!! haha
after that was incline..i had no problem with it can do 17 easily..but this time...naomi did not grab my leg properly,thus i was slipping all the while..haiz...but nvm..got 17 happy liao A!!! lols
last station shuttle run..got 11.8 sec.. 11.3 is A so was ok lo...B better than nothing..lucky it was 11.4sec if not i will scream again!!!
so in the end out of e 5 stations,
got 3 As,
1 B
and 1E!!!!!
due to the E, i may not get silver..lest a gold..haiz... so is better than nth lo..at least i got 3As.. i have given up hope on my standing broad jump..can someone please teach me how to jump????
now left with 2.4 idiotic cher...say that time run finish pass dun nid to run..den in the end said it was only e trial run..need to run jurong park.. he said it was if fail, need to run during pe lesson..but only 1 more lesson den napfa.. den fail mah..run so hard for what?? when there is no need to take this time down... -.-
anyway, today sci phy test...i am confident of getting gd grades (:
its so easy man... i lurve phy..lolx..coz u just have to memorize the key facts just like bio, just stuff everything into your head and thats it..that is what i always do for exams..
but the problem is, i do not know how to apply what i have learnt.. haiz... making me lose lots of points..someone just help me!!!
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME IN MY STANDING BROAD JUMP AND TEACH ME HOW TO APPLY TO ANS THE QNS THAT I HAVE JUST LEARN?? THANK YOU VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH... (:
MY SILVER IS GONE...i nvr hope for silver anyway -.- lols...haiz...but it was that pathetic..
but thanx 2/3 for helping me lots (:
shall gonna type faster..lols..came back to blog once i reached homeXD i miss my com..lolx..
went to e 1st station which is sit up
did 31 because A is 31 so do until there lo..don waste energy..u guys shld know correct???
nxt was standing broad jump.. MY WORSE STATION OF ALL!!!so i did and i got 141cm which is 1 mark to pass... idiotic..i was there screaming like mad..lols.. so the teacher told me to try again at the end when everyone finish...so i tried altogether 4 times with e first 2 trys.. but still.. 141cm.. in the end, the teacher said " ok larh..142 liao lo..happy??" i was there "yayness!!!" haha... i nxt yr sure die.. 148 cm lo..
so 142cm just pass..how to pass 148 when i have trouble getting 142?? -.-
but i pity beng yew.. he needs 186cm to pass this yr but he couldn't..haiz... beng must jia you kkz?? (:
nxt station we went to sit and reach.. here comes the fun part.. taking our mark was the trainee teacher mr tan..so it was my turn and i went thrice but still 43cm.. to get A is 44cm!!! SEE AGAIN LARH!!! ANOTHER 1 MORE CM TO GET A!!!!! so i was like out of my breath already..den mr tan asked how?? then my classmates were like..44 liao la..dun lyk that la cher... give her 44 okay?? den we were like shouting at him..he could not take it and said ok la 44 44 la.. but some said i reach 44cm already/..=) so A!!! haha
after that was incline..i had no problem with it can do 17 easily..but this time...naomi did not grab my leg properly,thus i was slipping all the while..haiz...but nvm..got 17 happy liao A!!! lols
last station shuttle run..got 11.8 sec.. 11.3 is A so was ok lo...B better than nothing..lucky it was 11.4sec if not i will scream again!!!
so in the end out of e 5 stations,
got 3 As,
1 B
and 1E!!!!!
due to the E, i may not get silver..lest a gold..haiz... so is better than nth lo..at least i got 3As.. i have given up hope on my standing broad jump..can someone please teach me how to jump????
now left with 2.4 idiotic cher...say that time run finish pass dun nid to run..den in the end said it was only e trial run..need to run jurong park.. he said it was if fail, need to run during pe lesson..but only 1 more lesson den napfa.. den fail mah..run so hard for what?? when there is no need to take this time down... -.-
anyway, today sci phy test...i am confident of getting gd grades (:
its so easy man... i lurve phy..lolx..coz u just have to memorize the key facts just like bio, just stuff everything into your head and thats it..that is what i always do for exams..
but the problem is, i do not know how to apply what i have learnt.. haiz... making me lose lots of points..someone just help me!!!
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME IN MY STANDING BROAD JUMP AND TEACH ME HOW TO APPLY TO ANS THE QNS THAT I HAVE JUST LEARN?? THANK YOU VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH... (:
Monday, July 24, 2006
arhz...im getting annoyed..by everything..and i am really really very sick.. due to everything...
common tests nxt wk, geog script not written, total defence essay not written and many more..and the problem is i do not even have time to do it... haiz...just when things cannot get even worse, another prob came out..
jasmine was down with hand,foot & mouth disease..so peeps u gotta be careful...because me,shinx,angelia & ching are quite close with her..lols.. relax..things will not that bad..jas and us will be fine..just make sure that we are not infected with rashes...
jas takkaire and get well soon (:
haiz..tml phy test...wish me gd luck..and my piano is not done yet..have not been practising for 2 wks because i do not have the time.. and frm this wed onwards, i do not have much time left..wonder if i still have time to do my uni.if not..haiz...i shall not go again...but is impossible... lols..
grace jia you in everything u do bahx... (:
i wish da day will stop forever but i know that it is only my wishful thinking and da time will never ever stop...=X
common tests nxt wk, geog script not written, total defence essay not written and many more..and the problem is i do not even have time to do it... haiz...just when things cannot get even worse, another prob came out..
jasmine was down with hand,foot & mouth disease..so peeps u gotta be careful...because me,shinx,angelia & ching are quite close with her..lols.. relax..things will not that bad..jas and us will be fine..just make sure that we are not infected with rashes...
jas takkaire and get well soon (:
haiz..tml phy test...wish me gd luck..and my piano is not done yet..have not been practising for 2 wks because i do not have the time.. and frm this wed onwards, i do not have much time left..wonder if i still have time to do my uni.if not..haiz...i shall not go again...but is impossible... lols..
grace jia you in everything u do bahx... (:
i wish da day will stop forever but i know that it is only my wishful thinking and da time will never ever stop...=X
Sunday, July 23, 2006
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hmm..sry..if you do not understand because i myself also do not understand what im writing,im just venting my frustration out..
sry guys..
felt really tired these few days.. and i realise that my phy test is just right after taking back my geog test marks..i hope it shall not affect my mood.. so i really need to buck up now and i shall go revise it first lest tml i do not have the time..
i do not really know what im thinking and talking..i just feel that everything is useless and useless... i think that everything is a waste of time...haiz..can someone help me solve this prob?? i do not even know why i have become like that..
but rest assure that i will be cheerful in front of you all..i will not let my mood affect you.. you can assured that.. shall go revise my phy already..
thanx everyone for your concern but i think that no one will ever help me solve my prob when i do not even know what is wrong with myself.. im just so sry...
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hmm..sry..if you do not understand because i myself also do not understand what im writing,im just venting my frustration out..
sry guys..
felt really tired these few days.. and i realise that my phy test is just right after taking back my geog test marks..i hope it shall not affect my mood.. so i really need to buck up now and i shall go revise it first lest tml i do not have the time..
i do not really know what im thinking and talking..i just feel that everything is useless and useless... i think that everything is a waste of time...haiz..can someone help me solve this prob?? i do not even know why i have become like that..
but rest assure that i will be cheerful in front of you all..i will not let my mood affect you.. you can assured that.. shall go revise my phy already..
thanx everyone for your concern but i think that no one will ever help me solve my prob when i do not even know what is wrong with myself.. im just so sry...
Saturday, July 22, 2006
hmm..4th wk in sch and im already sick.. was down with sore throat, fever, flu and headache...haiz...nxt wk napfa test already..and im still sick..
*must get well faster grace!*
today did nth in fact..but just went on to find my pics for dnt because i actually find halfway ytd, but my vision towards the com was so blur that i could not see a thing, so i took medicine and went to slp..but i dunnno why woke up at 9pm just to watch e show..haha..den shun bian drink a cup of milo..heh..
today only went to my tuition and i was pathetic at home...haiz...i was alone okays...my bro dunno go where for sth, den my parents left me at home and they went out!! haiz.. wo de ming hao ku worx...
then was chatting wib shih chiang and he was telling me about sth(what is e something??can don me so kaypoh?? thanx) you will know it ltr bahx... so of course cannot be disclose..and he was very angry..haha..nvr see him so angry before...lols..lac larh..
but hor..if he teach me hor..i can assure you all that he will vomit blood because i will need a very hard time to learn de..heh..but overall,im satisfied with the outcoming results...heh..lac larh shih chiang..just do well in it can liao..=)
shall end here...too long at the com and my head will start to spin again...
*must get well faster grace!*
today did nth in fact..but just went on to find my pics for dnt because i actually find halfway ytd, but my vision towards the com was so blur that i could not see a thing, so i took medicine and went to slp..but i dunnno why woke up at 9pm just to watch e show..haha..den shun bian drink a cup of milo..heh..
today only went to my tuition and i was pathetic at home...haiz...i was alone okays...my bro dunno go where for sth, den my parents left me at home and they went out!! haiz.. wo de ming hao ku worx...
then was chatting wib shih chiang and he was telling me about sth(what is e something??can don me so kaypoh?? thanx) you will know it ltr bahx... so of course cannot be disclose..and he was very angry..haha..nvr see him so angry before...lols..lac larh..
but hor..if he teach me hor..i can assure you all that he will vomit blood because i will need a very hard time to learn de..heh..but overall,im satisfied with the outcoming results...heh..lac larh shih chiang..just do well in it can liao..=)
shall end here...too long at the com and my head will start to spin again...
Friday, July 21, 2006
did not blog ytd because i was not feeling well..thus went to see e doc and she gave me an mc for not going to cca tml.. cause i was having headache and he said it was due to stress and lack of slp..yeah..perhaps i admit larh.. because if i am stress and i don have enough slp, i will have a serious headache..
i can only blog a short post because of that illango lo.. my pics are already like that what you want me to do?? -.-
whatever.. shall re-do again..what choice do i have??
and national day parade is coming..thus have to train to go for contigent..haizz... i don want to go because i want to see e whole parade. i have nvr done that before.. so what if i don march?? its my own prob right?? only marching what.. i only alot of ppl want to march but so they will think that im crazy or what.. but can't u all just let me see this parade once and for all?? then i'll march in e contigent for every parade.. its so saddening that you cannot watch e parade when you are in e parade all e time..its so sad man..
haiz..shall stop now then..im still so stress and saddening and i don't know what is happening..
i can only blog a short post because of that illango lo.. my pics are already like that what you want me to do?? -.-
whatever.. shall re-do again..what choice do i have??
and national day parade is coming..thus have to train to go for contigent..haizz... i don want to go because i want to see e whole parade. i have nvr done that before.. so what if i don march?? its my own prob right?? only marching what.. i only alot of ppl want to march but so they will think that im crazy or what.. but can't u all just let me see this parade once and for all?? then i'll march in e contigent for every parade.. its so saddening that you cannot watch e parade when you are in e parade all e time..its so sad man..
haiz..shall stop now then..im still so stress and saddening and i don't know what is happening..
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
arhz..these few days posts quite short because i had tons of work to do and stressed me up bah..haizz... life is so short, thus i want to spend it wisely..
streaming coming up le.. must study more.. so stress arhz.. so many ppl keep calling me ask me do well for my streaming.. lyk im taking o lvl lyk that.. only streaming mah.. i know is impt, but at least can give me some freedom mah..keep making me so worried.. like if i don do well, will disappoint all of you.. is you all make me think like that de..
made me so stress up..nvm.. shall go reflect on myself, don worry..i will solve my own problems de..though my nick refers to another thing,don worry abt me, i will be fine and i will settle my own problem myself..[thanx kor, for concerning abt me (:]
i hope my problems will eventually be settled though i kknow that i may not have not much confidence in it because i know myself and the others..
i wonder why sometimes ppl come to me for problems and i can help them to solve but i cannot even sovle my own problems..haizzz.. own problems cannot solve but cannot solve problems for the others... im so stress now.. thanx for concerning abt me, but rest assured i will solve the problems all by my own..=x
streaming coming up le.. must study more.. so stress arhz.. so many ppl keep calling me ask me do well for my streaming.. lyk im taking o lvl lyk that.. only streaming mah.. i know is impt, but at least can give me some freedom mah..keep making me so worried.. like if i don do well, will disappoint all of you.. is you all make me think like that de..
made me so stress up..nvm.. shall go reflect on myself, don worry..i will solve my own problems de..though my nick refers to another thing,don worry abt me, i will be fine and i will settle my own problem myself..[thanx kor, for concerning abt me (:]
i hope my problems will eventually be settled though i kknow that i may not have not much confidence in it because i know myself and the others..
i wonder why sometimes ppl come to me for problems and i can help them to solve but i cannot even sovle my own problems..haizzz.. own problems cannot solve but cannot solve problems for the others... im so stress now.. thanx for concerning abt me, but rest assured i will solve the problems all by my own..=x
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Monday, July 17, 2006
yo.. im back XD ytd nvr blog because i had no time..and today no time too because im gonna rush some hw and shall revise for geog..
so gotta jia you lorh..heh.. today saw e china students ok ok larh.. quite quiet though..and angelia said that their eyes were big..dorts her loh..-.- got meh..i think is angelia eyes big lo..haha... ok larh..shall stop here liao... wanna watch ge dou tian wang liao.. =D
so gotta jia you lorh..heh.. today saw e china students ok ok larh.. quite quiet though..and angelia said that their eyes were big..dorts her loh..-.- got meh..i think is angelia eyes big lo..haha... ok larh..shall stop here liao... wanna watch ge dou tian wang liao.. =D
Saturday, July 15, 2006
today...hmm..just as what i said ytd,went for tuition den do hw lorh..my days are like that de..study study and study..but i am gonna change that style..i don want to be like others,a typical singaporean, studying everyday..although must study,but not 12hrs mah..
also nth to say much today,cause must chiong for hw..got
1. 1 eng compo
2. 1 chinese compo
3. lit hw
4. dnt file
5. dnt wkbk
6. geog test
7. cl newspaper
8. hmt test
so many hw..haizz...see see??so i wanna spend more time on my studies as well as my cca..i think that as long as you can manage your time, you can succeed de..even if it is in cca..it gives you targets..so gotta rush for hw now..
i type until so weak today..as in..so tired..yah..im so tired..stress really eats up alot of your energy..i think i need some counselling soon..haha.. hmm..yar..see ya nxt time..i gotta do well for my exams..
also nth to say much today,cause must chiong for hw..got
1. 1 eng compo
2. 1 chinese compo
3. lit hw
4. dnt file
5. dnt wkbk
6. geog test
7. cl newspaper
8. hmt test
so many hw..haizz...see see??so i wanna spend more time on my studies as well as my cca..i think that as long as you can manage your time, you can succeed de..even if it is in cca..it gives you targets..so gotta rush for hw now..
i type until so weak today..as in..so tired..yah..im so tired..stress really eats up alot of your energy..i think i need some counselling soon..haha.. hmm..yar..see ya nxt time..i gotta do well for my exams..
Friday, July 14, 2006
im so sad now..i also dunno why... i just feel so tired...because of the education system in singapore.. i shall write abt it today and npcc...
AND IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH IT, THEN STOP LOOKING AT IT NOW..NO ONE ASK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS OR NO ONE ASK YOU TO READ IT..JUST GET OFF THIS BLOG IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY
sry for my words..im writing with full of anger and sadness now.. im so sry...
***
i realise that singapore students lack the spirit and morale these days. what they do is just to study study and study. their life goes on the same everyday.is like they wake up early in the morning just to go to sch,then they study,go for their cca,do hw,revise,slp..their days are spend just like that..where has their respect, responsibility gone to?? if they just spend their days like that, i am sure that they are not going to very successful..so what if they are a graduate?? but if they lack the morale, it is worse than having nothing..
today npcc..haizz... but to eunice, lac larh..nvr get into GOH to me is better,but to you i know larh..don get so upset over these small things kkz?? u will still have a chance de..it is not the end of life..as long as you don gif up hope,there is still a chance out there =D
and today npcc training was..omg..
sec 1s: i will nvr forget what you did to sec 2 squad today..make us owe mam vanessa 165 pumpings..you think this is funny??talking back to mam cynthia,showing her attitude?? pls don think that it is fun..what you are doing is that you are trying to make a fool out of yourself..and today your drills are .. okay..is not that im trying to boast..i have been through sec 1 before and i have gone through it before.. but what you are doing is too much..you are trying to act as if you are cleverer than your seniors..but u did not reflect back on yourself..what if we treat you this way..do you like it??to sec 1s reading this post, i hope that you will learn your lesson and not argue,bargain,complain,demand,excuse..
however, i wrote this for some of those ppl who are always slacking.. i know that there are some of you who are already trying their very best, and some don even know what to do already.. i appreciate for your help =D but one for all, all for one..those ppl who are slacking shld buck up and not slack sommore, think of your other squadmates..do not be selfish
sec 2s:we survive today..though some of us manage to get into GOH,congrats to them..those who did not,don give up on yourself and npcc,when there is a will,there is a way..even if everyone give up hope on you,there will still be a glimpse of light there to shine for you and guide you along the path..remember: never give up on yourself even when the whole world has walked down on you...you still have us,the sec 2s, to follow and accompany you to overcome all your obstacles and we will always be as a team..=) sec 2, jia you jia you jia you!!
sec 3s: err..nth much but there was somone who made me change his impression of him..and he was like totally 2 person...sometime nice and sometime not nice...haizzz..im starting to get suspicious of the sec 3s..i think that once they become ncos,they will use misuse their authority and power..
sec 4s: still okay and fine..nth much to say abt them...
***
that is all for today..because im quite sad and tired now..so shall not blog so much..but what i hope is that to remind you all..npcc is npcc,study is study,play is play,work is work. i hope that during trainings,you will not bring your emotions not related to npcc into this training..this is a training, it is not for you to vent your anger on us..thank you very much..
and when you teach us a new drill(today we learn baton drill). please don stuff all the things and information to us..pls make sure that we know the command and timing as well before going on to learn new things..do not because of you want to rush your things and you keep forcing us to learn.. because it is equivalent as not knowing anything..thanx very much if you could take note..
AND IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH IT, THEN STOP LOOKING AT IT NOW..NO ONE ASK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS OR NO ONE ASK YOU TO READ IT..JUST GET OFF THIS BLOG IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY
sry for my words..im writing with full of anger and sadness now.. im so sry...
***
i realise that singapore students lack the spirit and morale these days. what they do is just to study study and study. their life goes on the same everyday.is like they wake up early in the morning just to go to sch,then they study,go for their cca,do hw,revise,slp..their days are spend just like that..where has their respect, responsibility gone to?? if they just spend their days like that, i am sure that they are not going to very successful..so what if they are a graduate?? but if they lack the morale, it is worse than having nothing..
today npcc..haizz... but to eunice, lac larh..nvr get into GOH to me is better,but to you i know larh..don get so upset over these small things kkz?? u will still have a chance de..it is not the end of life..as long as you don gif up hope,there is still a chance out there =D
and today npcc training was..omg..
sec 1s: i will nvr forget what you did to sec 2 squad today..make us owe mam vanessa 165 pumpings..you think this is funny??talking back to mam cynthia,showing her attitude?? pls don think that it is fun..what you are doing is that you are trying to make a fool out of yourself..and today your drills are .. okay..is not that im trying to boast..i have been through sec 1 before and i have gone through it before.. but what you are doing is too much..you are trying to act as if you are cleverer than your seniors..but u did not reflect back on yourself..what if we treat you this way..do you like it??to sec 1s reading this post, i hope that you will learn your lesson and not argue,bargain,complain,demand,excuse..
however, i wrote this for some of those ppl who are always slacking.. i know that there are some of you who are already trying their very best, and some don even know what to do already.. i appreciate for your help =D but one for all, all for one..those ppl who are slacking shld buck up and not slack sommore, think of your other squadmates..do not be selfish
sec 2s:we survive today..though some of us manage to get into GOH,congrats to them..those who did not,don give up on yourself and npcc,when there is a will,there is a way..even if everyone give up hope on you,there will still be a glimpse of light there to shine for you and guide you along the path..remember: never give up on yourself even when the whole world has walked down on you...you still have us,the sec 2s, to follow and accompany you to overcome all your obstacles and we will always be as a team..=) sec 2, jia you jia you jia you!!
sec 3s: err..nth much but there was somone who made me change his impression of him..and he was like totally 2 person...sometime nice and sometime not nice...haizzz..im starting to get suspicious of the sec 3s..i think that once they become ncos,they will use misuse their authority and power..
sec 4s: still okay and fine..nth much to say abt them...
***
that is all for today..because im quite sad and tired now..so shall not blog so much..but what i hope is that to remind you all..npcc is npcc,study is study,play is play,work is work. i hope that during trainings,you will not bring your emotions not related to npcc into this training..this is a training, it is not for you to vent your anger on us..thank you very much..
and when you teach us a new drill(today we learn baton drill). please don stuff all the things and information to us..pls make sure that we know the command and timing as well before going on to learn new things..do not because of you want to rush your things and you keep forcing us to learn.. because it is equivalent as not knowing anything..thanx very much if you could take note..
Thursday, July 13, 2006
hmm..was chatting with jia ling because she is going to china tml...jia ling, wish you bon voyage XD enjoy yourself...
today lessons practically alright..and i was slacking there with bryant during music lessons..and i blast his ears XD lols..so bad worx..=X
but what im angry with is that is only e 3rd wk and i am going to have 2 maths test,1 sci test soon, 1 hmt test & 1 geog test..how can that be..
jss give so little hw and so much test..-.-
haiz..den today suddenly give so much hw...1 eng compo and 1 chinese compo..dorts lorh.haiz..gotta do liao..so shall stop here XD
today lessons practically alright..and i was slacking there with bryant during music lessons..and i blast his ears XD lols..so bad worx..=X
but what im angry with is that is only e 3rd wk and i am going to have 2 maths test,1 sci test soon, 1 hmt test & 1 geog test..how can that be..
jss give so little hw and so much test..-.-
haiz..den today suddenly give so much hw...1 eng compo and 1 chinese compo..dorts lorh.haiz..gotta do liao..so shall stop here XD
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
hmm..today nth really happen..but ching yee went for ear piercing XD wa liao..cannot go coz got npcc..but wun blog abt npcc because some np seniors are tracking down my blog(you know who you are (:) thus,its safer not to blog bah..wanna know then ask me lorh..
anyway I AM GETTING A NEW PHONE SOON!!!!
woots (: im so happy..anyway..im still looking for a hp..so if you guys have any, pls tell me bah..but there are some conditions given to it..i must be less than $300..but is alright..the phone i want must have
-camera
-3G
-other functions
-flip/slide(best is flip cause i lurve flip phone)
-nokia
so if ya guys have any new phone,pls feel free to tag me..thanx (:
shall stop till here now..im going crazy XD
anyway I AM GETTING A NEW PHONE SOON!!!!
woots (: im so happy..anyway..im still looking for a hp..so if you guys have any, pls tell me bah..but there are some conditions given to it..i must be less than $300..but is alright..the phone i want must have
-camera
-3G
-other functions
-flip/slide(best is flip cause i lurve flip phone)
-nokia
so if ya guys have any new phone,pls feel free to tag me..thanx (:
shall stop till here now..im going crazy XD
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
hmm..im just that late to blog..hhex..today arhz..okok loh..just that running..haiz..don wan say liao..tml np training larh..just that bad lorh..but is about tentage and campcraft i think..=) not too bad larh..i'm beginning to enjoy every bit of time inside npcc unlike last time..heh..
today lessons practically alright..and i watch finish ai qing mo fa shi le..nice show actually..shld watch =D now im watching ge dou tian wang by 5566 but is okay if you don watch it because the show is coming up on channel u already XD..shall stop here now..doing ppt proj..
and i realise that teacher always love to give proj -.-
why must they do so..don they think that it is a waste of time?? so what if it is to instill teamwork and unity in us?? i think it will make us worse loh...shall crap more tml =)
today lessons practically alright..and i watch finish ai qing mo fa shi le..nice show actually..shld watch =D now im watching ge dou tian wang by 5566 but is okay if you don watch it because the show is coming up on channel u already XD..shall stop here now..doing ppt proj..
and i realise that teacher always love to give proj -.-
why must they do so..don they think that it is a waste of time?? so what if it is to instill teamwork and unity in us?? i think it will make us worse loh...shall crap more tml =)
Monday, July 10, 2006
hmm..today nth much larh..just that i manage to survive leh..without slping..lols.. today lessons basically were okay..but i hate art more and more already.actually it was not so bad..but the change of teacher make me hate art to the core..arghhh...
anyway..congrats to italy bah..they won the championship title for 2006..though i prefer france, i still have to congratulate the 2 countries
*clap clap clap*
but i lurve france no 10 zidane..he is so cool man..and he's penalty kick made me so envious of him...hehex...too bad..this yr is his last yr..but he left the group with honour and dignity.. i'll salute him forever XD
tml is the geog common test..but is not confirm yet..so i better study..the prob is the guys ask me to memorize cause they said i'm good at it...but last yr i memorize but it made me just pass loh..so how am i going to have confident..i don even understand the chapts..just like i said..i seriously need someone to help me in geog..argh..forget it..is only 2 chapts so i don believe i cannot do it..im gonna try very hard
*grace jia you*
and thur we have another maths test again..travel graph.. last wk was conversion graph test..this wk geog and maths again.. is only the 3rd wk and there are already a no of test up already..streaming yr so is crucial and here i am having to study..haiz..hope that time pass real fast bah.. maths also teach so fast.. how am i going to cope with all the subj?? die liao ah...haiz...so stress now sia...
worse..my grade 5 piano practical is on the 8/8/06..just 1 day before national day!! omg..how am i going to have the mood to play..oh man....just pray hard bah.. but i'm definitely not going to let this affect my mood.. because i will not care abt national day..but concentrate on my piano exams.. but.. i have to go and prac once..which they ask me to go on the 5/8/06..die..sch national day parade..gonna change date asap..
anyway, pray i will do well in both my piano and my tests these wks...grace jia you bah..don worry..i will not stress myself i hope..
anyway..congrats to italy bah..they won the championship title for 2006..though i prefer france, i still have to congratulate the 2 countries
*clap clap clap*
but i lurve france no 10 zidane..he is so cool man..and he's penalty kick made me so envious of him...hehex...too bad..this yr is his last yr..but he left the group with honour and dignity.. i'll salute him forever XD
tml is the geog common test..but is not confirm yet..so i better study..the prob is the guys ask me to memorize cause they said i'm good at it...but last yr i memorize but it made me just pass loh..so how am i going to have confident..i don even understand the chapts..just like i said..i seriously need someone to help me in geog..argh..forget it..is only 2 chapts so i don believe i cannot do it..im gonna try very hard
*grace jia you*
and thur we have another maths test again..travel graph.. last wk was conversion graph test..this wk geog and maths again.. is only the 3rd wk and there are already a no of test up already..streaming yr so is crucial and here i am having to study..haiz..hope that time pass real fast bah.. maths also teach so fast.. how am i going to cope with all the subj?? die liao ah...haiz...so stress now sia...
worse..my grade 5 piano practical is on the 8/8/06..just 1 day before national day!! omg..how am i going to have the mood to play..oh man....just pray hard bah.. but i'm definitely not going to let this affect my mood.. because i will not care abt national day..but concentrate on my piano exams.. but.. i have to go and prac once..which they ask me to go on the 5/8/06..die..sch national day parade..gonna change date asap..
anyway, pray i will do well in both my piano and my tests these wks...grace jia you bah..don worry..i will not stress myself i hope..
Sunday, July 09, 2006
woots (: me today in happy mood bah..because Germany won the 3rd place!!! okays..shall blog about ytd first..
ytd went to changi airport to eat lorh..cause my bro birthday mah..ate fish & co...lols..and then see the changes in changi airport..wow man..so many changes liao loh..den my dad says that we are going overseas this yr end (: yeah..that was why i was in a happy mood..yep..that's all for ytd..
then watch the world cup now haven slp yet..so tired loh..tonight still must watch the finals..and i realise that i wun be slping for 2 days!! oh my gosh..if u find me slping in class tml..oops XD ha..but rest assured i will not be slping no matter what =D
anyway weiqi told me that geog common test is on tue..omg.die larh..mrs pathy already taught me 2 chapts liao..which i don even know loh..how can that be!! and because of that..i don even understand what she taught me..argh..CAN SOMEONE HELP ME IN MY GEOG?? I SERIOUSLY NEED HELP!!!
gotta finish my hw liao..so shall stop for here..
now is a very very short post le larh okays..to these ppl who have been pestering to write a short one xD :
-ching yee
-yan shin
-shih chiang
and to the others lots more xD
u are famous now man..see i so gd..let u be famous in my blog =D
ytd went to changi airport to eat lorh..cause my bro birthday mah..ate fish & co...lols..and then see the changes in changi airport..wow man..so many changes liao loh..den my dad says that we are going overseas this yr end (: yeah..that was why i was in a happy mood..yep..that's all for ytd..
then watch the world cup now haven slp yet..so tired loh..tonight still must watch the finals..and i realise that i wun be slping for 2 days!! oh my gosh..if u find me slping in class tml..oops XD ha..but rest assured i will not be slping no matter what =D
anyway weiqi told me that geog common test is on tue..omg.die larh..mrs pathy already taught me 2 chapts liao..which i don even know loh..how can that be!! and because of that..i don even understand what she taught me..argh..CAN SOMEONE HELP ME IN MY GEOG?? I SERIOUSLY NEED HELP!!!
gotta finish my hw liao..so shall stop for here..
now is a very very short post le larh okays..to these ppl who have been pestering to write a short one xD :
-ching yee
-yan shin
-shih chiang
and to the others lots more xD
u are famous now man..see i so gd..let u be famous in my blog =D
Friday, July 07, 2006
since i have not reading the bks yet because i do not have time.then i shall do some quizzes which i've been tagged to do so bahx =D
the first one:
''Rules: Do the following without complains. Choose five people to do this after you have completed yours. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged... And start your post by 'i have been tagged' then do this:"
Your 10 favourites
Favourite Colours: lavendar,sky blue
Favourite Food: vegetarian and fruits
Favourite Songs: 5566 songs! XD
Favourite Movies: i not stupid 1 & 2
Favourite Sports: swimming & badminton
Favourite Day of the Week: wednesday & sunday
Favourite Ice Cream Flavour: mango
Favourite Countries: australia, thailand, japan
Favourite Things: playing the piano
Your 9 currents
Current Mood: frustrated
Current Clothes: pink sleeveless shirt and black shorts
Current Desktop: my table
Current Toe Nail colour: my colour -.-
Current Time: 5.02pm
Current Annoyance: homework & not finishing my storybk
Current Thoughts: how am i going to understand my geog, sci & maths
Current Song: 5566 cest si' bon
Current "Chatter": none
Our 8 firsts First
First Friend: Yi shu
First Crush: XD
First Movie: too long to rmb =D
First Piercing: dare not have it cause i'm scared of pain..! XD
First Lie: too long to rmb =D
First Music: too much to rmb =D
First Car: none
First Cry: when i was born,because everyone has to cry once when he/she was born ><
Your 7 lasts
Last Cigarette: neh.none
Last Drink: water
Last Car Ride: Yi shu's dad send me to piano's class
Last Crush: XD
Last Movie seen: poiseidon
Last Phone Call: from my mum
Last CD Played: 5566 long time no see album
Your 6 Have you evers
Have you ever date one of your bestfriend: yeah. siying & jia ling XD
Have you ever broken the laws: err..hehex
Have you ever been arrested: err..hhehex
Have you ever been on TV: yeah..
5 things that you are wearing: -.- clothes and clothes
4 things you done today: watch teevee,do hw,read bk,play piano,eat
3 things you heard right now: songs,motorcar engine,car engine
2 things you can't leave without with: stuff & stuff..
and ...things you do when u are bored: u will never get bored if you have sth to do everyday!
5 peeps to do this quiz:
none because i'm very gd and if you want, you can try XD
the second one:
**7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME**
1. love my piano
2. love to read bks
3. have great friends ard me
4. npcc cadet
5. quiet person
6. gold for swimming
7. grade 6 for piano
**7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME**
1. injections
2. exams
3. betrayed by friends
4. bees
5. sudden scaring from my friends
6. illness
7. eating medicine
**7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT**
1. 5566 hao jiu bu jian
2. 183 club wan mei qing ren
3. zhiyang superwoman
4. zhiyang & teresa reaching beyond
5. 7 flowers mi gong
6. kaira gong my island home
7. 5566 shou hou
**7 THINGS I LIKE MOST**
1. play badminton
2. read bks
3. swimming
4. play the piano
5. 5566 XD
6. fruits
7. vegetables
**7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST**
1. stupid
2. wa lau
3. huh
4. take care
5. oie
6. hi
7. bye
**7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS**
1. none
2. none
3. none
4. none
5. none
6. none
7. none
okays..i have finish with what i want to say today =D
today is a very short post liao..because someone keep saying that i have a long post lohx..( u know who you are =p)..shall end now..take care everyone and gdbye~
the first one:
''Rules: Do the following without complains. Choose five people to do this after you have completed yours. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged... And start your post by 'i have been tagged' then do this:"
Your 10 favourites
Favourite Colours: lavendar,sky blue
Favourite Food: vegetarian and fruits
Favourite Songs: 5566 songs! XD
Favourite Movies: i not stupid 1 & 2
Favourite Sports: swimming & badminton
Favourite Day of the Week: wednesday & sunday
Favourite Ice Cream Flavour: mango
Favourite Countries: australia, thailand, japan
Favourite Things: playing the piano
Your 9 currents
Current Mood: frustrated
Current Clothes: pink sleeveless shirt and black shorts
Current Desktop: my table
Current Toe Nail colour: my colour -.-
Current Time: 5.02pm
Current Annoyance: homework & not finishing my storybk
Current Thoughts: how am i going to understand my geog, sci & maths
Current Song: 5566 cest si' bon
Current "Chatter": none
Our 8 firsts First
First Friend: Yi shu
First Crush: XD
First Movie: too long to rmb =D
First Piercing: dare not have it cause i'm scared of pain..! XD
First Lie: too long to rmb =D
First Music: too much to rmb =D
First Car: none
First Cry: when i was born,because everyone has to cry once when he/she was born ><
Your 7 lasts
Last Cigarette: neh.none
Last Drink: water
Last Car Ride: Yi shu's dad send me to piano's class
Last Crush: XD
Last Movie seen: poiseidon
Last Phone Call: from my mum
Last CD Played: 5566 long time no see album
Your 6 Have you evers
Have you ever date one of your bestfriend: yeah. siying & jia ling XD
Have you ever broken the laws: err..hehex
Have you ever been arrested: err..hhehex
Have you ever been on TV: yeah..
5 things that you are wearing: -.- clothes and clothes
4 things you done today: watch teevee,do hw,read bk,play piano,eat
3 things you heard right now: songs,motorcar engine,car engine
2 things you can't leave without with: stuff & stuff..
and ...things you do when u are bored: u will never get bored if you have sth to do everyday!
5 peeps to do this quiz:
none because i'm very gd and if you want, you can try XD
the second one:
**7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME**
1. love my piano
2. love to read bks
3. have great friends ard me
4. npcc cadet
5. quiet person
6. gold for swimming
7. grade 6 for piano
**7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME**
1. injections
2. exams
3. betrayed by friends
4. bees
5. sudden scaring from my friends
6. illness
7. eating medicine
**7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT**
1. 5566 hao jiu bu jian
2. 183 club wan mei qing ren
3. zhiyang superwoman
4. zhiyang & teresa reaching beyond
5. 7 flowers mi gong
6. kaira gong my island home
7. 5566 shou hou
**7 THINGS I LIKE MOST**
1. play badminton
2. read bks
3. swimming
4. play the piano
5. 5566 XD
6. fruits
7. vegetables
**7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST**
1. stupid
2. wa lau
3. huh
4. take care
5. oie
6. hi
7. bye
**7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS**
1. none
2. none
3. none
4. none
5. none
6. none
7. none
okays..i have finish with what i want to say today =D
today is a very short post liao..because someone keep saying that i have a long post lohx..( u know who you are =p)..shall end now..take care everyone and gdbye~
Thursday, July 06, 2006
alright..just finish another book today.and i left with another 2 more bks =D the book i read today was Breezing through exams by Dr Low Guat Tin..thus, shall make comment abt this book again =D oh yah..before i comment on that, wa lau..today ms chng made the duets ppl play pieces again.pfft.. worse,this time she gave me and bryant the most difficult pieces and it was 4 pgs each..omg..4!! and she said to us,it was easy peasy -.- wa lau..stupid lorh..den eileen and hazel's pieces were like so easy lohx...but i know coz they are that standard mah..but is not fair lohx.. at least we shld get an easier pieces or 2 pgs only..but she gave us 4 pgs each..haiz...alright..shall continue with the story xD
THE ART OF PASSING WITH FLYING COLOURS
BREEZING THROUGH EXAMS
IF YOU WANT TO PASS YOUR EXAMS WITH FLYING COLOURS, I URGE YOU TO EITHER READ MY POST TODAY OR GO BUY THIS BOOK!!
Breezing through exams by Dr Low Guat Tin
1. Having right mental attitude and reprogramming yourself.
Thomas Edison once said "Success comes from nine-tenths perspiration, one-tenth is inspiration. I agree that success comes through sheer hard work.However, some said that getting through exams invovled abit of luck-like spotting the right questions and being able to remember the right things.
Someone once said "We have found the enemy and the enemy is in us." What you see is a successful person with a string of degrees.If you think that you are going to fil,you might just fail.Normally,before the exam,most of us will say alot of negative things to ourselves,like "I hope i pass","i know it's going to be tough,but i hope i don't fail". However, As a man thinketh,so is he. Often, if we think we cannot do it,we will fail our exams and will forget all the facts.
Instead of say:
- i am not good at remembering facts
-i know i will fail
-i never have enough time
- i am tired everyday
-i hate to go to school
say:
- i have a great memory
-i am able to remember what i have learnt
-i know that i have worked hard and will not fail
-i have enough time to do what i need to do
-i have alot of energy
-i love life and i live life to the fulles
-i like school
- i enjoy my time in school with my teachers and classmates
I think, therefore I am.
2. Short and long term goals and setting specific and realistic goals
Nothing succeeds like success. For eg, if you want to become a doctor, that is a long term goal and you are setting a realistic goal for yourself. As for your short term goal, you have to make a point to study for each topic of science, and get good grades for it.With that, you climb higher and higher in your goals and finally reach your long term goal in becoming a doctor!
3. Time management,to-do-list,rewards
The first rule of time management is to be punctual.Do not waste other people's time. The second rule is to know your priorities or as long as What is important, do!
The urgent? Urgent time-short and quick
The important? Important time-take time
It means that we must not forget that urgent things are different from important things.We should get our priorities right.Never spend $100 worth of time on a one-cent problem.
You must also have to-do-list which is to take notes of things which you have to the next day.in this way, you will not forget what you need to do tml. rmb, "Fail to plan and you have planned to fail"
When your exams are near, and you are receiving more phone calls, try to block off time for your studies.It is simple.Just tell your friends that you are trying to study and ask them to call ltr,or simply just tell them that you can spare them only 5 mins.
Once we have know our priorities,differentiating between the urgent and important and to guard our time,to-do-list you will manage your time even better.Reward yourself once your goal is achieve so that you can motivate yourself to do better.
4. Coping with enxiety,laughter,taking notes,sharing with friends
Be positive when exams are getting nearer and tell yourself you can do it.Take in a deep breath and say R-E-L-A-X. And do not forget to laugh too.Laugh is a very good medicine and laughter is internal jogging.When you are real tired and you laugh at a joke,you will find your batteries recharge. Your adrenalin starts flowing again and you become wide awake.Laughter is a powerful tool to fight boredom, tiredness,grief and anger.
In class,try to take notes and remember the key points.It helps. next, share them with your friends as the more you know, and when you explain to your friends and your friends understand what you have said to them, it means that you have fully understand that topic.You can also write your notes in index cards so that you can take them to anywhere you go.
5. Active recall,improving memory,study blocks,revision checklist
You have to recall what you have read. You chose to forget. When sth interests you,you will remember them.However,when you dislike sth,you chose and tend to forget them. Remembering is our responsibility. We cannot control how much intelligence we have been endowed with,we can control how much we want to remember.Intelligence is not related to memory.It does not mean that if you are bright,you will have good memory. The ability to rmb is a skill,and like all skill,practise it. Some ppl can rmb even the smallest of detail is because they chose to rmb it.
A revision checklist is like a to-do-list. Once you have finish revising that topic, strike that topic off on the piece of paper. From there,you will know which topics you have not revise on and not learn everything again and again.
6. Flexiblity and momentum,pre exam run through
When the exams are near, try to revise once or twice than what you normally do. The momentum must be there. What does it mean? it means that when you are revising for the past few days, do not stop. Continue what you are doing and keep up the good work.
7. Do not be late during the exam
When there is an exam at 8am, try to reach half an hour before the exam. That will keep you relax and at the same time you can try to read more of the notes that you have taken. Recreation is the re-creation of life. Each time when you are tired, go for a jog and you will return wide awake.
8. Physical and emotional preparation,enjoying your studies
Being physical preparing means that you should ensure a healthy lifestyle. You should exercise more too to keep you healthy. Being emotional preparing means that you should not panick all the time and should keep calm of yourself to ensure that you will do well in your exams. Grow,Let Go,Enjoy,Celebrate,Re-centre.
The 17th-century American philosopher and poet,Ralph Waldo Emerson once said" to wise, life is a festival" And to us,studying for exams can be an enjoyable task,sort of a "festival" too. As you see yourself accomplishing your goals and understanding what you have learnt,that is very rewarding and enjoyable.
9. Benefits of humour,celebration,the Five Big P's and the Four Important Ps
Laughter reduces tension and you must celebrate once you know that you have work hard for the tests. The Five Big P's
-Procrastination[you must do and know you can do today-do.if you know you must start revising for exams and know you have time today,then start revising]
-Perfectionism[Perfectionists spend too much time redoing work.Get on with your revision.you do not have the time nor the energy to pander to you perfectionist drive]
-Possessiveness[when we teach on another,you will not only understand better,,but remember it better]
-Panic[if you panic, do the relaxation exercises.take in deep breath and say the word R-E-L-A-X. tell youself to calm down and remain calm.]
-Pad[when answering qns,get to the point.do not pad-give long ans.marks are not given for that.]
The Four Important P's
-Practise[when revising,practise answering the qns with past year exam papers.the more you practise,the better you will be]
-Pace[give ample time to the amount of work you do.see how much time you have and how much work has to be done]
-Plug[as you revise,plug the gaps in your knowledge.if you know there is sth you are not sure abt,ask someone to expalin it to you so you can fill up the missing links.]
-Postpone[some work must be postpone if they are interfering your studies.For success in exams means more doors will be opened to you]
A WINNER'S CREED:
If you think you are beaten, you are;
If you think you dare not, you don't;
If you like to win, but think you can't;
It's almost a cinch you won't;
If you think you'll lose, you're lost;
For out in the world we find
Success begins with a person's will
It's all in the state of mind
Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster hand;
But sooner or later
The person who wins
Is the one who thinks "I CAN".
(Author Unknown)
thus, the story is finish. It is a very good bk,so i encourage all of you to read it. It helps you calm down when going for examinations and give you tips for revising for the exams. thus, my blog ends here today..tml is early sch dismissal and no npcc xD hooray =D
THE ART OF PASSING WITH FLYING COLOURS
BREEZING THROUGH EXAMS
IF YOU WANT TO PASS YOUR EXAMS WITH FLYING COLOURS, I URGE YOU TO EITHER READ MY POST TODAY OR GO BUY THIS BOOK!!
Breezing through exams by Dr Low Guat Tin
1. Having right mental attitude and reprogramming yourself.
Thomas Edison once said "Success comes from nine-tenths perspiration, one-tenth is inspiration. I agree that success comes through sheer hard work.However, some said that getting through exams invovled abit of luck-like spotting the right questions and being able to remember the right things.
Someone once said "We have found the enemy and the enemy is in us." What you see is a successful person with a string of degrees.If you think that you are going to fil,you might just fail.Normally,before the exam,most of us will say alot of negative things to ourselves,like "I hope i pass","i know it's going to be tough,but i hope i don't fail". However, As a man thinketh,so is he. Often, if we think we cannot do it,we will fail our exams and will forget all the facts.
Instead of say:
- i am not good at remembering facts
-i know i will fail
-i never have enough time
- i am tired everyday
-i hate to go to school
say:
- i have a great memory
-i am able to remember what i have learnt
-i know that i have worked hard and will not fail
-i have enough time to do what i need to do
-i have alot of energy
-i love life and i live life to the fulles
-i like school
- i enjoy my time in school with my teachers and classmates
I think, therefore I am.
2. Short and long term goals and setting specific and realistic goals
Nothing succeeds like success. For eg, if you want to become a doctor, that is a long term goal and you are setting a realistic goal for yourself. As for your short term goal, you have to make a point to study for each topic of science, and get good grades for it.With that, you climb higher and higher in your goals and finally reach your long term goal in becoming a doctor!
3. Time management,to-do-list,rewards
The first rule of time management is to be punctual.Do not waste other people's time. The second rule is to know your priorities or as long as What is important, do!
The urgent? Urgent time-short and quick
The important? Important time-take time
It means that we must not forget that urgent things are different from important things.We should get our priorities right.Never spend $100 worth of time on a one-cent problem.
You must also have to-do-list which is to take notes of things which you have to the next day.in this way, you will not forget what you need to do tml. rmb, "Fail to plan and you have planned to fail"
When your exams are near, and you are receiving more phone calls, try to block off time for your studies.It is simple.Just tell your friends that you are trying to study and ask them to call ltr,or simply just tell them that you can spare them only 5 mins.
Once we have know our priorities,differentiating between the urgent and important and to guard our time,to-do-list you will manage your time even better.Reward yourself once your goal is achieve so that you can motivate yourself to do better.
4. Coping with enxiety,laughter,taking notes,sharing with friends
Be positive when exams are getting nearer and tell yourself you can do it.Take in a deep breath and say R-E-L-A-X. And do not forget to laugh too.Laugh is a very good medicine and laughter is internal jogging.When you are real tired and you laugh at a joke,you will find your batteries recharge. Your adrenalin starts flowing again and you become wide awake.Laughter is a powerful tool to fight boredom, tiredness,grief and anger.
In class,try to take notes and remember the key points.It helps. next, share them with your friends as the more you know, and when you explain to your friends and your friends understand what you have said to them, it means that you have fully understand that topic.You can also write your notes in index cards so that you can take them to anywhere you go.
5. Active recall,improving memory,study blocks,revision checklist
You have to recall what you have read. You chose to forget. When sth interests you,you will remember them.However,when you dislike sth,you chose and tend to forget them. Remembering is our responsibility. We cannot control how much intelligence we have been endowed with,we can control how much we want to remember.Intelligence is not related to memory.It does not mean that if you are bright,you will have good memory. The ability to rmb is a skill,and like all skill,practise it. Some ppl can rmb even the smallest of detail is because they chose to rmb it.
A revision checklist is like a to-do-list. Once you have finish revising that topic, strike that topic off on the piece of paper. From there,you will know which topics you have not revise on and not learn everything again and again.
6. Flexiblity and momentum,pre exam run through
When the exams are near, try to revise once or twice than what you normally do. The momentum must be there. What does it mean? it means that when you are revising for the past few days, do not stop. Continue what you are doing and keep up the good work.
7. Do not be late during the exam
When there is an exam at 8am, try to reach half an hour before the exam. That will keep you relax and at the same time you can try to read more of the notes that you have taken. Recreation is the re-creation of life. Each time when you are tired, go for a jog and you will return wide awake.
8. Physical and emotional preparation,enjoying your studies
Being physical preparing means that you should ensure a healthy lifestyle. You should exercise more too to keep you healthy. Being emotional preparing means that you should not panick all the time and should keep calm of yourself to ensure that you will do well in your exams. Grow,Let Go,Enjoy,Celebrate,Re-centre.
The 17th-century American philosopher and poet,Ralph Waldo Emerson once said" to wise, life is a festival" And to us,studying for exams can be an enjoyable task,sort of a "festival" too. As you see yourself accomplishing your goals and understanding what you have learnt,that is very rewarding and enjoyable.
9. Benefits of humour,celebration,the Five Big P's and the Four Important Ps
Laughter reduces tension and you must celebrate once you know that you have work hard for the tests. The Five Big P's
-Procrastination[you must do and know you can do today-do.if you know you must start revising for exams and know you have time today,then start revising]
-Perfectionism[Perfectionists spend too much time redoing work.Get on with your revision.you do not have the time nor the energy to pander to you perfectionist drive]
-Possessiveness[when we teach on another,you will not only understand better,,but remember it better]
-Panic[if you panic, do the relaxation exercises.take in deep breath and say the word R-E-L-A-X. tell youself to calm down and remain calm.]
-Pad[when answering qns,get to the point.do not pad-give long ans.marks are not given for that.]
The Four Important P's
-Practise[when revising,practise answering the qns with past year exam papers.the more you practise,the better you will be]
-Pace[give ample time to the amount of work you do.see how much time you have and how much work has to be done]
-Plug[as you revise,plug the gaps in your knowledge.if you know there is sth you are not sure abt,ask someone to expalin it to you so you can fill up the missing links.]
-Postpone[some work must be postpone if they are interfering your studies.For success in exams means more doors will be opened to you]
A WINNER'S CREED:
If you think you are beaten, you are;
If you think you dare not, you don't;
If you like to win, but think you can't;
It's almost a cinch you won't;
If you think you'll lose, you're lost;
For out in the world we find
Success begins with a person's will
It's all in the state of mind
Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster hand;
But sooner or later
The person who wins
Is the one who thinks "I CAN".
(Author Unknown)
thus, the story is finish. It is a very good bk,so i encourage all of you to read it. It helps you calm down when going for examinations and give you tips for revising for the exams. thus, my blog ends here today..tml is early sch dismissal and no npcc xD hooray =D
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
i just read finish the book on iron man ytd and today i read finish another bk called Ten rules for being human which i borrowed frm my dad's boss =D so,i shall summarize the ten rules in my blog today and carry on with what ms tham said ytd on the advancement in china today.
both are different stories so i will post them in different colours.=D however,my thoughts will be in orange today.Take time to read as it may help you grow too =D
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IF LIFE IS A GAME,THESE ARE THE RULES
By Cherie Carter-Scott,PhD
Rule one - You will receive a body
Acceptance or rejection of your body only carries weight in your own mind, and your perception has no bearing on how your body actually looks,so why not choose the ease of acceptance rather than the pain of rejection? The choice is yours.
this actually means that when you receive a body,you either accept or reject.god gave us a body which is complete,unlike those who had to have their retribution and born abnormal,so why must we choose to reject our own body?everyone is unique in its own way so we shld actually accept for who we are and what we do.thus, the choice is up to you.
Rule two - You will be presented with lessons
Each day in the school of life you will be presented with all the lessons that you specifically need to learn,whether you choose to learn them or not is entirely up to you.See these lessons as gifts.or guides along your path toward living as your authentic self.
In school,we have different subjects to learn everyday.All these subjects actually will help us in our lives next time.Teachers are there to teach us and guide us along if we have difficulties in coping.However, some of us treat it as teachers are boring.Whether you want to learn or not is entirely up to us because do the teachers gain anything? They don't.They are merely just passing their knowledge to us and it is up to us whether we want to grab the change or not.We shld take these lessons and gifts and not forgetting what the teachers taught us as we may regret when we grow up next time.
Rule three - There are no mistakes,only lessons
Growth is a process of exprimentation, a series of trails, errors, victories and setbacks.The failed experiments are as much a part of the pricess as the experiments that work.Without lessons,it is difficult to convery mistakes into valuable learning opportunities.
No one is perfect in this world.As said, growth is a process of experimentation and setbacks.One shld have setbacks once in a while or else we will think everything that we do will be go on swiftly and if we met a setback nxt time,we may think that there is no point in living.Though we met with setbacks,it does not mean end of the world.Instead,we shld see each setback as a lesson and not mistakes.To help us further improve,once a setback in a while will help us realise our mistakes, ensuring that we will not repeat history itself and we will continue to aim higher next time.
Rule four - A lesson is repeated until learned
Lessons will be repeated to you in various forms until you have learned them.When you have learned them,you can then go on to the next lesson.
Do not give up when you met with a setback.You shld instead repeat everything until you are familiar with it.e.g., for mathematics,if you fail that particular paper,you shld try and try and try again and again and again until you are familiar with that paper and learnt your mistakes.Take it as a lesson learnt and do not repeat again.Once you have mastered them and the basics,you can then proceed on to the next topic.
Rule five - Learning does not end
Your journey on earth is constantly unfolding,and while your wisdom grow and your capacity to deal with challenges expands,new lessons will present themselves.Lessons will be around as long as you live.
In live,we shld not live with regret.There is a chinese saying that goes "huo dao lao,xue dao lao",which means that as you grow older each day, you continue to study more and never give up on yourself.Life is unpredictable and unfolding and as long as you live,everything is still new to you and more things will start coming up soon.So, we shld start expanding our wisdom and deal with the challenges we face.Nothing is impossible in this world if you set heart at it.
Rule six - There is no better than here
This rule encourages you to live fully in the present.When your 'there' has become a 'here',you will simply obtain a there that will look better to you than your present here.Live in the 'here and now'.Avoid the continuous cycle of longing.
The past is the past.Do not look back into the past and we shld look forward to the future.e.g.when you say you want to get 75 and you finally achieve your mark,you will look better than what you have now because all your efforts have paid off.Live in the present and look forward to the future because what is past is past.You can never get back to before so why not think of the future and make your life more meaningful and challenging?Although memories are not being forgotted, you shld think of the good ones and not the bad ones because nth can change the fact.You have enjoyed yourself thus it is time to move on.do not dwell so much on the past and u shld instead look more forward to the future.Leave with no regrets.
Rule seven - Others are only mirrors of you
You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects something you love or hate about yourself.See the qualities that you admire in others as characteristics that you have already embraced in youself,allow them to illuminate more clearly your own feelings of self-worth.
Others are only a reflection of you.What you do is none of other ppl's business.Also,what others do is also none of your business.Thus,you cannot criticize a person's actions or behaviour unless you have done it youself before.Instead,the characteristics that you have which others also have it shld be the ones you shld be admiring.
Rule eight - What you make of your life is up to you
You have all the tools and resources you need.What you do with them is up to you.
Just like Mr Neivelle Tan,he has all the tools and resources he needed.How he wants to deal with it is his own problem.He could choose to study with them and get into a university.But what did he do in the end? He chosed the path which led him astray.What abt you? Do you want to live in regret the next time? So think carefully and plan abt what you want to do with these tools and resources.
Rule nine - Your answers lie inside of you
All you need to do is look,listen and trust.Many answers to life's problems are available by trusting your intuition and listening to the 'little voices' in your head.
Whatever you do, you do not have to tell others.You just need to answer to yourself.Have you done the right thing? The life is yours and you shld follow your own intuition and not listen to other ppl decision.The problem that you surface is you are the one who shld be overcoming all the obstacles and not your friends.Thus, follow your own intuition.If you think is right,then go ahead with it.You do not have to follow in the footsteps of others and care what they will think of you.
Rule ten - You will forget all of this at birth
Create ways to find your way back to your truth when you forget.Surround yourself with people who know your personal truth and are familiar with your authentic self.They can help keep you rooted.
If you have problem remembering things,then create a livelier way of remembering them.Surround yourself with those who know you and will help you remember things and improve the way you are now.These are then your true friends.
These are the ten rules that perhaps may be useful to you,so why not read it and think abt how it can help you.
Also,here are some useful quotes which is quite related to this:
1. Life is not measured by the numbers of breath we take,but by the moments that take our breath away.
2. Friends are for lifetime.Treasure them as they are the ones who add colours to your life,you are able to change your mood from bad to good.
3. Whenever you see dark shadows in front of your path in life,try turning 180 degrees around.Bright light is shining beautifully behind you.
4. Whatever nice things we got,something bad is bound to follow.Whatever bad things we got, something good is following too.
5. Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens,not by what life brings to us,but by the attitude we bring to life.A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts,events and outcomes.It is a catalyst,a spark that creates extraordinary results.
6. Many of life's failure are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.Dance as though no one is watching you.Love as though you have never been hurt before.Ring as though no one can hear you.Live as though heaven is on earth.Dare to live,dare to dream.
7. An age is a darkness not because the light does not shine but is the people refuses to believe it.knowing you,my life is filled with miracles and twice as many stars.Accept what you are able to do and what you are unable to do.Accept the past as past without denying or discarding it.
8. The only place where dreams are impossible is in your own mind.The past cannot be changed,the future is still in your hands.Do not let today's disappointments cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams.A champion is someone who gets up,even when they cannot.
9. Friendship fumbles your joys, divides your sorrows.many people will walk in and out of your life,but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. A friend is someone who walks in when the whole world has walked out.one word frees us all the weight and pain of life;the word is love.
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Next is what our principal,Ms tham had talked about the rapid advancement of china during flag raising.
With china's development forging ahead, singaporeans should review their attitude and take this present state of affairs into serious consideration. Next time, i am sure that our live are going to be surrounded by china and chinese.Singapore's prosperity is determined by us, teenagers, future sucessor of singapore. we have to let singapore prosper to have ourselves flourish, its not for fame or money, its for better living and to realise our more ambitious dreams.
Why did a man changed his university to Beijing University instead of the one in England? He knows that China is rapidly growing and may even control our lives one day,thus he had said the correct thing.So what if we
are a graduate?if we do not know how to speak chinese or even know the history of the world,it also makes us useless as a graduate.It makes a big difference.
Recently singapore was ranked the bottom 10 of the most courtesy city.
Indeed, how disappointing it was when saw the news, no one even cared to smile and they even get angry with you for interfering with their lives.
It seems like without the present of such campaign, singaporean would not even realise that they are not smiling.
There's a quote " It takes seventeen muscles to smile and forty-three to frown" but we singaporeans are busy bees, spending time unefficiently on what seems to us are important work. Are all these impt??is working really so impt that we have to surrender ourselves to fate for working day and night without rewarding ourselves even if it is a drink at the pub?
Hereby, calling out for teenagers to give their future a serious thought.
Where will we be standing as in the world after waving goodbye to our identity as a student?
What are the types of life and future which we adore and the methods of achieving it?
What will our future be like?
Are we Singaporeans really to engage in working that we may even forgot the time that we has to go home and spend more time with our family?
Where has the quality time spend went to?i think that it has gone down the drain.All work and play makes jack a dull boy and i seriously agree with it.
Are we reallly going to work until the day we really die and get ourselves evolve with only work,work and work?
It might be too early to give such issue a thought, but what we are doing now might affect our future somehow, somewhere... thus,i seriously hope that you will think of the consequences and for the sake of our future...
***
That is the end of today's post and i seriously hope that you will think carefully for the sake of yourself...
both are different stories so i will post them in different colours.=D however,my thoughts will be in orange today.Take time to read as it may help you grow too =D
***
IF LIFE IS A GAME,THESE ARE THE RULES
By Cherie Carter-Scott,PhD
Rule one - You will receive a body
Acceptance or rejection of your body only carries weight in your own mind, and your perception has no bearing on how your body actually looks,so why not choose the ease of acceptance rather than the pain of rejection? The choice is yours.
this actually means that when you receive a body,you either accept or reject.god gave us a body which is complete,unlike those who had to have their retribution and born abnormal,so why must we choose to reject our own body?everyone is unique in its own way so we shld actually accept for who we are and what we do.thus, the choice is up to you.
Rule two - You will be presented with lessons
Each day in the school of life you will be presented with all the lessons that you specifically need to learn,whether you choose to learn them or not is entirely up to you.See these lessons as gifts.or guides along your path toward living as your authentic self.
In school,we have different subjects to learn everyday.All these subjects actually will help us in our lives next time.Teachers are there to teach us and guide us along if we have difficulties in coping.However, some of us treat it as teachers are boring.Whether you want to learn or not is entirely up to us because do the teachers gain anything? They don't.They are merely just passing their knowledge to us and it is up to us whether we want to grab the change or not.We shld take these lessons and gifts and not forgetting what the teachers taught us as we may regret when we grow up next time.
Rule three - There are no mistakes,only lessons
Growth is a process of exprimentation, a series of trails, errors, victories and setbacks.The failed experiments are as much a part of the pricess as the experiments that work.Without lessons,it is difficult to convery mistakes into valuable learning opportunities.
No one is perfect in this world.As said, growth is a process of experimentation and setbacks.One shld have setbacks once in a while or else we will think everything that we do will be go on swiftly and if we met a setback nxt time,we may think that there is no point in living.Though we met with setbacks,it does not mean end of the world.Instead,we shld see each setback as a lesson and not mistakes.To help us further improve,once a setback in a while will help us realise our mistakes, ensuring that we will not repeat history itself and we will continue to aim higher next time.
Rule four - A lesson is repeated until learned
Lessons will be repeated to you in various forms until you have learned them.When you have learned them,you can then go on to the next lesson.
Do not give up when you met with a setback.You shld instead repeat everything until you are familiar with it.e.g., for mathematics,if you fail that particular paper,you shld try and try and try again and again and again until you are familiar with that paper and learnt your mistakes.Take it as a lesson learnt and do not repeat again.Once you have mastered them and the basics,you can then proceed on to the next topic.
Rule five - Learning does not end
Your journey on earth is constantly unfolding,and while your wisdom grow and your capacity to deal with challenges expands,new lessons will present themselves.Lessons will be around as long as you live.
In live,we shld not live with regret.There is a chinese saying that goes "huo dao lao,xue dao lao",which means that as you grow older each day, you continue to study more and never give up on yourself.Life is unpredictable and unfolding and as long as you live,everything is still new to you and more things will start coming up soon.So, we shld start expanding our wisdom and deal with the challenges we face.Nothing is impossible in this world if you set heart at it.
Rule six - There is no better than here
This rule encourages you to live fully in the present.When your 'there' has become a 'here',you will simply obtain a there that will look better to you than your present here.Live in the 'here and now'.Avoid the continuous cycle of longing.
The past is the past.Do not look back into the past and we shld look forward to the future.e.g.when you say you want to get 75 and you finally achieve your mark,you will look better than what you have now because all your efforts have paid off.Live in the present and look forward to the future because what is past is past.You can never get back to before so why not think of the future and make your life more meaningful and challenging?Although memories are not being forgotted, you shld think of the good ones and not the bad ones because nth can change the fact.You have enjoyed yourself thus it is time to move on.do not dwell so much on the past and u shld instead look more forward to the future.Leave with no regrets.
Rule seven - Others are only mirrors of you
You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects something you love or hate about yourself.See the qualities that you admire in others as characteristics that you have already embraced in youself,allow them to illuminate more clearly your own feelings of self-worth.
Others are only a reflection of you.What you do is none of other ppl's business.Also,what others do is also none of your business.Thus,you cannot criticize a person's actions or behaviour unless you have done it youself before.Instead,the characteristics that you have which others also have it shld be the ones you shld be admiring.
Rule eight - What you make of your life is up to you
You have all the tools and resources you need.What you do with them is up to you.
Just like Mr Neivelle Tan,he has all the tools and resources he needed.How he wants to deal with it is his own problem.He could choose to study with them and get into a university.But what did he do in the end? He chosed the path which led him astray.What abt you? Do you want to live in regret the next time? So think carefully and plan abt what you want to do with these tools and resources.
Rule nine - Your answers lie inside of you
All you need to do is look,listen and trust.Many answers to life's problems are available by trusting your intuition and listening to the 'little voices' in your head.
Whatever you do, you do not have to tell others.You just need to answer to yourself.Have you done the right thing? The life is yours and you shld follow your own intuition and not listen to other ppl decision.The problem that you surface is you are the one who shld be overcoming all the obstacles and not your friends.Thus, follow your own intuition.If you think is right,then go ahead with it.You do not have to follow in the footsteps of others and care what they will think of you.
Rule ten - You will forget all of this at birth
Create ways to find your way back to your truth when you forget.Surround yourself with people who know your personal truth and are familiar with your authentic self.They can help keep you rooted.
If you have problem remembering things,then create a livelier way of remembering them.Surround yourself with those who know you and will help you remember things and improve the way you are now.These are then your true friends.
These are the ten rules that perhaps may be useful to you,so why not read it and think abt how it can help you.
Also,here are some useful quotes which is quite related to this:
1. Life is not measured by the numbers of breath we take,but by the moments that take our breath away.
2. Friends are for lifetime.Treasure them as they are the ones who add colours to your life,you are able to change your mood from bad to good.
3. Whenever you see dark shadows in front of your path in life,try turning 180 degrees around.Bright light is shining beautifully behind you.
4. Whatever nice things we got,something bad is bound to follow.Whatever bad things we got, something good is following too.
5. Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens,not by what life brings to us,but by the attitude we bring to life.A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts,events and outcomes.It is a catalyst,a spark that creates extraordinary results.
6. Many of life's failure are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.Dance as though no one is watching you.Love as though you have never been hurt before.Ring as though no one can hear you.Live as though heaven is on earth.Dare to live,dare to dream.
7. An age is a darkness not because the light does not shine but is the people refuses to believe it.knowing you,my life is filled with miracles and twice as many stars.Accept what you are able to do and what you are unable to do.Accept the past as past without denying or discarding it.
8. The only place where dreams are impossible is in your own mind.The past cannot be changed,the future is still in your hands.Do not let today's disappointments cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams.A champion is someone who gets up,even when they cannot.
9. Friendship fumbles your joys, divides your sorrows.many people will walk in and out of your life,but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. A friend is someone who walks in when the whole world has walked out.one word frees us all the weight and pain of life;the word is love.
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Next is what our principal,Ms tham had talked about the rapid advancement of china during flag raising.
With china's development forging ahead, singaporeans should review their attitude and take this present state of affairs into serious consideration. Next time, i am sure that our live are going to be surrounded by china and chinese.Singapore's prosperity is determined by us, teenagers, future sucessor of singapore. we have to let singapore prosper to have ourselves flourish, its not for fame or money, its for better living and to realise our more ambitious dreams.
Why did a man changed his university to Beijing University instead of the one in England? He knows that China is rapidly growing and may even control our lives one day,thus he had said the correct thing.So what if we
are a graduate?if we do not know how to speak chinese or even know the history of the world,it also makes us useless as a graduate.It makes a big difference.
Recently singapore was ranked the bottom 10 of the most courtesy city.
Indeed, how disappointing it was when saw the news, no one even cared to smile and they even get angry with you for interfering with their lives.
It seems like without the present of such campaign, singaporean would not even realise that they are not smiling.
There's a quote " It takes seventeen muscles to smile and forty-three to frown" but we singaporeans are busy bees, spending time unefficiently on what seems to us are important work. Are all these impt??is working really so impt that we have to surrender ourselves to fate for working day and night without rewarding ourselves even if it is a drink at the pub?
Hereby, calling out for teenagers to give their future a serious thought.
Where will we be standing as in the world after waving goodbye to our identity as a student?
What are the types of life and future which we adore and the methods of achieving it?
What will our future be like?
Are we Singaporeans really to engage in working that we may even forgot the time that we has to go home and spend more time with our family?
Where has the quality time spend went to?i think that it has gone down the drain.All work and play makes jack a dull boy and i seriously agree with it.
Are we reallly going to work until the day we really die and get ourselves evolve with only work,work and work?
It might be too early to give such issue a thought, but what we are doing now might affect our future somehow, somewhere... thus,i seriously hope that you will think of the consequences and for the sake of our future...
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That is the end of today's post and i seriously hope that you will think carefully for the sake of yourself...
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
EVERYONE LOOK AT TODAY'S POST..IT IS VERY IMPORTANT!!!!
as usual..today i am going to tell a story and my thought will be in green ><
ok..it is abt a guy called neivelle tan who so called inspired me with his talk today in our assembly..here goes his story..at the same time, u guys could do a reflection of yourself..okay guys..but let me warn u first, i am not trying to promote religion myself or what, but just want to tell u a true account of a real life story and let u think the morale of the story yourself..
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story of a young offender's first involvement with street crimes, his repeated return to destructive behaveiour and the decisive moments of his jail sentence. A guy borned in april 1940 and is 66 yrs old today. He was an ex-convict, a rebellious person and a naugty boy. At pri 5, he was already a sch drop-out and a gangster. He was also invovled a street society or gang fight as what we call now.
He had a habit, to us which is bad. He loves to irritate teachers when he was young and to him, irritating a teacher gives him a sense of satisfaction.What he did was to disturb all of the teachers who taught him and to him, bringing him to the principal was what he loves most.
No matter what the principal did to him be it oublic canning,calling up his parents or counselling nothing could change him for the better.To him, public canning was nothing to him.in fact,to most of you,public canning was serious..but to him,it was just a piece of cake and to the other students,everyone regarded him as a hero. He said that when there was a public canning, he would just wear an extra shorts in it and went for canning without crying.........
However,there was only a teacher who could not be irritated and thus, he in fact was the one being irritated.Last time,if you do not ans a qns immediately, the teacher could cane you on your knuckles but this teacher instead,forgive him time and time and time again.Neivelle Tan took cockroach with ink and put inside a matchbox and put it on the teacher's table.When the teacher opened up the matchbox,the ink cockroach crawled up onto her arms.She knew that it was the notorious boy,Neivelle. She called him to the front and said to him,
"Neivelle, I know that this is the act of yours.I know your trick that you will want me to send you to the principal,get a detention and a public canning.But no. I will forgive you because GOD LOVES YOU,JESUS LOVES YOU,AND MOST OF ALL,I LOVE YOU."
The word in capital letter was the one which drove Neivelle crazy.He was an anti christian.Thus he said to the teacher that if she was to said that again,he will pump all her four car tyres.Please bear in mind that last time,if your tyres are pumped,you have to wait for a few wks before you get back your car.
And again,Neivelle bullied another student.This time the teacher said to him:i am going to forgive you because GOD LOVES YOU,JESUS LOVES YOU,AND MOST OF ALL,I LOVE YOU!
This drove Neivelle mad and he went to pump the teacher's car tyres.The next day,Neivelle went to sch in 2 shorts,preparing that he was going to receive a public canning.He was the first one to get into the classroom.There he was,alone,with the teacher whom he had pumped her car tyres.She was crying.Neivelle was akward.for guys,if you see the teacher crying,you would probably get akward and ask yourself:what to do??why is the teacher crying??what am i to do next?? This goes the same for Neivelle.He tried to creep out of the classroom but the teacher called him to the front.The teacher said to him,sadly:
Neivelle,i do not know why you hate me so much??i am doing this for all your own good.And i am still puzzled on why you are treating me this way.But,since i know your tricks,i will not send you to the principal.Because GOD LOVES YOU,JESUS LOVES YOU,AND MOST OF ALL,I LOVE YOU!
So,it made Neivelle angry.Thus he was drop out of sch.As he was at the age of 15,there was alot of involvment of street fights,and he was one of them.One day,he got invovle in a fight just outside a police station and one of them was being stabbed.This frightened Neivelle and he went to stay in the jungle for almost 1/2 a yr before he was being caught.
When he was being caught,he was sentence to death.However,his lawyers fought his case with the judge and he luckily escaped the gallows.How did he do that? Perhaps god was on his side,he was 2 wks before 18yrs old and anyone under the age of 18 could not be sentence to death.Thus he was sentence to life imprison.He could only be out only when the queen granted him the permission to do so.
There in jail,he continue to rebell.And he was sentence to solidatary where he was locked up in a four corner with no one and only himself and darkness.From there,he started to get clastrophobia-where ppl got insane.However,the police there did not believe him as he always played a trick on them.
One day,someone called him and he finally heard a voice.It was a man asking him to flush the toilet.He was puzzled.why flush the toilet? It turned out that they could talk when they squatted down there.Neivelle asked the man if he had any bks to read.Mostly,they were in chinese so Neivelle could not read.However,there was this bk which was in bilingual,thus Neivelle thought how can he take this bk and the man taught him a trick.In the middle of the night,
Neivelle:i want toilet paper,no more already..
police:what are you doing??shouting in the middle of the night..where am i going to get you paper??
Man:i have i have there,take it
and so..Neivelle got the papers...just as he was reading,the papers were pages torned out of the bible.As Neivelle hated christianity,he threw the papers into the toilet bowl and used his hands to hit on the wall which blood spilled out.Neivelle did that when he was irritated.He was angry that the papers were bible.However,deep down,he did not want his pride to be shown to others.He was arrogant.He was telling to himself,hey since no one was here,why don't you take a look at the paper?afterall,there is no harm in reading right??
thus he began looking at the papers and he forgot what he was reading all of a sudden and became engross in the book.suddenly,he began to reflect on what his teachers said to him,god loves you,jesus loves you and i love you.The paper stated that whatever you want,god will grant you permission.Thus he said,why not he ask for permission to be out. He sat there crossing his legs and hands and prayed: God please,please take me out of this place now.
When he opened his eyes,the door was still not opened.He was fed up.He scolded Jesus.He said since you want to challenge me,i shall sit here and pray everyday until one day you will let me out.Then,one day he forgot to pray and the door opened for him to get out.He was put into a normal prison.He thanked god and from that day onwards,it was a mark end in his life.
One day,he received a letter from his brother stating that his mother had contracted terminal cancer and she had only 14 days to live.He regretted. He begged the officer to let him see his mother for one last time.He said even if it was 5 mins,he also would not mind.Why? When he was young, the money he mum gave him to pay his sch fees was not being paid.Instead,his teacher even paid his sch fees for him. He even got himself injured and told his mum that bulllies stole his money and he got no money.But he took the money to gamble.His mother did not pursue the matter and even worked harder to give him the money to pay sch fees.He only wanted to see the last look of his mother.In that 5 mins,he wanted to say these to his mother: mum i love you,mum i am grateful for what you did to me..im sry but i've let you down..
But was he granted all these??no.
On the day his mum died,his brother send him a letter stating that he was cruel.His mum loved him the most and yet he did not even came.He was very sad.He wanted to end his life because on the day his mum died,all the children whom his mother did not really love came,except him.The most loving son by his mother did not came.His mother died with the last name calling Neivelle.
At that point,Jesus played another big role in his life.Jesus stood by him and helped him overcome all his obstacles.He was grateful to Jesus.At that point,he promised he would change for the better and he was the first convict who completed his o lvls inside the prison.
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okay..that is the end of my story. This is only a brief description of the whole story.He wrote a bk on iron man and i finished reading half of it.There is lots more to this story in elaboration like how he got cane and etc.Thus, now i am going to write my reflection.
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indeed,it is thankful that he escaped gallows.As a young child,being in a street gang was not easy for him.He had to endure all the toughness he gone true. What was most saddening that he said that to himself too was that he wasted his whole youth in prison.Most of all,he could not even said a gdbye to his beloved mother.
To ppl reading this story today.Think and reflect on yourself.Is it worth it to waste your youth? Your parents have spent so much time and effort in you,hoping that you would not follow in their footsteps and in return,you rebel. So what if you are a hero? Good things will end one day and if you will never know what will be happening tml. So to those who are wasting their youth and are turning into the wrong paths.i urged you to head back and go onto the right path.Spent your time wisely now. You are not going to live in comfort live forever.one has to grow up one day and work. You only have another few more years to enjoy comfort zone and study hard.The choice is up to you. Your parents have pin so much hope on you and is this how you are going to reward them?? If you do not study hard now, you will have to suffer for the rest of your life by working. This is not worth it.
Worse,if you are caught for sentencing,it is no good either.Suffering from those harsh punishment is worse than one could ever think of. And also,spent more time with your parents as you may not have a chance to do so. I believed one of his regret was not being to see his mother the last face.This is a story of a touching and inspiring book.It makes you do soul-search on yourself and reflect on yourself that when was the last time you said thank you to your parents?when was the last time you said sorry for your ignorant to them?when was the last time you appreciate your parents in whatever they do?When was the last time you helped your parents do housework and make them happy? when was the last time you said you love your parents? i hoped that as you read this today, you will do some soul searching and change for the better.do not because of face and pride that you do not dare to tell them that you love them. In life,you
should do what you wish to do and have no regret.That is life.Do not wait until it is too late then you regret.By that time,no one can help you.You can only help yourself as your future lies in your hands.Your parents can only give you the comfort you want now and it will not last forever.There will be a day where you will have to face the world on your own.
Thus,it is a pity to waste your youth,the one which could help you nxt time when you grow up.To me,it was truly inspiring story which could even change my life the next moment.Thus,do not follow in Neivelle's footstep.he has regretted on wasting his youth and has urged all of you to work and study hard.
as usual..today i am going to tell a story and my thought will be in green ><
ok..it is abt a guy called neivelle tan who so called inspired me with his talk today in our assembly..here goes his story..at the same time, u guys could do a reflection of yourself..okay guys..but let me warn u first, i am not trying to promote religion myself or what, but just want to tell u a true account of a real life story and let u think the morale of the story yourself..
***
story of a young offender's first involvement with street crimes, his repeated return to destructive behaveiour and the decisive moments of his jail sentence. A guy borned in april 1940 and is 66 yrs old today. He was an ex-convict, a rebellious person and a naugty boy. At pri 5, he was already a sch drop-out and a gangster. He was also invovled a street society or gang fight as what we call now.
He had a habit, to us which is bad. He loves to irritate teachers when he was young and to him, irritating a teacher gives him a sense of satisfaction.What he did was to disturb all of the teachers who taught him and to him, bringing him to the principal was what he loves most.
No matter what the principal did to him be it oublic canning,calling up his parents or counselling nothing could change him for the better.To him, public canning was nothing to him.in fact,to most of you,public canning was serious..but to him,it was just a piece of cake and to the other students,everyone regarded him as a hero. He said that when there was a public canning, he would just wear an extra shorts in it and went for canning without crying.........
However,there was only a teacher who could not be irritated and thus, he in fact was the one being irritated.Last time,if you do not ans a qns immediately, the teacher could cane you on your knuckles but this teacher instead,forgive him time and time and time again.Neivelle Tan took cockroach with ink and put inside a matchbox and put it on the teacher's table.When the teacher opened up the matchbox,the ink cockroach crawled up onto her arms.She knew that it was the notorious boy,Neivelle. She called him to the front and said to him,
"Neivelle, I know that this is the act of yours.I know your trick that you will want me to send you to the principal,get a detention and a public canning.But no. I will forgive you because GOD LOVES YOU,JESUS LOVES YOU,AND MOST OF ALL,I LOVE YOU."
The word in capital letter was the one which drove Neivelle crazy.He was an anti christian.Thus he said to the teacher that if she was to said that again,he will pump all her four car tyres.Please bear in mind that last time,if your tyres are pumped,you have to wait for a few wks before you get back your car.
And again,Neivelle bullied another student.This time the teacher said to him:i am going to forgive you because GOD LOVES YOU,JESUS LOVES YOU,AND MOST OF ALL,I LOVE YOU!
This drove Neivelle mad and he went to pump the teacher's car tyres.The next day,Neivelle went to sch in 2 shorts,preparing that he was going to receive a public canning.He was the first one to get into the classroom.There he was,alone,with the teacher whom he had pumped her car tyres.She was crying.Neivelle was akward.for guys,if you see the teacher crying,you would probably get akward and ask yourself:what to do??why is the teacher crying??what am i to do next?? This goes the same for Neivelle.He tried to creep out of the classroom but the teacher called him to the front.The teacher said to him,sadly:
Neivelle,i do not know why you hate me so much??i am doing this for all your own good.And i am still puzzled on why you are treating me this way.But,since i know your tricks,i will not send you to the principal.Because GOD LOVES YOU,JESUS LOVES YOU,AND MOST OF ALL,I LOVE YOU!
So,it made Neivelle angry.Thus he was drop out of sch.As he was at the age of 15,there was alot of involvment of street fights,and he was one of them.One day,he got invovle in a fight just outside a police station and one of them was being stabbed.This frightened Neivelle and he went to stay in the jungle for almost 1/2 a yr before he was being caught.
When he was being caught,he was sentence to death.However,his lawyers fought his case with the judge and he luckily escaped the gallows.How did he do that? Perhaps god was on his side,he was 2 wks before 18yrs old and anyone under the age of 18 could not be sentence to death.Thus he was sentence to life imprison.He could only be out only when the queen granted him the permission to do so.
There in jail,he continue to rebell.And he was sentence to solidatary where he was locked up in a four corner with no one and only himself and darkness.From there,he started to get clastrophobia-where ppl got insane.However,the police there did not believe him as he always played a trick on them.
One day,someone called him and he finally heard a voice.It was a man asking him to flush the toilet.He was puzzled.why flush the toilet? It turned out that they could talk when they squatted down there.Neivelle asked the man if he had any bks to read.Mostly,they were in chinese so Neivelle could not read.However,there was this bk which was in bilingual,thus Neivelle thought how can he take this bk and the man taught him a trick.In the middle of the night,
Neivelle:i want toilet paper,no more already..
police:what are you doing??shouting in the middle of the night..where am i going to get you paper??
Man:i have i have there,take it
and so..Neivelle got the papers...just as he was reading,the papers were pages torned out of the bible.As Neivelle hated christianity,he threw the papers into the toilet bowl and used his hands to hit on the wall which blood spilled out.Neivelle did that when he was irritated.He was angry that the papers were bible.However,deep down,he did not want his pride to be shown to others.He was arrogant.He was telling to himself,hey since no one was here,why don't you take a look at the paper?afterall,there is no harm in reading right??
thus he began looking at the papers and he forgot what he was reading all of a sudden and became engross in the book.suddenly,he began to reflect on what his teachers said to him,god loves you,jesus loves you and i love you.The paper stated that whatever you want,god will grant you permission.Thus he said,why not he ask for permission to be out. He sat there crossing his legs and hands and prayed: God please,please take me out of this place now.
When he opened his eyes,the door was still not opened.He was fed up.He scolded Jesus.He said since you want to challenge me,i shall sit here and pray everyday until one day you will let me out.Then,one day he forgot to pray and the door opened for him to get out.He was put into a normal prison.He thanked god and from that day onwards,it was a mark end in his life.
One day,he received a letter from his brother stating that his mother had contracted terminal cancer and she had only 14 days to live.He regretted. He begged the officer to let him see his mother for one last time.He said even if it was 5 mins,he also would not mind.Why? When he was young, the money he mum gave him to pay his sch fees was not being paid.Instead,his teacher even paid his sch fees for him. He even got himself injured and told his mum that bulllies stole his money and he got no money.But he took the money to gamble.His mother did not pursue the matter and even worked harder to give him the money to pay sch fees.He only wanted to see the last look of his mother.In that 5 mins,he wanted to say these to his mother: mum i love you,mum i am grateful for what you did to me..im sry but i've let you down..
But was he granted all these??no.
On the day his mum died,his brother send him a letter stating that he was cruel.His mum loved him the most and yet he did not even came.He was very sad.He wanted to end his life because on the day his mum died,all the children whom his mother did not really love came,except him.The most loving son by his mother did not came.His mother died with the last name calling Neivelle.
At that point,Jesus played another big role in his life.Jesus stood by him and helped him overcome all his obstacles.He was grateful to Jesus.At that point,he promised he would change for the better and he was the first convict who completed his o lvls inside the prison.
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okay..that is the end of my story. This is only a brief description of the whole story.He wrote a bk on iron man and i finished reading half of it.There is lots more to this story in elaboration like how he got cane and etc.Thus, now i am going to write my reflection.
***
indeed,it is thankful that he escaped gallows.As a young child,being in a street gang was not easy for him.He had to endure all the toughness he gone true. What was most saddening that he said that to himself too was that he wasted his whole youth in prison.Most of all,he could not even said a gdbye to his beloved mother.
To ppl reading this story today.Think and reflect on yourself.Is it worth it to waste your youth? Your parents have spent so much time and effort in you,hoping that you would not follow in their footsteps and in return,you rebel. So what if you are a hero? Good things will end one day and if you will never know what will be happening tml. So to those who are wasting their youth and are turning into the wrong paths.i urged you to head back and go onto the right path.Spent your time wisely now. You are not going to live in comfort live forever.one has to grow up one day and work. You only have another few more years to enjoy comfort zone and study hard.The choice is up to you. Your parents have pin so much hope on you and is this how you are going to reward them?? If you do not study hard now, you will have to suffer for the rest of your life by working. This is not worth it.
Worse,if you are caught for sentencing,it is no good either.Suffering from those harsh punishment is worse than one could ever think of. And also,spent more time with your parents as you may not have a chance to do so. I believed one of his regret was not being to see his mother the last face.This is a story of a touching and inspiring book.It makes you do soul-search on yourself and reflect on yourself that when was the last time you said thank you to your parents?when was the last time you said sorry for your ignorant to them?when was the last time you appreciate your parents in whatever they do?When was the last time you helped your parents do housework and make them happy? when was the last time you said you love your parents? i hoped that as you read this today, you will do some soul searching and change for the better.do not because of face and pride that you do not dare to tell them that you love them. In life,you
should do what you wish to do and have no regret.That is life.Do not wait until it is too late then you regret.By that time,no one can help you.You can only help yourself as your future lies in your hands.Your parents can only give you the comfort you want now and it will not last forever.There will be a day where you will have to face the world on your own.
Thus,it is a pity to waste your youth,the one which could help you nxt time when you grow up.To me,it was truly inspiring story which could even change my life the next moment.Thus,do not follow in Neivelle's footstep.he has regretted on wasting his youth and has urged all of you to work and study hard.
Monday, July 03, 2006
ahha..chatted with shih chiang just now =D (shih chiang:are u suspicious??lolx) okay..im done with my npcc full uni..surprise right?? i do not even know when the next training is and i am already done with my boots which i took 5hrs to polish and my full uni which i took less than 15min(normally take abt 2hrs)... but i do not know why..these few days talking to shih chiang and he made me did my uniform in less than 2hrs..perhaps he is a god??lolx..anyway he wants to keep track of my blog and so be it..even if i write sth bad abt sec 3s is also not my problem..it is true that they behave this way..and i realise that some of the ncos usually bring in their emotions into npcc..i think it is bad okays..because if u got scolded by the teacher just now and u vent ur anger on us, is this worth it?? therefore it is best that u do not carry ur emotion into whatever u do and let it affect you..and there was an IQ qns on the froggy things and shih chiang and tien fung could do it -.- wa lau.. me cannot do lohx...haix.. so stupid sia..but..but...ppl hor..with xD
high IQ=low EQ
low IQ=high EQ
xD perhaps i have high EQ bah..look on e bright side..and tml is gonna be another boring day wib goeg lessons..sianz..but i'll work hard because i have expectations of myself:
mid-yr 2006
class=13/39
level=42
percentage=66%
end of yr 2006
class=10/39
level=40
percentage=70%
so you guys got to help me achieve my aim..and i will work hard on myself too..but first i have to ask myself..am i hardworking enough?? shih chiang and some others says im too hardworking but i don think im that hardworking..haix..lame..shall go continue with my jian bao now.. i do not lyk ppl procrastinating..=D so got to rush it..and i am done with all my assignments..now i will spent time doing e extra maths hw mr ching gave to those who fail maths..over a hundred qns sia..but for the sake of streaming, i will work hard..grace jia you!!
for sec 3, the results i want to take
1.eng
2.a maths
3.e maths
4. physics
5. chemistry
6. s.s + elec hist
7&8. mt and hmt
9. geog or lit or bio
high IQ=low EQ
low IQ=high EQ
xD perhaps i have high EQ bah..look on e bright side..and tml is gonna be another boring day wib goeg lessons..sianz..but i'll work hard because i have expectations of myself:
mid-yr 2006
class=13/39
level=42
percentage=66%
end of yr 2006
class=10/39
level=40
percentage=70%
so you guys got to help me achieve my aim..and i will work hard on myself too..but first i have to ask myself..am i hardworking enough?? shih chiang and some others says im too hardworking but i don think im that hardworking..haix..lame..shall go continue with my jian bao now.. i do not lyk ppl procrastinating..=D so got to rush it..and i am done with all my assignments..now i will spent time doing e extra maths hw mr ching gave to those who fail maths..over a hundred qns sia..but for the sake of streaming, i will work hard..grace jia you!!
for sec 3, the results i want to take
1.eng
2.a maths
3.e maths
4. physics
5. chemistry
6. s.s + elec hist
7&8. mt and hmt
9. geog or lit or bio
Sunday, July 02, 2006
yo guys..im back here now..tml no need to go sch lehx..woots (: alright.. today at the temple..hmmm..no one listen to the shi fu talk lohx.. abit no manners lohx.. okays..there is nth to write today..but just wanna say i finish my reflection, and ri ji lerh...><>
anyway, during fri..the sec 1s cadets were being pump very badly..they said that sir chin lim was mad at them and their uniform too..during halfway, kati also scolded vulgarity in pumping..for more info, pls read selina's blog (: thanx..
anyway, during fri..the sec 1s cadets were being pump very badly..they said that sir chin lim was mad at them and their uniform too..during halfway, kati also scolded vulgarity in pumping..for more info, pls read selina's blog (: thanx..
Saturday, July 01, 2006
hmm..went to my piano teacher hse today to perform for everyone..to me, i did badly as compared to others..i was nervous..very nervous, thus making me do badly and got some of the notes wrong..but when i went home to prac, the notes came out soothingly as expected..hais..why izzit this way?? i shld i calm down more..alright..shall post a short one here and continue to do my hw..still got loads of it left..lolx.. and i polished my boots..finally!!! i polish ya know..all thanx to shih chiang who taught me how to do it..-.-..u must be thinking ..polish only mah..still need ppl to teach..i tell u..to make ur boots shine is not easy..and he taught me to do so..and now here it shines x) thanx lots ").. alright..shall stop here for now..
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