Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Never-ending stuffs! :(

Post 380 :D

Argh, I thought life would be much easier after the end of promos.
I was wrong, definitely wrong.

There's OP presentation, OP I&R to be completed.
The never ending meetings.
Never ending Homeworks.
never ending tests.
Thus, this shows the link to my post title :(

Meetings:
- Tue 5pm
- Wed 4pm
- Thurs 3pm
- Fri 5pm
- Sat 8am
:(

Homework:
1. Econs
2. Math
3. Chinese
4. Chinese
and more chinese.
Bascially, to sum up, its just all the subj that I'm taking, I've got hw :(

Not to mention the surprise tests, quiz etcetc.
& the tchers are way to fast that I can't catch up with a single thing at all?!

Now, I'm starting to think that life sucks really badly.
I want to go to a place that is not filled with reality, I want to escape from reality real badly.
but can I?
How long can it last?

Sigh. FML
Life sucks. Seriously.

take care everyone!

with love,
grace :)

Monday, October 19, 2009

Productive Day... :)

Indeed it's true!

I've managed to clear up all my stuffs in my room and clean it to be in tip top condition.
I know if I don't do that I won't have any more time because like what my previous post have said, almost my nov&dec schedule are fully packed :x

& tomorrow is OP alr! Jiayou everyone alright! :)
Zzzz tmr lessons are boring ttm!
& I've to wait for another 1/2 hr for CSL meeting at 5pm which god knows will end until what time :(

&& Lastly, I've to go back home alone myself! :(
Oh wells... Life's like that yea? :)

Take Care everyone!

WIth love,
Grace :)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

In a blink of an eye...

Well, many things have happened recently.

Good ones, bad ones.
I don't even know which to start with.

I'm really tired of everything, how I wish everything will just stop here and then I can take a good rest.
However, sometimes when I feel sick and tired of everything, I'll tell myself, what I'm facing now is only a very minimal of what the others in the 3rd world country are facing. The problems that I have now is what I can control, but to the rest, they are much worse off than me. Sigh.

Overcome to become.
How I wish I can do that.

Anw, my Nov and Dec are alr almost fully booked. I'm so dead. Booked not for studies, but for other activities. I don't even have the time for my friends, let alone studies. Time, I need you seriously. So people, hurry, book a date with me now before I have no time for you all.
Sigh Sigh Sigh.

I want to meet these peoeple personally during my nov & dec hols:-
1. You
2. Jie meis
3. Ives
4. 8 girls in TG
5. Sec sch friends
6. JJ friends
7. Medan people
8. Loads more...

So hurry, find me now and book with me a time to catch up! haha! :)

Take Care everyone!

With love,
Grace :)

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Sad.Stress.Disappointed.

I'm taking not one, not two, but many blows. :(
I'm really tired of everything.

I just want to cry out loud.
I've had enough.

Why doesn't effort pay off?
I'm just confuse.
Why?

I hate him.
I hate her.
I hate you.
I hate them
And I hate myself even more.
Seriously.

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Happy Day! :)

Yay!
Today is a very very happy day!

Went retail therapy with yanshin!
Bought shoes! :)

Walked non-stop from 1-7pm all the way from doby ghaut to orchard!
Zzz
But it was very fun! :)

Take care!

With love,
Grace :)

Monday, October 05, 2009

Final race! :)

Post 375 :D
Yay, I'm finally end with exams! But that's for the time being.

Well, I feel kind of pessimistic here.
When everyone is happy over how exams are ending alr, I was thinking otherwise.
To me, ending exams means a new beginning. It signifies another round of battle :(
Exams are over, but what is worse to come is the results. Sigh.

Oh well, better be optimistic, looking forward to my date with Yanshin tmr! Yayness! :)

Take Care everyone!

With love,
Grace :)

Sunday, October 04, 2009

The Last Lap :)

Yay! Finally it's the last lap tmr!
The last paper! CSC! :)

&& I've not started revising anything yet~
Oops!

After tmr, I'll be freed, and hopefully, I'll be back to my normal self, be happy go lucky once again.
& I know after tmr, I'll be a busy person again.

Lots of things coming up after that.
1. IS Day
2. PW OP
3. A lvl Chinese
4. Overseas trip (Hopefully!)

Meanwhile, I do hope to have a good rest, and for now, hope I can finish revising one whole thick stack of CSC notes. But I know, it's too late now.
Well, I think if in this world, there is a competition for the best procrastinator in the world, I'll be the first person or perhaps being lazy too! Gosh! :(

Anyway, take care lots people!

With love,
Grace :)

PS/ For those whose paper have finised, enjoy! For those not, jiayou. It's the last last lap alr. Give it your best shot! Do it once, do it great! :)

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Mid Autumn Festival :)

Today is Mid Autumn Festival, nothing much too.
My house below is very noisy, little kids are playing with candles, lanterns.
It reminded me of the times when I was young, yearly, I would be below joining these adorable kids too...
It sounds as though I've aged! Tsk! :(

Anyway, it's the last lap of Promos.
Hopefully, everything will be over.
What I wish for will be fulfilled and I promised to work hard.

& I'm worried over something right now.
To say or not to say? To ask or not to ask? To believe or not to believe? To step back or not to step back? To be brave or not to be brave?
Tons of questions are running through at the back of my mind that it gives me headache! :(

Alright, I'll stop here for now.
Till then, take care!

With love,
Grace :)

Friday, October 02, 2009

A new start, A new beginning:)

Wow, it's been a longlong time since I blogged.
Revamped my whole blog :)
Well, many many things happen over these times that I was away.
Happy ones, sad ones, angry ones. All the emotions that you can think of :)

Now it's the promos period, and I swear, this is so much worse than Os. I don't know why and don't ask me why.
Perhaps maybe after I graduated for JC, I'll look back and then I'll say hey! JC life was actually easy peasy. And I hope this really come true so pray for me alright? :)

Anw, during this whole promos period, I think I gradually sank into depression, got myself stress up. I don't know what makes me so stress up.
Stress and emo hormones are all surrounding me everyday.
But I will learn to move on. I don't want this new post of mine to be emo! :)

Nevertheless, I want to start a brand new life, I want to promote, hopefully, give me a chance. I'll work hard during the hols :)

In the meanwhile, take care everyone :)

With love,
grace :)

P/s Our friendship is now on the rocks, it's obvious that we are drifting apart from each other, you know who you are.