Tiring! 好累啊！D:

Alright, did nothing much for the whole of day,
Basically, trying to upload the pics about China.

Didn't realised that it could be that tiring!
THere are about 3000+ photos in all.
Well, 14days, what can you expect? haha!

I think I'm not going to post those artefacts pics up there, or it will take me years & centuries given my slowwww speed now. /:

I hope I will be able to post the pics before 3rd june and you all won't be bored of it!
Because I'll really got MIA after 3rd June, and then you will get to see other pics of the most beautiful world. :D

& From now on, I think I'm gonna post in both languages so that I won't neglect each other :D
I'll try really hard !
Pray for me!

今天一整天就是无所事事的，只是把时间花在上载去中国旅行的照片。
没想到，要尚在它是件多么困难的事！总共的照片有3000多张，对于一个十四天的旅行其实应该是足够的了。哈哈。

我在考虑是否应上载那些在博物馆的人工制品， 因为上载它会要花我几年，甚至几千年的时间呢！
我就是那么的慢！！哈哈！

真希望我能在3日之前把照片放上去，所以我不在的那段时期，你们就不会对我的博客感到郁闷。
到时我回来呢，你们间能在看到另一个世界美丽的画面，他讲实惠多么的迷人，多么的单纯，多么让你深深思考着人生，究竟只是追求着赚钱，还是追求着那不平凡的快乐呢?

Retail Therapy :D

Yes!
The June Holidays are here! :D
But the 1st two weeks of my june are packed alr. LOL!
All appointments have to be put on hold now. Haha!
Yeah, I'm a really busyyyyyyyy person. D:

Alright, so thanks to the badminton players, sch ended early ytd. Though my wish didnt came true, but at least half of it was granted.
I wished for a no school day on Friday, but sch ended early at 1030am! :D:D:D:D
So had retail theraphy with my mom since I guess poly students will end sch late.
Headed to Bugis and since it was the first day of GSS, it was good with all the discounts! :D
Oh boy, Iluma wasn't that interesting though.
Shopped until quite late and I wanted to shop even more, but had to come back to finish up the proposal D:

But overall, had a really great time with my mom! :D

Alright, I shall start a teeny weeny bit on the China trip months ago, heh! /:

Pissed off!

Omg, the incident which the INTERN wrote.

Wtf.
Damn biased can?!

Seriously, you have been really biased and have once again proved how narrow-minded Singaporeans are.
For once, I felt disgraced being a Singaporean and I totally supported the China Students.

Firstly,
You have failed to understand what it means to be a reporter. You garner news from only one side of the source, does that makes your news realiable? By posting a picture of someone crying over at our side means that we are sad that we lost?
Yes we are sad that we lost, but we are happy, for it wasn't the results that we were achieving for, it was the spirit, the process of it all.
Were we happy? Yes, definitely, the players felt happy, felt honoured to be able to play for the school. And you, you merely just took what was favourable news for your article and post it in public.
Did you even interview us at all? If yes, why don't I see our school students being quoted by you?
But it was actually other schools?
Your act of foolishness is utterly a disgrace!
You just wanted more juicy news for your article to substantiate the whole page.
Yet, you have actually hurt now just one, but the whole of the students in our school.

Secondly,
Your act has hurt the china students deeply. They come all the way from china, just to have education, to be able to play badminton. Yes, they represented our school. So what if they are from China? Aren't they still human being? Aren't they still powerful enough to be able to play for us? They came all the way alone without their parents. It is already sad enough for them to come alone, and yet, you still want to hurt them by criticising them, hurting them with your biaseness. You do not have the chance to interact with them, thus you will not understand what it means to be in that situation.
You have failed to put yourself into the shoes of others. Think of it another way, if you were the one who were to further your studies in their country, and their country criticize you, would you like it? I'm sure no one does, so please, when you do anything next time, think of the consequences.

Thirdly,
Your segregation has put on a strain and deep relationship between one another. What would they think of us now? Your job is to write juicy news, and yet, you have caused harm to another. Does that bring you any good? The people now are truly upset about it, your news have caused tension among one another and have created many doubts now. Please, next time, if you have to do your job, think of what you should write, how you should write. Do not just give mere negative comments and segregate us. Afterall, SIngapore is a meritocracy and cosmopoliton society. Don't be biase against each other. One day, we would need our help and so do they.

Badminton Match!

Okay I shall update the badminton match which was held on tuesday! :D
For the first 17 yrs of my life, Yep, finally watched a live badminton match.

JJC VS RJC.
Yep, to RJ, perhaps it was a yearly event.
But for JJ, it was a once in a lifetime. I was told that the last time they went into the finals was 5 years ago. So, it was rather a great achievement.

Though we lost, but it was a tough fight.
A really tough one. We lost with pride I would say :D
&& seeing the players cry made me heart sour.
It was indeed sad, but we won in terms of spirit, that's the way :D

Took some photos and the banners comparing both schools were LOL
Once you see it, you will definitely get a shock.
It's like our one banner can alr cover all RJ's banner. That's how dramatic our banners are Haha.
Photos time! It's been a long time since I've uploaded photos. :D
Supporters from RJC
RJ badminton Players warming up
Their banners
RJ's side!
JJ's side, See the huge difference! LoL!
Yeah! The spirit!
Our side :D
OUr huge school flag "D
COmpare to their side? /:
Close view of their banners
Another view of our banner
Theirs!
Preparing to put up banners!

This is the huge suprise of the day!
Scary enough as compared toe theirs? Ajar!
Unite!


&& This match has made me changed my mindset towards some. Yep, you know who you are/ you know who I'm referring to. :D

PS. CHina trip updates! /:

TGI-WKENDS :D

Alright, have been real busy these few weeks.

Just some random updates over the past one week:

1. Met up with my girls on Saturday, fruitful catching up session
2. Talentime. :D Just ended today.! Fun Fun FuN! :D
3. Test test test nxt wk and last wk D:

That's all. :D

Okay,
had a super super good time with my girls just now chatting. Though jas wasn't here, but had a really great time calling her too :D

&& Had fun with the clique today in school too. :D
School was as usual? With all the feeling-of-so-extra feel. D:
Other than the clique who made my day, the rest was...

Hmm..
My hatred towards them has gone up to the max.
Now I seriously needs some counselling or else I'll really pissed them off.
Shit, yeah, maybe the problem lies with me, just like Val said it.
Yep, but how to change my mindset towards them? Unless someone brainwash me.

Yes, kian ann tried once.
He told me. Friends can't be choose, be happy & contented that I could acutally make such nice friends. Okay, I don't want to be so specific, cause I've got a feeling they know my blog /:

So I'll be in general :D
It's fate that I can mix with them, so I should be happy?
But well, I pondered this answer. Yes I really did ponder. Yet, I still couldn't figure it out till today.
I tried accepting. But it was of no use.
How now?
I don't want to face my 2 yrs in JCs leading a mundane life D:
But I can't seem to accept them, and vice versa.
Perhaps they tried, but I don't get the hang of it. Yet.
I don't know what step/move I should take now.
I feel like I'm wearing a mask to school everyday.
I don't want, it's really a very painful taks, to be nice in front of them.
How? What step should I take next?
Someone tell me please.

Sidetrack.
I'm meeting my girls this sat.
Yay!
I really hope Jas can make it though D:
Hope so :D
Yay, one more day of them, and it's my girls day! :D
Control grace!
hangon there, it's one day left! :D

Happy!

Omgosh, I'm damn happy!
I met my dearest yanshin today! :D:D:D:D
We were high to the max, chatted like mad cause we haven't really been meeting up for a long long time! D:
So it was a happy dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D:D:D:D

Yep, so bascially, I was so excited about meeting her that I forgot what really happen.
But I'm just glad that I will be meeting her on sat too! :D
Yayness! :D

So that's all people!
Love ya all.

PS, I promise you all that I will update my trip to china during June.
I promise you all though I know the trip was almost erm 2 mths ago?
Hmmm, yeah, just realised, today marks the day where I went china 2 mths ago. Wow so co-incidentally! :D
Minus all the sad sad things, I really had a great fun there! :D

Passed! :D

Omgosh, Yay, I passed my Napfa! Although I walked for about 2 rounds for 2.4km, but I still managed to finish in about 16min! Cool?
All thanks to valissa lah, I love her! haha!
She has alr finished her 2.4 long time ago, but she was still willing to run with me while the others played captain ball! Tsktsk! It was so tempting to see them play. /:
And you know, when valissa ran with me, whoa the motivation was high to the max! Hhaa!
1st round - 2min15sec
2nd round - 4min plus.
Damn fast can?!
But ltr, she started to run faster than me, whoa then my motivation decrease until I walked /:
Haha.!
But her timing this time was worse than the previous one. So sry! Haha!
Though we said we wanted about 13min, but we got 3 more min. If only I didn;t walk! haha~
But still,
I PASSED NAPFA! COOL! :D:D:D:D

Okay, dental today was quite alright!
But I was nearly late /:
&& Had to go through this scanning of temperature.
And I ran there caused I thought I was late, thank god trigger temp was 38degrees, so wasn't really affected /;
But it was quite cool to walk pass that, as if you were the VIP!
haha!

So lessons today were quite slack.
Maths tutorials were super fast!
Couldn't catch up to be exact.

And finally, loads of test nxt wk until all the way to the holidays, I feel more like a JC student now! haha.
So why am I still here?

Back to studying! D:

Sore eyes! D:

What a day, of all times, why the sore eyes now -.-
Yep, so wasted my whole day again just to rest my eyes by sleeping /:
I realised I spent most of the day sleeping now.
What a pig! D:

&& I finally feel the stress now!
I mean, there's tons of test coming up right now, and yet, I'm still here slacking.
Okay, at least I've managed to complete the 2 chinese notes, but the bad things is I've to cramp them into my memory together with the Econs notes.
And apparently, ever since O's ended, my mind's not functioning properly alr.

Okay, so I've to try complete all the tutorials by tonight hopefully, clear my maths by this wkend, start memorizing a little of the econs and poems.
Jiayou grace!
I've got to feel the motivation asap!

& on a random note, I've got a toothache now! WOnder what's the cause of it> Hmm.
Anw, my dental appt has changed again. oh wells, nvm.
So shan't say anymore here.
Shall finish chatting and back to studying! D:

[/Edited]
Omgosh! I just realised that my teeth has moved ! That's why it caused the pain! Damn it! It's really really painful D:
Wonder how my dentist will react tmr..? :/

Happy Mother's Day (:

Happy Mother's Day to all the moms out there! :D

Alright, waiting for the guys to finalise checking our GPP before I'm off to sleep.
I'm tired now, so haha,
Shall leave my blog then.

Ciaos for now! :D

Recharged! :D

Was super tired on Friday that I've decided not to blog and slept all the way until today morning.

Went to pray with my family and then came back ard afternoon.
Slept all the way like a pig! /:
Woke up at ard 6plus and then it was dinner.
Then slack all the way again until around 9plus where I found the motivation to do math tutorials and then shock to find that I couldn't do most of the qns! Aww..

Thus, came to slack now again. Haha.
Found yan's gor's blog and she was damn high about it.
LOL.

So erm, that's all.
Long wkend ahead again. :D

I should be trying to do more hw again!
But I guess I'm only procrastinating. ><

T-I-R-E-D!

Yep, I couldn't manage to wake up in time too!

Oh well, Valissa wasn't here today. D:
So I had to survive CSC on my own, but had xinhui to accompany me. Thanks babe :D

& Lessons were long today, finally there's assembly.

Feel quite lazy to blog today, so shall do the talking tmr perhaps? Yep, that's all for now.

Anyway, thanks people for all those encouragement, yep, I'll try to bond with my new classmates :D
But still, I miss you all.
For now, just remember: I love and miss each and everyone of you. :D

Tired! D:

Oh well, couldn't woke up on time in the morning, worse still, it was raining, and the weather was so cold that I wanted to stay in bed longer for my lovely sleep.
Thank god Dad drove me & bro to school today :D

Econs, gonna change teacher soon. Good/bad?
Well, both I guess?
Good on the side where the teacher will be a better one.
Bad on the other as the teacher is a strict one, which means? No more slacking! D:
&& I passed my Econs test, though its just a mere pass, but still, there's improvement! :D

Anyway, finally had napfa today.
Did the 5 stations today only.
But well, to be exact, 3 stations.
Still quite satisfied.:D

Managed to complete quite a no. of homework, though I don't know how to do some.
So overall, left maths :D
Stayed back in school to complete CLL, chatted with Mingqian halfway.
Well, he said I was quite obvious towards some people.
Omg, he looks like those can study people face.
Damn scary! I must change must change! Don't so obvious.

CCA, well I selected hospice and I got in. :D
Nothing much. :D

&&Peiqi was damn cray abt her 'little red dot' that I looked like I was her spy!
But her red dot's reaction&actions were very funny that I couldn't stop laughing. LOL!

And just as I typed this, JJC sent me an sms about the H1N1 flu thingy about staying at home if you are sick.
It's quite funny that they will mass send this type of things. Haha.

Oh right, the dental centre called me today.
Had to change my appt nxt mon! D:
I changed it to wed, and I realised that wed I got PE, and CCA investiture.!
Shucks, have been missing CCA, as in going this wk, skip nxt wk and it goes on... Oh dear me...
Alright, back to dental appt, yup!
Nxt wed. Surprise?
Caused my dentist can only have appt on Mon&Tue.
So I found out that my dentist will not be there on the whole of May and someone will take over him!!
Omg, that someone, when I heard that. I had doubt feeling. As in, I feared that it will be inexperience one and I'll be like super super scared! /:
Had the urge to change to June to wait for my dentist to come back, but further thoughts, well, better not because I want to take my braces out quickly! :D
But I'm still scared seriously D:
Wed, PE, still have to do so many things. Rah.

Right, shall stop here now, Bro came out of bathroom, it's my turn to have a nice bath.
See you then. :D

My girls, My sisters :D

Okay, as I'm blogging this now,
I'm in the process of having a conversation with Angie&Jas and thus will decide to forsake my hw, while Angie is in the process of having a very heated argument with YiDa.
Yes him.
And they are going to malacca too, as a class. Yes, class.

Enough of my rant about him.
What I want to say is, yes I miss my girls, my sisters.
Yanshin, Angelia, Jasmine, ChingYee.

All of a sudden, I'm feeling very very down now.
I don't know why the sudden change in me.
But after talking to them, after reading shin's blog.
I realised, after these few months, I've just been deceiving myself.
I really missed them alot. tears are flowing as I typed this out.
I'm really really sad.
Deep down my heart, I miss the days eating with them, nagging with them, chatting with them, studying with them.
Helping around each other when we don't know our studies, scolding each other when we lose our things, encouragging each other, celebrating each other birthday, shopping together.
Yes, all these things.
I somehow, somewhat start to lose it alr.
I'm totally very very sad now. :(

Yes I know, look forward to the future, friends are still there when you need them.
Yes I know, it's time to move on with the friendship, make more new friends.
yes, I don't deny, my sisters are still here with me when I needed them badly.
Yet, when we say we meet up, seriously, everyone got our own clique, we really do not have as much time as we used to have for each other.
I've got a feeling we have really start to drift apart. Is this really happening?
Though Ching and I are in the same sch, but we don't get to see each other often. Often as in everyday. We only see each other once a wk at most.
That's bad the situation is now.
I really really hope we don't drift apart, not now, not forever.
In my 17 yrs of life, yes, they are the ones really close to me!

Make new friends? More friends?
Yet now, as I moved on to JC life, yes I've made friends.
but who are they? just Singporean friends. Yanling, Peiqi, Peihua, Valissa.
Though its like my 2nd clique, but I don't see the bond with my class.
other class can bond. Why not us?
I feel like i've entered an international school, a foreign class with all the China people. yet theey aren't taking the initiative to bond with us, nor to talk to us.
I felt so outcasted, we felt it too.
In front of them, I've always felt that I've put on a 'mask' which I hate it. Seriously.

But I don't care alr.
Seriously, what I hope now is, yes I've finally had the chance to talk to my sisters today.
Felt both sad and happy.
How I wish I can still turn the clock around. But it's late now.
I really really hope that I can still bond together with them, that our friendship will still stay even after many years.
I really really hope that.
I miss you girls alot.
I really really miss you deep down inside my heart. D:

[Edited/]
Alright, I saw my ahgong's chan teng tag in FB.
Don't cling on tightly to what has passed.
I will try to let go.
Bit.By.Bit.
I.will.Try.
WHy?
Because I've got no choice.

PS I've typed this in 5 min only, this shows how moody I am. D:

My Internet is back!

Hey earthlings! :D

Alright, today was quite a fruitful day.
Suddenly the teachers gave us a lot of homework!
It's like there's no hw all the while, then today suddenly there's a huge pile.! Woots! Finally I see myself being busy. HAHA.

Today CLL test ! OMG, starting of the test is the easy part. As in if you study means you know, if you didn't study means you don't know.That's just easy.
But being the stupid me. I studied. I studied alright!
However, I got mental block and I forgot everything! Roar!

&& I've downloaded firefox and I'm happily using my desktop now instead of laptop.
Prefer to use desktop. It seems safer. Haha.
So ta-da.
Thanks to Sathia&RaymondSee! (:

And today, I actually had quite a lot to blog about.
Yet, I forgot what I wanted to blog.
So that's all.
Back to my homework soon I guessed?
WHeee~ :D

Monday Blues!

Post 340 :D and D:
:D is because there's some improvement!
D: because it's still rather slow!!!! HAHA. This shows how 'frequent' I've been updating.

Alright, for a start, monday blues are here again.!
There's a temp check twice daily now.
& when I reported in sch today, the PE tcher was like where's your social responsibility to put on your mask? -.-
I was like so pissed off can?
I mean if she were in my shoes, do you think she will put on face mask too?
Everyone will be avoiding you. I can guarantee on that.
So it's like no point that she will like keep asking us to put face mask can -.-

Alright, back to my point, I realised after dinner, I had an ulcer at the back of my mouth! -.-

And at this point while I'm typing here, my mom is nagging like an old woman, tsktsk.!
So naggy.
So stupid -.-
Damn it.

And thus. I'm going to end here now.
There's a CLL test tmr.!
WIsh me luck then.
I want to pass.
I must.! D:

Goodbye, I'm off to studying now! Haiz.

Weekends are over!

Ahh, the wkends are over.
Kinda not looking forward to sch tmr.
Ehh, wait, I've got an MC tmr. But still, I'm going to sch. /:

Oh yeah, went to visit the doc this morning.
Got kinda pissed off.
Waited there from 830am to 1230noon.
yes, for the whole of 4hrs, and yet I got to see the doc only for 5min.
See!!!
The rest of the patients are either really seeing the doc for their sickness or they even hogger to the doc by asking them qns that aren't related to their sickness! -.-
Can't you see the swine flu pandemic is here now? They should quickly see the doc and shoo off home!
Made others wait for god-knows-how-long.

&&While I was waiting, I saw many people going in and coming out with their hands covered with plaster! They had blood test!
Omg, it was freaking scary and I thought I had to do blood test too!
Thank god, I didn't need to.
Still, blood test with the injection can make me faint alr.. Hoho. D:

Alright, then slack my way through the whole afternoon and I guessed I'm going off to sleep again at night.
Got to skip PE tmr I guess?
Rahh...

Goodbye people.
Ennjoy your remaining hols. :D
Okay, it's back to studying time again tmr. D:

Motivation!

Yay, at least i've studied a teeny weeny bit this morning. Although it's just the short morning, and I still consider myself slacking, it's still some sort of motivation that I've completed school work yeah? xD

Managed to complete the mt hw, but I still have some which I don't know how to do.

As for maths, 2 words: Give up! /:

It's really really tough!

Graphing Techniques! :(

Shall go ask someone on Monday then.

After that, it was slacking time. Rather sleeping time the whole afternoon.
Cause I was still sick /:

I wanted to see the doctor, but what if I got quarantined!? Choy~

Omg, pray that I don't need to see the doctor, I'm rather determind to cure myself.

And I think due to these few days of sleep, by the time I recover, I will be super energetic. Lol

&& I lost a kilo! Haha.

Yet I know, on Monday when I go back to school, I'll gain it back! School is disrupting my mealtimes seriously!

&&I bloghopped to Nichole's blog just now.

Wow, Perth sceneries are super nice. No wonder my dad wants to go there. But my mom don't want because she wants to go places they've never went to?!

I will & I must go Perth one day, hopefully end of this year with the school! :D

Oh please, I really want to go there.

The pictures seem editted but I know it's not. Because my dad told me its reallyreally nice there!

Anw, enjoy yourself over there Nichole and take care of yourself esp with the killer virus going ard now! :D

&& to raymond see too! Canada's highly prone to that kind of virus so keep yourself healthy alright! :D

Hmmm, that's all I have for my post now.
Shall go off to slack now /:

Thank god for the long holiday that I can replenish my energy these few days! :D:D:D:D

Mugging!

Alright, had enough of fun ytd.
&&I declare myself even sicker /:

Okay, shall go get back to intensive mugging now.
I hope it really works okay!
GOtta go complete maths&chinese.

I shall, should, will, must study for at least this whole morning.
Wasted my whole day ytd sleeping.
I guess out of the 24hrs, i spend 3/4 of it sleeping? >:D
So it's a wasted day, and I shall not let it happen again today!

Get away you IT gadgets!

Excited!

Slept the whole day until now. /:

&&I tried to attempt the H1 chinese hw and it was superrrrrrrrrrr difficult.
Are you sure this is H1? The teachers are always trying to kill our brain cells which I think is ain't a good thing!

Alright, off to practice piano now, and shall look forward to the bbq ltr!
And see my cute litttle newphews.
How I wish all my paternal relatives could be there later.
I wish. Only.
Me and my wishful thinking....