So sorry people!
Haven't been updating. =/
School has reopened yeh? :D

Okay, 2 major things today.
Firstly, people keep asking me jc or poly?
Well, people.
stop stressing me please.
Can't you all let nature take its course?
I really can't stand it when people keep asking me.
I'm really tired by it.
I'm so sry.
Give me a break will you.
Give me a break from all those things.
I need my motivation. ):

Next, my cca - NPCC.
Since the day I joined np in sec 1, i have never regretted.
Frankly speaking, i have never ever regretted.
Today, if you asked me if I will join np again, I will tell you confidently, yes I will.
Why?
Joining np has always been my choice as compared to other UGs.
Np is all-rounder and has allowed me to step out of my comfort zone, gave me the confidence I needed, and taught me things that can never be found in the textbooks.

Now, as I moved on, I know I have to set my priorities right. I know what is important to me and what is not important to me. I have to be clear in some of my decisions and be firm with them.
I know many of you are disappointed in me at times for not going for trg, but you have to understand from my point of view. I have difficulties and I cannot disclose to you, but please understand the problems that I'm facing.

Many of us may think that joining UG may just be because of the rank. Let me warn you, I'm not interested in the rank. I am only interested in the process, not the outcome. I believe that being in the process is much better than the outcome. You would have gain much from seeing things from different perspective and individually rather than as a whole. Rank is nt important at all, it is only an indication. What is most important is that you have gained the trust of people and gained the process of being a np cadet and learned many things that to you may think is useless. Everything is useful, it is only how you want it to be useful. I believed I have achieved that.

Jiayou for speech day. Wearing no. 1 uniform is once in a lifetime affair and treasure it. I am sure you all will have a successful parade. Make it a grand one and make it a good one. This is your very last parade and although I won't be there to join you, all the best in your last parade. Even if I yearn to join you, I know I can't and I won't regret not wear no. 1 because I know what is the ultimate aim for me.

Today, my passion for np has faded. Up until this moment. I believed enough is enough. All good things will come to an end one day and my passion for np has stopped. Perhaps maybe I will go help out after I graduate, but for now, let's just end things here. Np will always be kept in my heart. Now, it is not the most important thing that I am suppose to concentrate. At this point of time, there is something down there for me to strive on, for me to achieve my very best, for me to aim for what I want. I have a clear goal in mind what I want to do and I want to reach my target. Please, do not force me anymore. I've had enough.

Anyway, to npcc:
Thank You, thank you for making my sec sch life a fun-filled one. With all the camps,
since Ug camp in sec 1, to np camp and atc in sec 2, nco camp and atc in sec 3 and lastly our final camp in sec 4. The camps, especially the campfire, has left a deep impression in my mind and has made an impact in my life. Every camp to me represent a new beginning, it signifies a new start. I am glad I have nt made the wrong choice. Thank you for making my sec sch life filled with npcc days with the trgs, parades and camps. It has marked a new me, a new beginning as I moved on with my life.
Thank you syadiq, sue, tien fung, fahdilla(sry idk how to spell =x), sally, hasraf.
Thank you sirs kahwee, desmond, chuan heng, zhan hong, hasraf.
Thank you mams vanessa, cynthia, siew ching.
Thank you to all the mams and sirs out there who has made a great impact in my life.
I sincerely thank you all from my heart.

To np sec 4s'08:
It is great to have you as my squadmate. You guys have endured through trgs, punishments and camps with me together. Being bonded as one, being together as one, staying united as one in times of troubles. From the bottom of my heart, I wish you all the best and I hope you will have fun in your upcoming endeavour. Our last lap is O level. Give your very best and don't disappoint yourself. Jiayou and i believed we can do it. (:



To JiaXin, I believed you will come to my blog and see this(:
I'm sry for not going to the phototaking sesssion. Being a friend for 8 years, we have gone through many obstacles together as friends and I believed our friendship will continue to last. I know I will disappoint you tomorrow for not going to the phototaking session but I am sorry. Truly sorry. I hope and I know you will understand the circumstances that I am facing. Take Care :D

with love,
gRace"]

Today went jp with my family(except my dad, lols)
went popular & spent $100 over dollars..
Clever right? =/
Haha..
Saw HuiHsing at KFC. LOL

Went NTUC bought things..
Lazy to update alr.
Goodbye!

with love,
gRace"]

Oops!
I know I haven't been blogging for days. =/
So sorry.
Okays, a few things to share.

EVERYONE HAS TO WATCH CHANNEL U SUNDAY JUNE 15 U ARE THE ONLY ONE [唯我独尊] BECAUSE 5566'S ZAX WANG REN FU & JASON WANG SHAO WEI ARE GOING TO BE ONE OF THE JUDGES! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH! :D:D:D:D
I'm going crazy xD

Firstly is a mail, but it is in chinese, for those who can't understand, I'm truly sorry. =/
学生是天才也！

老师问学生: 人生自古谁无死...你接下一句!
学生答: 人生自古谁无屎, 有谁大便不用纸!
老师很生气. 叫学生罚站.

隔年, 老师又问回同样的问题...(人生自古谁无死...你接下一句!)
学生回答他:
人生自古谁无 屎, 有谁大便不用纸.
若君不用卫生纸, 除非你是用手指.
老师很生气, 又叫学生罚站!

老师看见窗外下着雪, 就遗憾的说:
天上下雪不下雨, 雪到地上变成雨. 雪变雨来多麻烦,为何当初不下雨...
学生又回复老师:
老师吃饭不吃屎, 饭到肚里变成屎. 饭变屎来多麻烦,为何当初不吃屎...
老师当场晕倒!!!

It's funny isn't? Haha. -.-
I know.
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Next up is...
Another thing on mistakes.

Mistakes.
What they actually mean in your eye?

If a barber makes a mistake,
It's a new style.

If a driver makes a mistake,
It is a new path .

If a engineer makes a mistake,
It is a new venture.

If parents make a mistake,
It is a new generation.

If a politician makes a mistake,
It is a new law.

If a scientist makes a mistake,
It is a new invention.

If a tailor makes a mistake,
It is a new fashion.

If a teacher makes a mistake ,
It is a new theory.

If our boss makes a mistake,
It is a new idea

If you make a mistake,
It is a 'Mistake'.

So sometimes, we just have to accept them. Mistakes are sometimes inevitable. But face it if you met one. Once you learn from it, promise youself not to commit it again. Perhaps, don't think about it so much, just think about it another way right? :D:D:D:D

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Next up, is Wei Qi's quiz.
She really tagged me. I thought I saw wrongly.
LOL!

Instructions: Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question to make it a total 20 questions.Then tag 8 people in your list. List them out at the end of your post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged. Whoever does the tag, would get blessing from all.

1. Do you wish to get married?

Perhaps? When the time is right. :D

2. What is your favourite animal?

Oh only 2! Penguins & Dolphins. They are loved.<3

3. Who is the person you trust the most?

It's for me to know, for you to find out. =/

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

Well, it depends on the situation, where I am in, and who are my audience. :D

5. Who is the person that you confide in?

I hardly confide in anyone, because I don't want to add my burdens onto others. =/

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?

Why not? Nobody's perfect anyway. :D

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?

Things that I cherish most, myself, Mother Earth? :D

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

Maybe? =]

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide?

Nope, and I think I'll scold that person like mad if he tried to commit suicide because of me. This shows that he is very timid and he's not even fit to be living, having to commit suicide over small matters. If its fated to be yours, then it will be yours. Why keep thinking over it?

10. What do you like about yourself?

I like who I am now.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?

I do not need to say out, because my other half will naturally knows what I expect from him. :D

12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?

Well I do, but do you?

13. Do you treasure your family?

Definitely.

14. What do you dislike the most?

Hmmm, perhaps I try not to think about disliking because nobody is perfect in this world and we should give people a chance when they make mistakes. =]

15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?

Those who knows I need help will naturally be there for me. :D

16. What do you regret most in life?

Why should I tell you?

17. What kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye?

-to be replaced with another question-

18. Do you love your friends?

Definitely!(:

19. Which date you like the most?

My birth date. 27/3.

20. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?

May your dream come true too:D

21. Replace question:

What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

My health. :D

Here are the 8 persons who are invited to do this request by me,

1. Toy Jia Ling [I'm going to make you revive your blog!]

2. Lee Mei Xuan

3. Shannon Chua Wang Ping

4. Selina Sherlyn Ali

5. Felix Nai Fa Yang

6. Loh Li Ling

7. Kenneth Tang Jian Wei

8. Chua Pei Ling

Okay people!

Longgggggggggggggggg post to make up for the past few days.
Satisfied? :D:D:D:D

Enjoy!

with love,

gRace"]

Hello people!
Well nothing much, but I won't blog for long.
Cause I'm worried.
Worried about too much things.

I think Weiqi tagged me to do a quiz? =/
Nvm, I shall rmb this date and return the quiz at a later time? =/
Msg-ed me if you all want to contact me.
Yeah.(:
Take Care everyone,

with love,
gRace"]

Woohoo, so I'm back.
Went SP yesterday.
Met up tgt with the rest at jp, Ives Yap ShiQi was late.
Super super super super late~
Yeah, so train-ed down to Dover.

Got fascinated by the courses and the place of course.
They actually got lecturers to explain to us ya' know?!?!
Unlike RP =/
Oops.
It's like we just said we are interested in this course and they said
Wait, they will get the lecturer who is in charge of this course to explain in detail to us.
Whoa, wow. Impressed :D:D:D:D

Got interested in a few of the courses, but I'm still deciding which to choose =/
haha.
But one thing about SP is that the place is too big!!!!
Can faint man~
My leg was alr super tiring and I wanted to find a place to sit, so we went to find the canteen.
And there was so many canteen lah!~
Canteen 1-6 I think. But the canteen is all over the place and we nearly got lost finding the canteen, ended up YK even had to ask where is the canteen.
LOL

And finally we figured our way and found the canteen and I was screaming like mad.
Omg... So embarrassing man.
But haiz, I was just too tired lah, what to do? LOL

So ate and me and Shin train-ed down to my appt.
She was kind enough to acc me, thanx yeah? :D:D:D:D
LOL
The rest went home~
Nvm, so appt.
Yeah, nt that bad. just that he tightened it for me and during that time it was painful.
But after that not that painful alr, just uncomfortable.
Yeh. So well, the pain is still bearable? Hope so. Haha.
So sry, abrupt ending, not sure how to end though =/

with love, gRace"]

Apparently, some people are so kay-poh.
Why must they go care about what other people are doing?
Yeah, it is for public to see, but can't you just read and keep it to yourself?
People are nv betray you and you go betray people.
Fine, go ahead and betray, go ahead and be the 'guai' person.
I'm never going to help you again.

Forget it,
don't let these type of people spoil my posts.
Anyway, going to SP open house tmr.
Looking forward to it, hope SP doesn't disappoint me. :D
After that will head down to appt, well I think I'm going there myself,
cause Ives told me she won't go with me le, kat can't make it tmr so maybe YK & shin?
Yeah most probably.
Haha.
Alright very random ending today, no mood to blog.

It's the june holidays but I don't feel the atmosphere of being holiday.
Well, it's the same people are prolly gonna complain that holidays must go back to sch, exams standard are being difficult etc.
People are just people, like to complain.
Can't they just accept for who we are and what we are?

Sometimes, just think of the people living in the third world country and we will feel fortunate to live in Singapore, lest complain about those unnecerssary things.
People just think of how lucky you are being born with no disability or better still born in Singapore. Cherish what you have and don't waste it.

with love,
gRace"]