So sorry people!
Haven't been updating. =/
School has reopened yeh? :D

Okay, 2 major things today.
Firstly, people keep asking me jc or poly?
Well, people.
stop stressing me please.
Can't you all let nature take its course?
I really can't stand it when people keep asking me.
I'm really tired by it.
I'm so sry.
Give me a break will you.
Give me a break from all those things.
I need my motivation. ):

Next, my cca - NPCC.
Since the day I joined np in sec 1, i have never regretted.
Frankly speaking, i have never ever regretted.
Today, if you asked me if I will join np again, I will tell you confidently, yes I will.
Why?
Joining np has always been my choice as compared to other UGs.
Np is all-rounder and has allowed me to step out of my comfort zone, gave me the confidence I needed, and taught me things that can never be found in the textbooks.

Now, as I moved on, I know I have to set my priorities right. I know what is important to me and what is not important to me. I have to be clear in some of my decisions and be firm with them.
I know many of you are disappointed in me at times for not going for trg, but you have to understand from my point of view. I have difficulties and I cannot disclose to you, but please understand the problems that I'm facing.

Many of us may think that joining UG may just be because of the rank. Let me warn you, I'm not interested in the rank. I am only interested in the process, not the outcome. I believe that being in the process is much better than the outcome. You would have gain much from seeing things from different perspective and individually rather than as a whole. Rank is nt important at all, it is only an indication. What is most important is that you have gained the trust of people and gained the process of being a np cadet and learned many things that to you may think is useless. Everything is useful, it is only how you want it to be useful. I believed I have achieved that.

Jiayou for speech day. Wearing no. 1 uniform is once in a lifetime affair and treasure it. I am sure you all will have a successful parade. Make it a grand one and make it a good one. This is your very last parade and although I won't be there to join you, all the best in your last parade. Even if I yearn to join you, I know I can't and I won't regret not wear no. 1 because I know what is the ultimate aim for me.

Today, my passion for np has faded. Up until this moment. I believed enough is enough. All good things will come to an end one day and my passion for np has stopped. Perhaps maybe I will go help out after I graduate, but for now, let's just end things here. Np will always be kept in my heart. Now, it is not the most important thing that I am suppose to concentrate. At this point of time, there is something down there for me to strive on, for me to achieve my very best, for me to aim for what I want. I have a clear goal in mind what I want to do and I want to reach my target. Please, do not force me anymore. I've had enough.

Anyway, to npcc:
Thank You, thank you for making my sec sch life a fun-filled one. With all the camps,
since Ug camp in sec 1, to np camp and atc in sec 2, nco camp and atc in sec 3 and lastly our final camp in sec 4. The camps, especially the campfire, has left a deep impression in my mind and has made an impact in my life. Every camp to me represent a new beginning, it signifies a new start. I am glad I have nt made the wrong choice. Thank you for making my sec sch life filled with npcc days with the trgs, parades and camps. It has marked a new me, a new beginning as I moved on with my life.
Thank you syadiq, sue, tien fung, fahdilla(sry idk how to spell =x), sally, hasraf.
Thank you sirs kahwee, desmond, chuan heng, zhan hong, hasraf.
Thank you mams vanessa, cynthia, siew ching.
Thank you to all the mams and sirs out there who has made a great impact in my life.
I sincerely thank you all from my heart.

To np sec 4s'08:
It is great to have you as my squadmate. You guys have endured through trgs, punishments and camps with me together. Being bonded as one, being together as one, staying united as one in times of troubles. From the bottom of my heart, I wish you all the best and I hope you will have fun in your upcoming endeavour. Our last lap is O level. Give your very best and don't disappoint yourself. Jiayou and i believed we can do it. (:



To JiaXin, I believed you will come to my blog and see this(:
I'm sry for not going to the phototaking sesssion. Being a friend for 8 years, we have gone through many obstacles together as friends and I believed our friendship will continue to last. I know I will disappoint you tomorrow for not going to the phototaking session but I am sorry. Truly sorry. I hope and I know you will understand the circumstances that I am facing. Take Care :D

with love,
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