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Hello everyone! :)

Pardon me for not blogging these few weeks or days.
However, I must especially blog today because I'm a happy girl today! :D:D:D:D

I got to meet up with my beloved yanshin! Been ages since we could go out together. And it wasn't just a lunch break or whatever(since it's harder for us to meet up regularly now).
We actually met real earlyyyyyyyyyyy like 930am and we spent the whole day together! Yipee!

We were to lame to the extent that I accompanied her to dental in the morning, she did it vice versa with me in the afternoon.! -.-
In between, she accompanied me to Sergangoon to take my certificate while I accompanied her to Toa Payoh to collect her cleanser. Yeah, we travelled around today! Hahah! Like from green line to purple line and back to the red line. Almost wanted to take Circle line but she didn't want. Hahahaha.
Ohoh, we travelled to Novena in hoping that we could have meat (As quote by yanshin : Me want meat) HAHAHAH.
But sadly, it closes at 3pm when we reached exactly at 3pm! Urghhhhhhhhhhh.
Settled for Sakae in the end :(
And we each bought sth too! ;D

That's what friends do isn't it. Getting high at everything, tcs together. Love the girls very much!

And btw, that Angelia was so random! Msg-ing me early in the morning at 5am telling me that she's going Vietnam N-O-W! And she still asked me to miss her! Goodness. Hahah.

Yeah, back to the topic, I'm a lucky girl! I've such great friends who will stand by me no matter what. So people out there, cherish the people around you alright! You never know when you'll need their help and vice versa. So cherish and love your friends, for they are the ones who will be the next closest kin you can get other than your family! :)

With that, I end off,

Love,
grace :)

Hello,

Since I'm feeling bored now, I shall come here and do some ranting. Today is 1st of June! Fast isn't?

GP and Maths common test today, well, both are killer. Maths was especially tricky and when I was doing, it was super colddddddddddd.

Anyway, I'm going to head to sch tmr morning to study, hopefully, it will be productive because i didn't manage to finish what I wanted to do today! X(

Procrastination sucks. But at least the only reason I can console myself is that I'm drained from both tests today! Brain-damage! Haha.

Till then, take care!

Love,
grace! :)

Hi all,

It's Sunday today again and it means another week is coming again soon. Time flies pass really fast. In a blink of an eye, its already half a year gone in 2010, another half a year left to 2011, Mid-year holidays are here and in a few month's time, the As are here! Fast isn't it? :/

Anyway, I was quite productive yesterdays studying in the library. The atmosphere was quiet and very conducive. I love it! i studied until the library closed and it was really wonderful because it was productive and my efforts were worth it. Although I practiced a lot of maths qns, I'm still quite unconfident of myself :/ How?

Hopefully, my efforts shall pay off on the 1st of June, it will give me more motivation. Meanwhile, I'm off to rest for now, it's my break time today! :D

Love,
grace :)

Hi all,

Many things have happened over these 2 months, and I know I've been missing and I'm sorry.

Now, I shall try to get back to blogging as frequently as I can.

Bad news, mid-years are starting soon, very soon.

Still, good news, let's just throw others aside and shout out loud: " The long-awaited holidays are finally here! Yeah!"

Meanwhile, it's Vesak Day today, so let us enjoy this weekend before we get our engines moving!

With love,
grace :)

Today is a happy day, a day for me to rejoice about! ;)

Or rather this month is a happy month for me! ;D

Because firstly, today, I've officially taken out my braces on this date! :D Yayness! ;D

And soon on this month, I'll be legal soon, in about 27 more days! ;)

Yay, so i love this month ttm!

I'll end off here, alright I know I'm random, but who cares? Haha.

With love,
grace :)

I've got so much to say, but I don't know where to start from.

Loads and loads and loads and loads.

Happy ones, sad ones, angry ones.

Time is running out for me !

And I want to rant out a lot of things over here!

But it's alright, just want to let you all know out there that I'm fine, I'm still surviving, treading water in the deep deep blue blue sea, hoping that one day, I'll find my way back to the shore

With love,
grace :)

This is my 400th post.
But I'm sad.

I feel drained out, by academics, by peer pressure, by family.

I don't know where to start from to rant and vent out all my anger, my sadness.
I don't know where to start from to start studying for As.
I don't know where to start from to console my family,

I feel sad.
I feel pressurised.
I feel stress.

But what can I do?

I've to put on a real two-sided face both in school and at home.
Can someone really tell me what to do?

I hate school now, I've phobia of my class, phobia of everything.
One by one, everyone is leaving. And now, I'm left with myself all alone, to come face to face with my class.
It's not that I hate my class, it's the actions and behaviours and their smartness in them that makes me stupid, makes me think that I'm useless, hopless and makes me want to run away from them, from everything.
Even what my CLL teacher says also makes me think that way. And now, I've got no more motivation from my friends. No one will understand what I'm thinking of now.

And worse at home, sigh. I don't even want to talk about it.
I've got the worse case ever.

FML.
I really really feel like killing myself now.

FML

FML.

Seriously I feel that my life sucks.
I feel so hopeless.
I mean, i don't know what to say.
Emotions are engulfing over me to the extent that I don't know if I should be glad or if I should be sad.

People around me are giving me peer pressure.
I don't know what my reaction should be like know.

I feel hopeless.
I feel that I've let myself down.
I feel useless.
I feel that I've let everyone down.

I feel like escaping from reality, can I?

It's not only about her, it's about me.
I feel totally sad about everything.

I want to cry everything out.
I don't want to breakdown again in front of anyone.

Please, leave me alone.
For I will really breakdown in front of you, I swear.

OMG. IM DAMN ANGRY AND PISSED OFF NOW THAT I CANNOT THINK PROPERLY IN CHINESE. ALL MY VULGARITIES ARE APPEARING.


TODAY IS A VERY SUAY DAY!!!!


1. I CANNOT TAKE OUT MY BRACES!!! CAN ONLY DO SO NEXT MONTH!!! URGHHHHHHHHHH!

2. I HAVE TO DO THE THINGS THAT I HATE. OMG PLEASE COME AND FIND ME IF YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS IF NOW I'LL BE SO BORED AND LONELY :(


The only thing that cheered me up is that

Singapore is really very small.

I met bojun, yifan & zhangwei today.

Still cant believe that I actually met them in JP when they just touched down to Singapore in the afternoon.

Yup, so it's very unbelievable.


OTHER THAN THAT. PISSED OFF TTM! GRRRRRR! >:(

No love today! :P

I slack my ass off today!

That's a very very bad thing!

Omg, procrastination is engulfing my whole body! It's like a disease! Oh no!

&& there's dental tmr! Dreaded~

Any kind souls out there, sms me tmr okay! For I'll be real bored~~~

Take Care!

With love,
grace :)

I've been a pig the whole day todayyyyyyyy! Grrrr! >:(

Slept till like 12noon?

And then continued sleeping again frm 2plus to 6plus.
Omg, it's only the 3rd day of 2010 and I'm like that. Goodness!

I feel like staying up the whole night, but I'm worried I'll fall asleep when I go for my lessons tmr. Zzz. Tell me how?

And anw, why is everyone thinking of quitting OGL?
Everyone, think carefully & properly, or you will regret.!

But rest assured, I've never regretted in quitting OGL, though I feel sad at times.

With love,
grace :)

Post 395! Means in another 5 days, I'll have 400 posts! Yay! :)

Alright, time to do homework.

Sigh, all of a sudden, the questions seem so easy to do, but no information can help to solve those questions~

Take Care!

With love,
grace:)

A new year, A new start, A new beginning.

Take Care everyone,

With love,
Grace :)