haven been blogging for a wk..im sry to those who read my blog..cause hor.. my brother hog the computer for hours..and den i was too busy for projects and for my cca..thrice a wk all because of the dry revolver(real guns) and nxt tue is holding of the real gun!! i'm scared!! wa lau... my hand was trembling all the way... i don want go.. alot of ppl was lyk encouraging me to go: eunice,clara,jun jie,jia wei,shi bin, ives,zhen yu, tien fung, sir kah wee..alot lar.. they said is a very rare chance to take a real gun..but i rather miss taking a real gun than make me freak out because sir told us the consequences and i was like omg.. wad if it reallly happens.. it makes me scared even more..haizzz.... how??? haiz.. alright..shall stop here for now..cause im busy..damn busy.. im freaking out..