hmm.. today sad sad day fer me..haizzz... lazy to blog about ytd le lah..was just at my mum's office busy doing work lohx.. den hand swollen so today nvr go cause hand swollen den ltr affect practising piano cause now i practise hand pain liao..haizzzz... today in the morning got back my ressults..mainly Bs lar..haizz... nvm i have already practised very hard so it is my effort..no point brooding over it... i'll only get upset and regret if i did not study hard..but i have studied very hard and even wake up early in the morning to study..i have put in alot of effort and i shld be satisfied by now.. haha..but still disappointed lohx..my dad expected me to get 70 and above -.- when i couldn't even do so..haizzzz.... i have already tried my best what you want me to do?? i have already squeeze out all my brain juices out, memorize everything and yet u still expect me to get so high marks?? i have already given out more then a 100% and this is the kind of thing i get..to get scolded.. and not consoled...haizz... why are all the parents like this?? their children have studied very hard and yet they still want more..if you get 80, they want 90..you get 90, they want a hundred..why must they compare?? everyone is born different in this world and no one is perfect.. no one is born to be a genuis.. one has to start frm somewhere and why must they purposely compare me with the others?? haiz.. is not fair you know... haizzz...
nvm.. today went out wif ching jas and shinx again.. scream my hearts out at the reservoir and scream really loud to forget all my memories..bad memories..haizz... im so sad now.. den went to jurong east and met jia ling at mac x))))) so coincidental xD hah.. den now chatting wib jia ling and we are deciding whether to go see 5566 at IMM tml cause alot of my seniors are going as they are crazy over 5566 too xD haah.. i know tze lin and yee le is going xD so wish me luck if i saw them tml heezz... may not be going too.. see first lah.. but i really want to see them live in person xD heez... EUU ROX MY WORLD 5566!!!