found this in my mam's vannessa blog & i find it quite interesting(:

Human = eat + sleep + work + enjoy
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Human = Pigs + work + enjoy
if, Human - enjoy = Pigs + work
in other words,
Human that don't know enjoy = pigs that work

Men = eat + sleep + earn money
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Men = Pigs + earn money
if Men - earn money = Pigs
in other words,
Men that don't earn money = Pigs

Women = eat + sleep + spend
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Women = Pigs + spend
if, Women - spend = Pigs
In other words,
Women that don't spend = Pigs

Summary:
Men earn money not to let women become pigs!
Women spend not to let men become pigs!
Men + Women = 2 Pigs

tkcare ppl,
& i rmb to post okays("

back frm e hiatus =x
but i don't know how long i can last,
due to the stress im going to have until after march because
firstly, here comes the common tests,
now that the common tests are over,

next comes my promotion test & my piano grade 6 theory exam(which i dread it so much because i don't have much confidence)
you know, i don't like to take exams which i do not have confidence in, but this time round was
my piano teacher asked me to do it):
& she is asking me to take the grade 6 practical this yr too -.-
which is almost impossible because i only left a few more mths, thus im still deciding if im going to register.hmmmm
i thought piano is for me to relax, but it seems that i have more stress than the normal exam because when i think how much the piano cost, how much i have to pay for my lessons & how much i have to pay for the theory & practical, the amount of money scared me off, and i don't want to waste my parents hard earn money by failing & retaking the test.
so. all in all. one word
sigh-

after the theory exam & whatsoever,
comes another round of common test.
i do not want to sigh already about the common test.
but what i hate is it actually falls on my birthday -.-
alright. i should not say much because you can celebrate your birthday everyday correct?
*winks-

so perhaps after that, i will be relax for awhile(:
*lets pray for me(:
[rather long post yeh?]

Everyone feels pain. But surely after suffering satisfaction arrive. Even with studying or other ordeals. With life, it's like that for everyone. If we can beat the pain, on the other side, a rainbow of happiness awaits us. That will definitely become a treasure.

I should believe in that. When my confidence seems to disappear, I will look for the place where I can do the best I can. From now on, I will not vent my anger on others and I will take things lightly.

Because everyone takes things step by step. No matter how little the matter is, I want to be able to do well, I don't want to disappoint my parents. The feelings of everyone being satisfeid & being disappointed in me stays deep in my heart. I don't even know what I am here for. Nevertheless, I decided to accept the fact, I can't give up.

As I think of the future, the tears will come out. Reality is too cruel, too brutal. I don't even have the right to dream. As I think about the past, the tears will come out again. Where should I head towards? Even if there isn't an answer, I'll feel better by writing it down. I've looked for a pair of helping hands. But I couldn't feel them, couldn't see them. I only face towards the darkness and hear the sound of my hopeless screams. I at a loss of what to do.