recently Im very very pissed off by alot of people, alot of things.
had very very bad moodswings =x
sry to gor & km that i showed my moodswings at you two during msn.
Im sry.. I didn't mean to do it, hope you all will forgive me for venting my anger on you.

firstly, homework & tests.. why must all the teachers stress us?
today luckily i forgot there was a test & i quickly borrowed the format from one of my friends.
& it turned out there was a test!
anyway why must we keep having test... I just don't like sch to reopen.
It gives me stress.. from day 1 until now...
I just cannot stop resting until the last day of school during november..
How i wish everything would end now.

secondly, to you. I didn't want to blog about you. But you really pissed me alot.
From the first time i saw you in sec 1, you were not like that. But i just do not know why
you like to act cute so much to attract attention, ask silly qns to attract attention. Don't you know by doing that you made us very very pissed off? Can't you just reflect for yourself? You think you will really made friends like this? I tell you, you will not, instead you will made others hate you alot. In the middle of the class, asking silly & stupid qns, irresponsible person, and worse of all, laugh like mad in the class when the lesson was not even amusing. -.-
Please go & reflect on yourself. I don't want to write here name here lest embarrassing you & I hope you will really change.

thirdly. today lessons. there was a subject. I don't want to write the subject here as it will be too obvious. You should be teaching us that subject instead of asking us to clean up the classroom. the classroom is ours & how we want it to be is our problem. So what if you must have a clean environment to study? it doesn't concern you right? your job is just to make sure you teach us well and instead you were careless all the way. and when we tell you the mistake. you did not want to embarrass us by saying that at least we were paying attention but the fact was that you were in the wrong! do you think you are still in your army? You should not do this do you know? made us waste our precious time and this is the worse subject that the class is having. instead of brushing up on it, you still punish us. Is this worth it?

fourthly. my _______. you fill in the blank for yourselves. as i have said, everyone will come and see this blog so its not quite appropriate to write names and other stuffs here. So what if I did not come? must i tell you every reason for it? do you even have the right to know? you do not know anything and yet you blame us for not coming. Do you know that it hurts alot? Even if you wanted us to come, you shld at least tell us in a more polite tone and in a better manner, instead of having all your vulagarities to come out right? why can't you be like the others and tell us to come in a more polite tone? do you know that your words have even made me more detest ________ and made me even not wanting to come? just what rights have you to say me? we are all quits you know? you should not be like an adult and coming ordering me to do whatever i do not want. You just order me as if i must listen to you. This made me even more detest & I really do not even want to come. Is it right to talk to us like that? just that we did nt go & you already order us like a maddog. do you know what you said just now really hurt me alot? i just do not know why must you said to me in that manner?

haiz....
i wonder why im having such terrible moodswings these few days and why do i get pissed off so easily. im scared that i may even pissed you off when talking in msn. very sry to those whom i pissed off.
if i really pissed you off again, im just so sry. but rest assured i will nt vent my anger on you again.


*to the 2 guys who ps off today, you are very bad! how can you leave 2 pathetic girls with so big files in the lurch!):
*had fun with jas & ives today (: