Life's been hectic for me.

Totally pissed off with
-my procrastination!!!!
-pictures that are being uploaded in my com(it's not up even in facebk or blog yet, I can't imagine how crazy i'll get if i post them up here or in fb)
-everything!

Wow, life's been a bad one. really.

After today, well guess i'll be the same old me.
nerdy, studying in sch again~

It sucks totally can?!

Sometimes i wonder, have i really made the right decision to come to jc?
is it really what i want?
But i know all these thoughts are useless now.
Its either a pass or fail.
This time round, there aren't any more chances for me.
unlike Os, where if u failed, theres poly.jc.ite.

Last time I thought of poly totally. I've nvr even considered jc.
But i've entered a jc. it's so ironic. That's the way life is~
Cos to me, i totally can't stand poly life. I think jc life suits me better as in their system and everything. but jc. omg.
Speechless.
Did i really made the wrong move?
I rmb-ed jialing once telling me to go jc after i got back my results and after i told her i wanted to go poly all along.
And now, rahh, we are in jc together.

However,
Now, failing As = you land yourself nowhere.
It's either a you made it or you lose it kind of thing.
It's totally scary!
have i really made the right decision?

WHy do i feel the stress all of a sudden!?
Omg, it's freaking me out!
Damn~

For once, now i know, to me, its a you have to pass it no matter what?!
There's no turning back now.!
What's gotten into me suddenly!?
Ahh, i know. i blog-hopped too much today and I saw Andy's post on my birthday.
It's totally freaking me out.
JC life is indeed scary!

Chinese love me please!
Econs too! ;D

On a random note,!
I've lost weight!
2kg!!
wahahahah, all thanks to the china trip.
But i've been eating alot during that whole trip. every meal consists of 10 dishes all meat plus rice!
How on earth could i ever lose weight and its a whole lot 2kg!
LOL.
I'm real clever. LOL